The Sisterhood of the Blue Stilettos

[meg12]

Okay, thanks a lot wannababy--I'm sitting here at work crying after reading your post. (BTW it's the second time I've cried this morning at work and I've only been here an hour---I am having serious hormone issues today!!!!!!!!!! Geez. On the bright side, I think I probably lost a couple pounds in tears, so I've got that going for me!)

Welcome Amy! Anybody and everybody is welcome here--I mean they didn't even kick me out after I got my unexpected positive, so that's a good sign!

Sassy---Nope, I'm too nervous to say anything.

I really hate Mondays. I work 7 days in a row starting today and I'm having trouble shaking my depression about it (oh great, just made myself cry again!) Well, best go try to pull myself together!

[sassynlv]

Amy: NO WAY . NO F***ING WAY . From your post i can tell your "friend" knew of your transfer... and i guess i am making the assumption that she also knew things were going bust for you, is that true? ooooooo, if so, this puts here in a category all her own. I have heard some bad ones, even experienced a few that i thought were priceless myself... but this i have not hear the equal to. Like, i don't even know what to say to that. I can understand a little complaining if you are a good friend... a little "ooooo, can't keep anything down today", or "my varicose veins are killing me lately". But regular complaining that she is fat???? Oh Hell no *snaps fingers in a "Z"*. Girlfriend... you have the best case for the IVF defense i have seen in some time... oh, i'm sure we could come up with a good punishment for her... just give us some time!

btw: thought the Ace of Base song is SO funny!!!! I, too have a "theme song" it is "I Will Survive" by Gloria Gaynor. Yep, an oldy but goody! Can't help but "seat dance" when play it in car. I've got it cued up in the cd player for later today....

oh, and another btw... you don't mind if i continue to refer to it as the "dildocam", do you? I know "vagiscope" is probably more appropriate, but i need a little "inappropriateness" in my life right now!

Oh, Mego, you just showed up. 7 days straight? AHHHHrgh! That is some serious work time! How does that happen. Don't you work in the medical field... i don't remember... just something about scrubs in the past. Do you work 8's or 12's?

Bye ladies!

[meg12]

Amy--I must have been posting at the same time as you. That was an impressive first rant, I've got to tell you. I would have totally punched her in the face. Probably twice. How inconsiderate can people be? I mean seriously? Get a freaking clue, people. I'm really jealous that you guys both have theme songs. I'm going to try to come up with one for me. As violent as I've been feeling lately, it will probably be Metallica or something. Just as long as it's not sappy as I will cry.

Oh and Patie--the Superbowl was pretty boring...I'm really not a fan of either team so was just hoping for a close game but it wasn't. And the commercials weren't even that great. Just think of all the cycles we could have had with the money they spent on commercials last night!!!!!! Geez, makes me sick!

[wannababyIVF]

Meg--Sorry, I mad you cry. The email made me sniffle also. Will you ever forgive me?

Amy----ARGH...I'm so mad at your friend right now, I don’t have any words. How could she? And every day?!?!? Can we have a tie for the punter of the week award because I truly think she deserves it right now?

Sassy ---I'm over here on pins and needles. I can't get any work done because I keep checking in to look for your news. I said a prayer for you this morning on the way to work.

[amy]

Thank you girls for your support and hatred of the "Extreme Producer". For her I sing the esteemed love ballad, "Shot to the heart, and your to blame, darling you give love ... a bad name!" She can be the next punter of March. I am sure she will do more to devastate me by then.

Everyone needs a theme song. I tend to self generate so if you need ideas, feel free to ask. I love my IPOD just for this reason.

Any news Sassy? You girls are in the same time as I am right now so 1030am might be a bit early for a clue. I am coming to Vegas again in March to see Dave Matthews at the MGM. I can't wait. I would like him to be my ACE of BASE Daddy. I would be gone tomorrow. Just need a small donation. He is on my laminated card (Friends anyone??) so I can have his baby and not get in trouble.

[vicky77]

Wannababy, you made me want to cry, had to abstain myself cause I am at work, I forwarded it to my friends and to my mom, it was so beautiful!!.

Amy, your friend (if it can be called friend), I cannot even believe what she is doing!!!, you have to do something about it, I don't know, make her feel really bad.....(ok, now my little devil is talking ), but she deserves it for being sooooooooooooo insensitive!!!. Well I told the girls before that I had something similar with the husband of a friend of mine, after I had my m/c we went to have dinner together and they were sitting right in front of me and DH, and he spent the whole night rubbing her belly!!!!!!! (sorry girls for telling the story twice, I am not demented yet, I just wanted to tell Amy that there are more insensitive pigs in this world...)

Meg, so the hormones are really hitting now huh!!!!!......working 7 days in a row?????????????, that sucks!! (please don't cry, I mean it in a nice way ), are you a nurse by the way??....

Sassy......I can't wait anymore girl!!!!!!, I am more nervous than you I think!!!!, wishing you the best!!!, still have my fingers crossed.....(getting some cramps in my fingers actually )

[sassynlv]

BFN for me. Will post later... need to get through a few more hours of work...

[vicky77]

Ohhh Sassy, I am so very sorry, I really wished the best for you, but please don't get discouraged. I know it is difficult not to at this moment, but try to read the stories of other ladies here, there are a lot that had many IVF and finally had their dream come true, so keep fighting for your dreams!!!.
You know we are all here for you, if you need a good rant or anything you might need right now..........sending you ((((HUGS)))))

[meg12]

Oh, Sassy. I'm sorry but freak and crap are not going to cover it. I'm so f*****g sorry! It just makes me so mad at this world that wonderful women like you struggle so much with getting pregnant while dumbhead welfare women crank then out every 9 months.

Please let me know if there's anything I can do to help.

[hopeful-in-LV]

aww damn, sassy i was hoping so much that this would be the one for you. I wish there was someting I could do for you. I hope you will be able to try again soon. you will get your BFP someday, I'm sure of it. (((hugs)))

[Angie65]

Sassy - so sorry to hear that luv. I really am. But I am just going to belt out in my best Reproducers vocal tones "it'a a numbers game, it's a numbers game!" (as you know my Doc's favourite expression) coz if I say it enough we will all start believing it. Come back soon - the sisterhood needs you.

Amy - big welcome to you. A good initial rant there and I'm liking your humour! Where are you at in your current cycle?

Fee - are you going to beat the record for the longest time ever stimming ?(even though only slightly) At this rate we will be on the 2ww together and I haven't even had my Valentines Day apppmt wth dildo cam/vagiscope yet!!

Hello to all the other blue stillettos.

Down regging for me going OK - just feel a bit foggy/dull round the edges but no different to how I normally feel first thing in the morning really! trouble is it stops any ranting/creative thinking which is why my posts are just so boring at the moment YAWN! Bring on the hormones then I will on FIRE again!

[wannababyIVF]

Oh Sassy! I'm so sorry honey! I'm at a loss for words. I was really hoping you would get some good news. Please keep your head up. It will work out. Please come back to us soon. It's not the same without you here.

I hope you get to try again. There are so many success stories of women who had a BFP after trying 5 or 6 times. Not sure if that is possible for you. But I wish you the best. We are all here if you need to talk.

Lots of Hugs!!!

[FionaA]

Damn Sassy, I'm so sorry and am so upset for you. I really hoped for better news for you. I hope that you can take some heart from the progress that you made this time. Man it sucks that you've got to be at work at a time like this. Please let us know how you're doing.... Fee

[sassynlv]

Hey ladies. Made it back from work without going into the "ugly cry" (at least until i got in my car ). Expecting it did make it easier. Came home and had one good cry. Now dh and i heading to sushi tonight so i can stuff myself and drink lots of diet coke . Meeting w/RE on Wed to review cycles and talk about where to go from here. As i have never had implantation, and based on the results of the pgd, appears that i probably have yet to produce any chromosomally nl embryos . don't know what we will be doing, but will be nice to have a plan. Gotta tell you all, never thought i would be here...

[wannababyIVF]

Hi Sassy! I have been sitting here thinking about you. Wondering how you are holding up. It's okay to cry. Let it out babe. I want to cry for you. It's all going to work out. I will be praying for you. Stay positive!!

Ohhhhhhh, Sushi sounds good!!! Enjoy!!