Hello girls - I'm back and rearing to go for round 3!!
Thank you for your words of support, it really means alot to me. I spoke to the clinic yesterday and they asked me to continue with doing the test this morning and it was def a negative which was no big surprise. However they have confirmed that I can start again on my next cycle which is around May time and that it will be on the NHS this time. So the timing of receiving that letter on Saturday couldn't have come at a better time. I see it as some sort of sign
The bleeding has almost stopped which is strange but the last 3 days have been pretty intense.
Nicky - I am so sorry to hear about your cancelled cycle - I can't imagine what you are going through at the moment, to not actually get to EC/ET must be heartbreaking for you. What happens now? do you just stop the meds? I guess you must be in hospital now - take care and thinking of you. Big hugs xxx
Mrs B - hey your first scan - so glad it went well- it must be such a relief after the last few weeks.
Sha - I know how you feel regarding the hpt's - if it wasnt for the bleeding I wouldn't have done one early either - hold in there - not long to go and have everything crossed for you.
Hey was down your way today - did wave in the portsmouth direction

We went to Brighton yesterday and stayed and then today drove up the coast to West Wittering, tried to convince hubby to go to Portsmouth to the shopping outlet but my pleas fell on deaf ears
Jill - good luck with your testing today - it sounds very positive - I'm hoping at least one of us gets lucky today xx
Mama - NHS is our National Health System - every woman is entitled to one free go of IVF but each area has different rules and criteria for accepting which isn't necessary very fair as some of the girls here will tell you. Its not the same as yr Insurance - we can have private medical care but thats our own choice but it doesn't cover infertility.
Anyway congrats on the BFP really pleased for you.
Melly - good luck with yr EC.
Nerms - thank you for your message - we have been enjoying our time together and yes sometimes we are sad, but we are also very thankful that we have each other to give us the strenght to move on.
How are you ? Hope your DH is still taking good care of you - they are darlings aren't they, mine is being fantastic although I know deep down he is hurting. Take care xx
Good luck to the 2ww girls - not long now
Nims xx