I'm so sorry to hear
You have been so strong for all of us and have been there to help all 0f us get thru tough times.... I just wish that we can be there for you too.Take care of yourself and "06 can be our year.
Love,
Jackie
NickiMark Test Date Sun 27 Nov
Nicki,
I'm so sorry to hear You have been so strong for all of us and have been there to help all 0f us get thru tough times.... I just wish that we can be there for you too.
Take care of yourself and "06 can be our year.
Love,
Jackie
I'm so sorry to hear
You have been so strong for all of us and have been there to help all 0f us get thru tough times.... I just wish that we can be there for you too.Take care of yourself and "06 can be our year.
Love,
Jackie
5 IVF, 2FET=3Chemical +
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checking in on you.
i hope you got my pm.
i am not always good..
any way will be gone for a couple of days. taking erik to the mtc to start his 2 year mission. had a big party for him today. it was great.
but 2 years is a long time. we will also get to see tiffany..
there i go again getting way off topic
i hope you both decide to do ivf.
i will try and check inon you in the morning...
you take very good care of yourself. you are a dimond!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hope you got my pm.
i am not always good..
any way will be gone for a couple of days. taking erik to the mtc to start his 2 year mission. had a big party for him today. it was great.
but 2 years is a long time. we will also get to see tiffany..
there i go again getting way off topic
i hope you both decide to do ivf.
i will try and check inon you in the morning...
you take very good care of yourself. you are a dimond!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we werent blessed with our babies to raise here but we our blessed with our grandaughter
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!
Nicki
I am so sorry about your news - I can't believe how life can be so unfair at times.
You are strong, but remember we're all here for you whenever you need another prop (or 2) in your life.
Whatever you decide to do, I know you'll soon be able to have all your dreams come true.
You take care sweetie and big hugs to you.
Love
Little P
I am so sorry about your news - I can't believe how life can be so unfair at times.
You are strong, but remember we're all here for you whenever you need another prop (or 2) in your life.
Whatever you decide to do, I know you'll soon be able to have all your dreams come true.
You take care sweetie and big hugs to you.
Love
Little P
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I really can't believe the support u girls have given me, 3 negatives now and still it hurts like crazy, it always comes with news of another pregnancy too, just to stick the knife in deeper, a friend is pregnant again. Arghhh!!! and again, the whole ignore Nicki and she'll be fine thing has begun again!!
I wont be fine, I just want my friends back, actually my friends aren't friends. I hate 'em they dont care about me, oh well, bet they are thinking oh glad it's not me!!! Blah blah blah!!!!
and if one more person says 'Relax' I will scream!!!! Relax!!!! Arghhhhh!!!
Do they not get it......dh has no sperm, Relaxing isn't going to make a differnce?
I am hurting badly, every time we've had BFN it's hurt, this year has been awful, and really at the start of 2005, I thought I would be preg by now! How wrong was i? So now when will happen? 2006, 2007, 2008....Never? Been ttc since 2001, it's crazy!!! I could have a toddler by now!!
where do we go now? What happened to make it not happen? why?
Thanks for listening to me ramble, I know u all understand....No one else does though....
I wont be fine, I just want my friends back, actually my friends aren't friends. I hate 'em they dont care about me, oh well, bet they are thinking oh glad it's not me!!! Blah blah blah!!!!
and if one more person says 'Relax' I will scream!!!! Relax!!!! Arghhhhh!!!
Do they not get it......dh has no sperm, Relaxing isn't going to make a differnce?
I am hurting badly, every time we've had BFN it's hurt, this year has been awful, and really at the start of 2005, I thought I would be preg by now! How wrong was i? So now when will happen? 2006, 2007, 2008....Never? Been ttc since 2001, it's crazy!!! I could have a toddler by now!!
where do we go now? What happened to make it not happen? why?
Thanks for listening to me ramble, I know u all understand....No one else does though....
TTC 6yrs......Have jumped off the rollercoaster for now, too many BFN's and too much heartache, to keep going....Moving on to fulfil other dreams!!!
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Oh Nicki, I wish I could give you a big hug. I truly understand how you feel. No one on the outside of this forum really and truly understands the disappointment and struggle of ttc. I truly wish you end with a BFP is all of this. Please try and heal yourself and do try again. I am so glad for you that DH is supportive and wants to continue. Do take some time out for the both of you though.
Hugs to you,
Pam
Hugs to you,
Pam
Pam 36 DH 45 and DS 19 months old
7 DIUI / IVF's -ve
1 DIUI +ve DS 19 months old
DIUI cancelled for March, hopefully a go ahead in April
7 DIUI / IVF's -ve
1 DIUI +ve DS 19 months old
DIUI cancelled for March, hopefully a go ahead in April
Oh Nicki, you have EVERY right to ramble!
People who have not been through infertility have no idea what it's like. You tell them the ins and outs of it all, explain what it all involve, and still, they don't get it.
Someone said the relax thing to me today. I know they mean well but it just shows their lack of understanding. Can't blame them though I suppose.
I know so much how you feel, it's never ending and the worst part is that 'when will it happen' feeling. Life's on hold and it is so unfair.
All you can do honey is give yourself a bit of time, then pick yourself up and dust yourself down, smile and try again - if you want to continue of course.
I honestly think that the more you believe in it, the more chance of success there is. Not everyone will agree with me on that but you have to keep positive for as long as you continue with treatment.
I desperately hope your dreams come true, I really do.
take care,
Claire x
People who have not been through infertility have no idea what it's like. You tell them the ins and outs of it all, explain what it all involve, and still, they don't get it.
Someone said the relax thing to me today. I know they mean well but it just shows their lack of understanding. Can't blame them though I suppose.
I know so much how you feel, it's never ending and the worst part is that 'when will it happen' feeling. Life's on hold and it is so unfair.
All you can do honey is give yourself a bit of time, then pick yourself up and dust yourself down, smile and try again - if you want to continue of course.
I honestly think that the more you believe in it, the more chance of success there is. Not everyone will agree with me on that but you have to keep positive for as long as you continue with treatment.
I desperately hope your dreams come true, I really do.
take care,
Claire x
First IVF cycle Feb 05, 7 frosties waiting.
1st FET Aug 05 -ive
2nd FET Oct 05 +ive sadly ended in m/c at 7wks
3rd FET May 06 -ive
4th FET Nov 06 +ive praying hard every day x
I'm 33 and DH is 35 ttc for 11 years
1st FET Aug 05 -ive
2nd FET Oct 05 +ive sadly ended in m/c at 7wks
3rd FET May 06 -ive
4th FET Nov 06 +ive praying hard every day x
I'm 33 and DH is 35 ttc for 11 years
Ive justed ordered Pizza, that'll cheer me.....Well, for a short while any way!!!!!! 
TTC 6yrs......Have jumped off the rollercoaster for now, too many BFN's and too much heartache, to keep going....Moving on to fulfil other dreams!!!
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Nicki,
I've spoken to you on other threads and after your kind and sympathetic reply to me at the weekend when I was moaning, I thought I'd get you on this thread. I'm so so sorry to hear your news. I've just got in from work and have been thinking about you all day. Be kind to yourself right now and do what feels best and to h**l with everyone else. I too just found out about another pregnancy yesterday - my sis in law with no. 2 on the way. AAArrrghhhh!!! It made me remember that DH and I started trying before her first - my nephew - was born. Life is s**t sometimes - a lot of times, but I believe it makes us stronger in the process. Don't give up, you still have options. I hope I too can be here for you. I'll speak to you later on the other thread (the one about answers and moaning!!) - I'm off to have my tea but I'll come back later. Keep strong.
Hugs and more hugs
Lisa xxx
I've spoken to you on other threads and after your kind and sympathetic reply to me at the weekend when I was moaning, I thought I'd get you on this thread. I'm so so sorry to hear your news. I've just got in from work and have been thinking about you all day. Be kind to yourself right now and do what feels best and to h**l with everyone else. I too just found out about another pregnancy yesterday - my sis in law with no. 2 on the way. AAArrrghhhh!!! It made me remember that DH and I started trying before her first - my nephew - was born. Life is s**t sometimes - a lot of times, but I believe it makes us stronger in the process. Don't give up, you still have options. I hope I too can be here for you. I'll speak to you later on the other thread (the one about answers and moaning!!) - I'm off to have my tea but I'll come back later. Keep strong.
Hugs and more hugs
Lisa xxx
Me 32 DH 34 - severe male factor
5 failed donor inseminations July- Nov '06
6th DI Jan '07 ...... finally ..... OMG BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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5 failed donor inseminations July- Nov '06
6th DI Jan '07 ...... finally ..... OMG BFP!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Ahh wine!!! of course!!! I can drink now!!! One good reason not to be Preg!!!
See girls, I am trying to keep PMA up!!!
Lis, Bless ya, you totally understand me, you little gem xxx
See girls, I am trying to keep PMA up!!!
Lis, Bless ya, you totally understand me, you little gem xxx
TTC 6yrs......Have jumped off the rollercoaster for now, too many BFN's and too much heartache, to keep going....Moving on to fulfil other dreams!!!
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Lis, just looked in cupboard, got no wine but got malibu instead!!!!
Pizza hasn't arrived yet!!!! Im getting peckish now!!!
Pizza hasn't arrived yet!!!! Im getting peckish now!!!
TTC 6yrs......Have jumped off the rollercoaster for now, too many BFN's and too much heartache, to keep going....Moving on to fulfil other dreams!!!
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