Wendy - I'm SO sorry - what a nightmare. I dont really know what say, except I've been there and its awful - but wine and time will help -I promise
Well.....went for blood test this morning, thought it would take an hour to get the result....anyway after the LONGEST 5 hours of our life ....and ....and I SWEAR I never thought I'd ever get to say this....ITS POSITIVE!!
We are knocked out , obviously - and words are really just not enough to describe how we are feeling.
Already however starting to think of the probability of something awful happening, and am going to try and see it as just still "being in the race" , until our 6 week scan. But still, we thought we could never get this far.....
My level was 152- I have no idea what this means and am just going to check it out on the net. Still NO symptoms appart from this mental tummy discomfort (they said things shoft about a bit??) - but it is infact abating slighty....O NO HELP !!
I am VERY conscious of how it feels to NOT get a +ve, and I guess all I'd say is that it REALLY is just a flip of a coin and I NEVER in a million million years thought I get here (I very nearly didnt get to the 2WW) - SO NEVER GIVE UP.
Always expect the unexpected. I SOOOO want a drink!
Thank you all so much - whatever happend from here - couldnt have done it without you (and my husbands sperm and modern medicine etc !!)
BIG BIG X
Cazx
special big X to all those about to test too -am praying for you