Summer cycle group

[moorebaby]

18 eggs total
12 eggs mature
6 icsi'd w/ sperm from fresh ejaculate= 2 fertilized
6 w/ tesa= none fertilized

so we have 2 embabies...i hope they make it through to thursday...transfer scheduled for 1:30.

[Lauren319]

YAY!!! Just two more days, Ester. They'll make it!!

[Lauren1171]

Ugh - Lou it's only 1:20! you must be going nuts!


I called to see ifI could go for a beta a day or two early and was told no because my RE has a very strict policy against it. I said that I went early at least 4 times so far with the IUI's and IVFs. She said it's a fairly new policy. Ya right, she just did not want to ask the doctor. She said to continue the Crinone. How gross would that be? This is not spotting, this is the TMI kind of crap that I don't want to post about lol!

[Tiger04]

Kbill- I am so so very sorry for your negative. Take all the time you need and we are here for you to vent to. This board can be even more important to talk about the negative vs celebrate the positive. Unfortunately, most of us have experienced just the worst days ever and can totally relate to what you are going through. Take some time, but I do hope that you will start again and that your RE has some great suggestions!

Amanda1979- I am so jealous that you guys are on vacation! Have a great time! I’ve never been to murtle beach, but I’ve always wanted to go!

Jenna – I am so sorry for your BFN. I know it’s not fair and it’s just horrible. I really hope you won’t give up. Sometimes it takes women 3-4 cycles before it’s the right mixture. But, whatever you decide will be right for you. I have found myself through this journey making choices and then when some time passes, change my mind. Remember you can change your mind. Take all the time you need. Lots of love and prayers to you and DH.

Dys – can’t wait until Thursday! YEAH!

Lauren1171- Don’t you dare give up yet! That stinks that they won’t let you in early!

Teresa – My beta was supposed to be on Monday the 16th. I think I will go in, but I will wait until Friday to see if I get my period. I just think to save money it’s better just to wait the other week and since I’m already in crazytown, what’s another 4 days. YEAH YOU ARE STARTING TODAY! I am so excited to cheer you on! Okay, but please promise me that you will try and take it easy at work even though you are doing 2 jobs. This is way more important! Lots of love to you my friend.

Ryann – YEAH! I’m so so happy!

Moorebaby- I am not going to my beta yet. I think I am going to wait until Friday. I just love being in crazytown, so I thought I would extend it…just kidding…I just don’t want to spend the money on it and I should be able to feel my period by Friday. Your 2 embies are going to be perfect and you will be pupo on Thursday! Keep up the PMA. Now is the time that positive visualization will help with implantation.

Renee – CONGRATS! I am smelling Twins over there maybe. When would you know if it’s one or two?

Tammy- you just don’t know. When is your beta?

Franny – welcome home Franny! So excited that you didn’t miss your surge! Can’t wait to have you back here…wow was that a hard few weeks!

Oh klinger – my heart is just breaking for you. I am so so very sorry. Lots of hugs and prayers.

Lou – I am dying over here, buddy. I can’t wait to know the results.

Fitz – keep up that PMA!

AFM: well, I don’t want to jinx it, but I’m not feeling any AF cramps or anything coming on yet, which is weird. So, I’m still actually getting really excited! I am trying not to get too hopeful since I did have a negative hpt on Monday, but it may have been too early still. I am going to wait until Friday and if I don’t have AF yet, I’ll take another hpt on Friday morning. If I get a positive on Friday morning, I will go in for a beta….i’m so nervous!

[lou71]

Hi girls,

Unfortunately it's another BFN for me. I can't react because I'm at work. I'm going to go take a walk and take some deep breaths. I'm just so sad right now. We are moving on to a FET. I will start BCP's when I get AF, which will be in the next week.

Good luck everyone.

[to_have_fun08]

Lou - Sending tons of cyber ((HUGS)). Sorry for your BFN. I know its hard. You would think we would get used to them after so many but no it doesn't. Know that you and your DH are in my prayers.

Moorebaby - 2 might now sound like a lot but all it takes is one. FX'd for two good quality embies for transfer.

[moorebaby]

lou- oh no sweetie! i'm so sorry. i was sure this was going to be it. words cannot make it better, i know. just know that you & dh are in my prayers. (((HUGS)))

chris- thanks hun! i'm praying...it's 1 worry after another. i just can't help but question why infertility exists...why do good people like us have to endure such an emotional, physical, & financial rollercoaster? we must be some strong people..that's the only answer i can think of.

[rlk1]

Me again...

Lou: SH*T. I'm just stunned--I can only imagine how you must be feeling. You've been through so much these past few months, so I was really hoping for some good news. I'm here if you need ANYTHING. PM me if you want to talk.

-Kim

[Lauren319]

Lou - WTF? How can this be? I'm so sorry!! I'm stunned.

[Arabsrcool]

Lou,

Dammit I am so sorry. I really thought this was going to work for you this time. (((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))

Ronda

[Lauren1171]

Lou - I am so so sorry!

[Tiger04]

Lou - Damn it. I'm sorry and angry. I wanted this for you so much. It's just not fair. Love you tons and PM me if you want to talk. Vent away my friend.

[TammyS]

OMG Lou! I am in complete shock! I am sooo very sorry! My heart breaks for you.

[klinger13]

Oh Lou - My heart is just breaking for you, I'm so very sorry.

[Lauren1171]

Lou - I can't believe it did not work. I was sure it did for you! WTF is going on here? It sucks to hear about so many negatives and so many miscarriages. The odds of this working suck!

I have put in 10 embryos this year and nothing. And we supposedly have no problems. Unexplained infertility. By now they should be able to do some testing and explain it! I am with you on the frozen cycle. I have 5 and I am going to ask to put them all in since 2 suck and 3 are just ok. That way no worries about what to do with the frozen ones. If it does not work I quit! No money to pay for this out of pocket. I know I have to wait until Friday for confirmation, but I am litterally peeing blood, and my uterus fell out so I think that is a negative sign. I think I am glad that I do the Crinone because it must be worse to not get period and go for beta and get BFN. At least this is a big warning that I will be hearing that on Friday.