Hi sistas!
Having major mood swings lately... and i haven't even started stims yet! So stayed away a bit yest as didn't want to infect everyone with my p*ssy mood. SOOOO...
Angie: What's this thing about not telling you how big your follies are??? You tell Dr. D next time that the sistas want to know

. And if he doesn't, tell him i am gonna come down there on my next IWDGPT and pummel the h*ll out of him

(feeling a bit violent today

). As for the house... like you didn't have anything else going on the last wk btwn cycling and work. What b*****ds for overbidding the house our dear angie wants... clearly they aren't familiar with the ivf defense....
Fee: oooo, girl. How you doin' down there??? (i mean in oz.. not really "down there"... ya'll should get your minds out of the gutter

). As for voodoo hygiene (well, while we are on the subject, why not, hey?)... can't say that i ever really paid attention to how well my patients were groomed. Not sure what that says about me

. Probably that i was way too sleep deprived to give a d*mn. ANYWAY... i have absolutely not info re: your hcg and the hpt... as the only time i have obsesssively hpt'ed was a FET. BUT... i am waiting to hear how it looks today (or i guess tomorrow for you..... blah blah blah.. whenever you do it next

). This is when it really gets killer. Hang in there, HRH. You know, that makes me think. As queens have someone to do every unpleasant task for them... methinks that as royalty, you should have some poor slob doing your 2ww for you...
Patie: dh gone again for a whole wk? Mine just got back yest from an overnight business trip. Partied while he was gone.... my favorite indian food, crunchy cheetos, divine sugar cookies with frosties and then the kicker... primetime tv. wooohooo. I am a wild child, that's for sure

. Although i enjoyed my "me" time... i am glad that he is back.
Wanna: I KNEW it!! not dead until warm and dead! Kept saying that they whole time dh and i were watching it... until he told me to shut up about it

. I knew it would all be a "near death" thing. i don't know about realistic...
mego: how be you?
vicky: oooo, you must be VERY excited... only ONE day until sanson's puppy training! woohoo!
Now ladies... i had an interesting experience yest. Finally went to an "alternative healing" woman a few friends of mine have been raving about. Now i am not much for alternative treatments (i mean, did acu, and all, but o/w).. not against them, just don't in general believe they will do anything for me. BUT after much insistence... i agreed in order to get them to stop. I won't get into her technique... just cause it would take too long... but it has to do with energy levels, etc. blah blah blah. The WEIRD thing is... she picked up right away on the fact that i was "barren" (not her words, can't remember how she said it), but not by choice. She went on to talk about that there is a blockage within my body affecting this condition.... and went on about severe childhood trauma and how my sympathetic nervous system is in overdrive as a result.. and that it is tied into old memories that have yet to be resolved. Ummmm. Okay girls... let's just say she TOTALLY pegged me... so much so it is scary. I have been wondering if all my myriad of fears and panic could be somehow tied in to all this. I kept laying there thinking this has GOT to be a joke... was looking for candid camera or something.... was convinced someone had told her all about me. My friends swear they told her nothing. ooo, get this, she said that the infertility problem will be resolved in five months... um... that is around the time of my mega-cycle transfer. ooooo, bit of a twilight zone experience for me. Still not sure what to make of all of it... but it actually gave me a renewed sense of hope (she was talking about the "life" that is waiting, etc). I know, strange, but i am just going to see what happens.