Awaiting Treatment

Angel505 · Post by **Angel505** » Wed Jan 16, 2008 4:58 pm

Apart from Steph, does anyone else hate their job? I hate mine with a passion at this point. Don't know if the drugs messed me up so much (the angel that I was before!). As I want to take leave in Feb again for IVF, I've kind of been put in a team as an assistant instead of leading it. The person who is leading is so inexperienced, he makes me wanna scream. So he asks at a team meeting, are there any particular areas that you want or don't want to do? I did point out that I'd be happier not doing a certain part of the work (which involves seeing so many different people - don't have the energy). So what happens............? he gives me 2 out of the 8 processes saying that its been equally been divided between the team. Yesterday he adds one more. Today another one. The prat!!!!!! And wants a meeting with me tomorrow to "discuss something else". I'm sure its another process. Thats 5 out of 8, when we have a team of 6. Grrrrr.................................................

Now why do you ask if you are not really going to take someone's opinion? I very politely pointed out that i'm gonna be doing a hell lot of work. But I know he's now going to discuss it with other people and probably make out that I'm being difficult.

chriss · Post by **chriss** » Wed Jan 16, 2008 5:04 pm

Steph & ICSI,
I feel for you girls. I know the 2ww all too well and the last couple of days suck. I've sworn all kinds of things... felt it all and I've been wrong so often. Remember the meds make u crazy. Don't give up yet. Hang in there. think positive, yadda, yadda, yadda. Thinking of you both. Really want this to work for you. PS... Don't trust the POAS. The one time I was preg, it took long time to show up. It's not over.

Angel, I agree about the amount of time on this board!! Yikes, I am obsessed. But it helps soooo much. I try to explain it to DH.

Becky, Thanks for encouragement re: age. Glad to be in the bum gang.

Mia, I'll dig out my wedding gown to so we are both ready on the 23rd. What will they do to us? I am soooo scared. they are a tough bunch.

Pumma, Don't know you yet, I'm one of the newbies, but thinking of you and wishing the best. Look forward to getting to know you when you are ready.

Everyone, HI!!!! I should be working right now!!!!! I am not!!!!!! Well, I am at work at least!!!! Ok, better log out. You know I'll be checking in soon. Later chicks, chriss

ICSI GIRL · Post by **ICSI GIRL** » Wed Jan 16, 2008 5:07 pm

ya know angel --- having supervised people in the past, i can tell you that i LEANED ON MY "strongest" subordinate the most.....unfair as it might have been

just kinda worked out that way cuz i knew i could DEPEND on that person.........

so maybe same is true for your team leader????? has only piled it all upon you cuz you're the BEST!!!!!!

pequele · Post by **pequele** » Wed Jan 16, 2008 5:19 pm

I guess I better go get myself clean...now that the dog has finally settled down for a nap and shut his eyes (typical fashion with his arse on the pillow and head on the floor!)...no longer looking out windows going ape S#!T over the birds outside that are conspiring to get him! He's NOT the brightest I told ya!

Ok I should be gone for a bit...key word SHOULD! I need to get to the dumps (tips)...throw the crap out! And get some things done around here

Steph

ICSI GIRL · Post by **ICSI GIRL** » Wed Jan 16, 2008 6:27 pm

THANKS CHRISS.........believe it or not, no matter how many times people say it --- it actually DOES help to hear "hang in there"....... no matter what's running thru my mind --- atleast it helps me keep SOME level of SANITY!!!

funny thing is -- i've all but convinced myself bfn already.....so it's like i'm not even "stressed" about bfp/bfn -- is more just the WAITING at this point....does that make sense or am i a total lunatic????? (don't answer that)

steph -- good for you getting yourself up and busy!! hoping that works out for ya hun

what is your schedule for hell tomorrow??? just trying to figure out where everybody will be when i'm sobbing uncontrollably

(how awful is that???? i'm always SO positive!!! i feel ashamed even "going there") oh well.......nature of the beast i suppose.....can i just tell you that i would go even MORE nutso if my RE's office didn't do bloods for this test??? (like yours where they say get bfp on hpt first.....) and i think is how they do across the pond too (just poas and if bfp, then come in for bloods??) its just such an "official" test day and to me, POAS just doesnt' give it proper justice!!

speaking of gals across the pond -- where are the all today anyway??? beck - you can't POSSIBLY still be out shopping???? OMG I WOULD DIE!!! hopefully you were able to find what you were looking for and make teenage daughter happy camper!

that is the name of the game afterall when they are teenagers -- "keeping them happy!"

knicker-checking like a mad woman

so far -- so good....but there's a LOT of day/eve left for me!! and i know i told you guys last night that once i signed off at work - i wouldn't be back for eve and yet i still was........today ---- i REALLY mean it!! dh and i are going to see hypnotist stop smoking (dh) and weightloss (both)..... am kind of excited about it actually!! not sure when will be home.....a good thing i guess -- less time i'll have to check my knickers!!

squeezan · Post by **squeezan** » Wed Jan 16, 2008 6:31 pm

Flippin' 'eck what's gone on here today? I need a new job - one where I can log on and keep and eye on you all. Had 3 pages to read and I checked in before work this morning

Steph I think this is what you need

Like the others said, don't give up yet, there's still hope. My BFP on test day was so faint, I'm sure it would've been BFN if I'd tested early.

Angie - Thinking of you too hun, how you doing? When will get get the results?

ICSI GIRL · Post by **ICSI GIRL** » Wed Jan 16, 2008 7:04 pm

hey su......sorry you had so darn many pages to wade thru!!!

i'm mostly to blame.....because of my INSANITY --- i've been even more mad than usual......completely not focused at work!!! OMG, can't even think the thought of what i would do if i didn't have you guys these last couple days!!!!! you guys have been my (lifeline)...........

guess i should be apologizing to EVERYBODY actually....for all the CRAP you've had to muddle thru

aren't ya glad i don't go thru a 2ww all the time????? could you imagine???!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i will get results tomorrow --- mid-afternoon'ish......i think between 2-4pm EST......and you guys are what --- 4 hours AHEAD of us?? (is 2pm here my time right now......) so that would mean you guys won't "know" anything til tomorrow evening!!! although, it's evening for you right now - so it's not AS far away as "my"evening!!! did i confuse you??? right.... thanks for askin'

squeezan · Post by **squeezan** » Wed Jan 16, 2008 7:14 pm

No worries Angie, we all understand the 2ww madness

Good timing on the results - I should have time to get home and read through the 1,000,000 pages first then just keep checking for your result.

Welshgirl38 · Post by **Welshgirl38** » Wed Jan 16, 2008 7:16 pm

Afternoon my lovely ladies ....

Steph: Wot did i tell u about poas!! Step away from the stick .... dont do it, u still have 2 days left yet ok - stop worrying!

ICSI: Thanks for keeping me enterained for the last half hour while i caught up lol - dont u dare appologise either, i love it here and love to see it so busy! After all i am the founde rof this thread - so i guess that shows up on my CV ((Or wotever u call it - resume or summit ffs i dont know lol)

Su: WTF is that chocolate doing on this site - dont u know how lush that looks, im starving and im dieting and i want chocolateeeeeeeeee - it got so bad that i licked the screen

lol

Chris: Dont u be worrying about going on about my arse, everyone else does

i make a joke about it too, have to or i'd crack up!

Well ladies, i got everything (appart from paint) for Natasha (DD) new quilt, cos her's was like paper thin, new quilt cover/throw/curtins - so she is well chuffed - im not cos i have to paint the dam thing!! Still will keep me busy for the next few days

right - have to dash ladies - sorry its a quickie (those are quite often the best lol) hubby due home for his Tea (Dinner) and im opeing a nice bottle of wine

Ta Raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Becky Xxxxx

squeezan · Post by **squeezan** » Wed Jan 16, 2008 7:24 pm

Becky, hands off the chocolate - that's for Steph
Here's something for you

enjoy

squeezan · Post by **squeezan** » Wed Jan 16, 2008 7:31 pm

nimble wrote: Oh, Su, I don't pee that much, certainly more than i used to but not THAT much - perhaps i don't drink enough Have you got any food fetishes yet ? I don't think I have, but can't keep off the fruit gums - but then i always like them, just using this as an excuse to keep eating them !

Peeing has slowed down again today (thank god). Must admit I do drink quite a lot, I have a bottle of water beside me at work all day. I started that when I was taking the homeopathy 'cos I had to drink it throughout the day and just found I felt better for drinking more. No food fetishes yet just hungry all the time, including in the middle of the night. I'm gonna be the size of a house if I carry on eating like this

ICSI GIRL · Post by **ICSI GIRL** » Wed Jan 16, 2008 7:32 pm

so beck....are you saying that as the "founder" of this thread, you hereby grant me FULL PERMISSION rights to go as wild & crazy as i bloody want????!!!!!

ladies --- the

has spoken! (not me......beck)

sure sounds like you're preparing a "baby-makin" evening to me!!!

don't ya just love the INSANE WOMAN???????????????????? entertaining (aka - driving everyone MAD) til the last minute!!!

su --- i'll try to live up to the 678594579834572987 pages between now and then

must warn you though -- last couple of days are gonna be tough acts to follow!!!

nimble · Post by **nimble** » Wed Jan 16, 2008 7:37 pm

I'm with Su, need to change jobs so that I have time to catch and read!!!

ICSI

funny thing is -- i've all but convinced myself bfn already.....so it's like i'm not even "stressed" about bfp/bfn -- is more just the WAITING at this point....does that make sense or am i a total lunatic????? (don't answer that)

RIGHT YOUNG LADY - ENOUGH IS ENOUGH - don't want to hear of any more talk of BFN and that goes for you too Stephanie!!!

ICSI

well gee steph.....you know that angel is right!!!! ya know the whole fat-lady-singin thing???? and i'm not singin' yet ---- so KNOCK IT OFF!!!

do believe this is your advice....uuummm!!!

Come on girls - steph you've tested 2 days too early and ICSI - where's the pma gone - did you lose it somewhere?
I had loads of AF signs before I tested so it just goes to show you can't really on it...

for you and Steph.

Nims xxx

nimble · Post by **nimble** » Wed Jan 16, 2008 7:39 pm

Jayne

Nims, do you get a 12 week scan through the NHS, my drs so tight they refused to give me one, as its a dating scan and i had that at the clinic tried weedling one out of the midwife saying i had paid for those and was entitled but no go. On the nuchal scan both Dr and midwife tried to talk me out of it as its only a 1 in so many chance not definitive. And as i would not have an amnio they said there was no point as if i got a positive result i would be worried the whole pregnancy, i feel it would prepare me better for the chance. I wish you well in your decision, i am glad i did it and my result came back good.

Yes I do get a 12wk scan but also my nuchal scan too - I have heard that some hospitals won't do one until 20 wks - boy I'd be climbing the walls by then.

Nims xx

squeezan · Post by **squeezan** » Wed Jan 16, 2008 7:41 pm

JS200632...
July 3rd - Beta 780...
July 9th - Beta 6915...
July 20th - Scan - Saw 1 perfect heartbeat...
Latest Scan – 3 perfect Heartbeats!! Fantastic news!!
Aug - Very sadley lost 1 beanie - so sorry JS

Rachel/Lara312...
Natural BFP ... Woooo Hooooo!
How fantastic is THAT!!!
Midwife Appt – Friday 24th Aug
First Scan ...13th Sept… 1 Perfect Heartbeat
Second scan ... 22nd Nov ... It's a girl!!!
Due date … 14th April

Shantala...
23rd Aug ....BFP Wooooooo Hoooooooo
Beta ....343!!
First Scan ...6th Sept.... 1 perfect heartbeat
Second Scan .... 20th Sept ... 1 Perfect Beanie getting comfy
Third Scan .... Perfect features - its a baby

lol xxx
Due date....26th April
It's a GIRL!!!!

beachbaby
12th Nov ... beta 565 ... wooohooo
Saw 2 perfect heartbeats
ITS TWINS!!!!!!
baby A = 6weeks baby B = 6 weeks 1 day
Wooooo Hoooooooo

8 week scan both babies a good size
next scan 20th Dec ... both babies doing well

Su:
BFP BFP BFP BFP BFP!!!!!!
Congratulations hun Xxx
First scan ... 13th Dec ... 1 perfect heartbeat
12 week scan ... 23rd Jan
Due date ..... 5th Aug

nimble ... BFP!!!!!
Congratulations
First scan ... 18th Dec ... 1 perfect heartbeat
2nd scan ... 4th Jan
Due date ... 8th Aug
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pequele ... testing 18th Jan

ICSI Girl ... testing 17th Jan

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Lady's having Treatment...

Jen1d ... FET 28th Jan

Stephjim ... on clomid ... iui approx 23rd/24th Jan

waitingforMia ... ER/ET w/c 28th Jan

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Lady's Awaiting Treatment...

Wishful27... Waiting for next tmt to start
The Beckster... On NHS waiting list for IVF - prob July/Aug 08
Andreak60... Startng IUI Feb 08
JackieG...Dec….Start Cycle
AuntyPebbles... Taking time out to GET BETTER
Gill … Waiting for next tmt
Nickyz ... On waiting list
Miracle08 ... starting iui March 08
nicaliw ... waiting to start next cycle
Hope644 ... waiting to start
Chriss ... unofficial 2ww ... starting ivf #4 if AF arrives
Angel ... waiting for AF to start next cycle
pummalaemma ... starting ivf #5 March 08

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In our thoughts and prayers

pummalaema ... sadly BFN, so sorry

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Awaiting Treatment

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