I have to say I do deserve it , and thats what I tell myself when I get negetive so third time lucky EH and If I get any frosties I will feel on top of the world as this means AS MY TMT IS GOING TO WORK THIS TIME!!!!! I will have enough in the bank for a sister or Brother ! <br><br>Still very nervous about tomorrow and what lies ahead but no pain no gain!<br><br>Hi Jen Lovely Message Thanks <br><br>Trace <br>Only just got up , its now 11.45 , been to a surprise 40th Last night and got drunk on Lemonade well I prtended I was drunk cause everyone else was!
1st cycle own eggs Neg
2nd cycle own eggs Neg
3rd cycle cousins eggs Neg
4th cycle unknown donor eggs Neg
Going to have sisters eggs Feb 06
NEVER GIVE UP!
IM sitting here having had NO sleep last night worrying that she wont get there on time or she forgot to take the HCG injection on time Etc Etc , It is now going to be a stressfull couple of days , its weird not going through this bit relying on other people to do it for you , I feel sorry for her having to go through it too, We have not talked for 2 weeks as she was getting too stressed and couldnt talk to me , at the moment she is just about to pack up her house and move into her in laws She has packed in her job giving 9 weeks notice as they are emergrating in January , and her work fellows arnt being kind to her as she is leaving so with 2 children and a clinic that does bloods seporate to scans and always early in the morning or late at night (tea time !) twice a visit through rush hour she is fully charged and I AM NOT HELPING so we decided to comunicate through email to cut down on stress for her , she is also making her way to the hospital on her own with a friend and asked to see me after it has all taken place, all I keep telling myself is that she wouldnt have offerd or said yes if she didnt want to do it .anyway I have an hour to kill before I get ready and then we leave for the clinic , Cam has to be there at 12.00 and Mandy should be there at 11.15 I am going to wait in the car untill he has given me the ok that she has gone through. I cant wait till today is over.<br><br>Sorry just needed to have a blow out!!!!! or Ill go mad. <br><br>Trace x<br><br>Good luck Gem and Lisa
1st cycle own eggs Neg
2nd cycle own eggs Neg
3rd cycle cousins eggs Neg
4th cycle unknown donor eggs Neg
Going to have sisters eggs Feb 06
NEVER GIVE UP!
Traci....... have been unable to log on for a few days so have not been able to write to you before now. Can't tell you how excited I am for you - if anyone deserves it to go right its you - you've been so patient (not much choice is there!!) and so encouraging to everyone else whether they've had successes or failure.<br><br>Lots & Lots of love - cant wait to hear how you go on. Jo. XXXX