Mess 4 Kathryn

[Nicky Dean]

Hi kathryn<br><br>How you doin, hope your feeling OK and not overdoing it, but keeping yourself busy..<br><br>Back in work now for 4 nights, really do not want to be here, but needs must my DH has gone out to watch england and get rather drunk, going to be so annoying when he gets in later. I think they should go back home (ma & pa) when they've had a skinfull, what do you think?<br>I'm not too bad as ive got the most wonderful cookies, absolute monsters they are and me and my work colleague are munching through them, well you got to have something to make you happy.<br><br>So one more week to go, do you feel any different, are you tempted to do a test, I am so dreading that point, if I get there!!<br><br>I've decided when I start my treatment, that its gona get me down going to the hospital every day for 2 weeks, so I think my husband should treat me every week(got my eye on some fab boots)what do you say.........<br>Anyway must do some work, just wanted to let you know your in my thoughts and full of ++++++++++++++++++++++++++ for you.<br>Take care<br>Love<br>Nicky xxx

[kathryn]

hi nicky!<br>thanks for the message, its always a great feeling to get your very own message!<br><br>Im definitely on your side for some treats!!!! boots are my very very weak point! I treated myself to boots at the end of my last tmt! this time I would like a new bathroom.......and more boots!<br><br>it was steves 35th birthday on saturday. he had been ill with gastroenteritus (spelling as its pronounced!) but we made it out with friends on saturday night. was showing off our photo of the embies!<br><br>last week I was very negative about this cycle, feeling it hadnt worked, but the last few days Ive been feeling mildly nauseas. I was putting it down to worrying i was going to get steves bug, but could it be a sign? OR is it my nerves, as im so scared of it being negative again. Only thing is, its been at night, and going from my past record, Im a morning sickness person, except my twin pg which was all day. Who knows.....Im now probably building myself up for a huge fall.<br><br>thought of you last week. there wa a programme -one life- about a little girl having a kidney transplant ( from her mother actually).<br>were you on dialisis (prob spely wrong,sorry) every night? this little girl was on it 6 out of 7 nights, and it was obviously very painful, poor little mite. YOu really have been through it nicky. I so hope hope and pray you have your little bundle of joy at the end of this tmt.<br><br>do you work every weekend? seems you spend every saturda night working!<br><br>make sure you get thise boots, youll need them, what with all that back and forth to the hospital, its vital we have good strong boots!<br><br>take care and speak soon<br>kathryn<br>x

[Nicky Dean]

Hi Kathryn<br><br>Nice to hear your doing OK, Hope you havent caught anything from your DH.<br>I didnt realise you had been through this before, I really hope this is your turn, sending you lots of ++++++++++++++++++++ for sat, do you think you will do a test before. This is my last night on and i'm not back in till sun eve, but I will be thinking of you on sat and will run into work on sunday and you better have some good news!!!!!<br><br>These boots im after kathryn are absolutely wonderful, but there not sensible so I dont think i'll be doing much walking in them let alone stand............ but I want them, you know what its like when a woman wants boots.<br>I went to the hospital yesterday for a check up for the transplant, everything seemed to be OK apart from my blood pressure which has gone up, i had it taken when i got there and again when i saw the dr and it went up even more. I have to have it monitered every week till i go back in 6wks time and hopefully its settled down, all i need when i'm so close to starting treatment, probs i dont need.<br>I was on diaylsis before i had the transplant, but it was'nt so bad as I wasnt stuck to a machine, i carried a bag around which i changed every 4 hrs, similar to the way a machine works, but much simpler. Your right i have been through it but i count myself very lucky in that ive had this kidney 20yrs and lucky to have a normal life, but would be grateful for a little bundle even though im putting my health on the line.<br>Anyway you take very good care and i want good news from you when i'm back in on sun, just starting to get weekends off now, its cause i work 4 on 4 off. Out on fri night with a friend for a good drinking session, my last before you know what..........having hair cut all excited.<br>Love<br>Nicky xx