So a day later - I'm feeling a lot better about being laid off. I think it was just the shock that upset me. I was there 2.5 years and suddenly I'm told to go home and never come back??? I didn't really love that job, it was just super convenient. I got a great severance package (3months salary + paid for my leftover vacation/sick days) - so money isn't an issue for the next few months (I also get a little bit of unemployment money on top of that). Having this month off (while I'm doing the cycle) is probably a good thing. So I'm more relaxed about it today. Kinda excited not to go to work on Sunday or Monday or Tuesday etc.
The biggest issue is my depression. If I don't have things to do during the day, I'll get really down, really fast. So far, my SAHM and other unemployed friends have all asked me to hang out with them - so hopefully I'll keep busy!
I've also calmned down about the social worker meeting. I got laid off on Thursday - I get paid for this month - and I'm already looking for something new ---- that has to be a good sign! Plus, David earns enough for us to live on - so we'll be fine.
Also - one thing that I've hated about being overweight is that I didn't start showing (even with twins) until about 19-20 weeks - that'll be GREAT when looking for a new job while pregnant! Blessing in disguise!
Kristin - YAY! What a great beta! I'm sure there will be something on the u/s. My clinic does do an u/s at 5.5 weeks - to check 'how many' took (even if we transferred 1, which I think is a little weird, but whatever). As long as you don't get your hopes up to see things that aren't there yet, early u/s are fine!
Lou - nope, doesn't affect my insurance at all --- HURRAY FOR NATIONAL HEALTH CARE! As long as I'm a citizen, I get my free IVF!

I'm praying so hard for your BFP!
LYD10 - I always copy my post before I hit 'submit'. This isn't the most sophisticated website! Another Jew! We are clearly taking over the world!

Yeah, living in Israel is definitely not boring! I think we'll really be happy here in the long run (although I miss WalMart and Costco a lot!)
Modern Family is seriously the BEST show on TV. So tightly written and so well acted. I love it!
Margi - I called my former boss (who was laid off in October - and I got her job) and she was shocked. Apparently, they are having SERIOUS financial trouble. She doesn't think I'll have any trouble finding a new job. David is still waiting for me to fall to pieces, but I don't think that will happen. He is walking on eggshells around me and doing so many nice things for me ('here, honey, I brought you some tea', 'no, honey, I'll fold the laundry') --- it's so cute!
Sherry - that's awesome! Congrats!
Amanda - waiting for the beta is so stressful - let us know how it goes.
Kimber - congrats on being PUPO! I'm sorry the others didn't make it to frosties and that your experience wasn't good. The full bladder thing is really hard and uncomfortable.
Tammy - we plan to stay here forever. The only reason I would move back is if my family in the USA needed me (if my mom was sick or something awful like that). Life here is pretty much like life anywhere. ---- I'm so sorry about your awful anesthesia experience! I really hope all 5 make it into beautiful embryos!
AFM - fingers crossed so tightly for our two beta girls today!
still chugging along at 2 menopur a day.... I go back Sunday.... So that's 5 doses of 2 vials of Menopur before another S&S... seems like a long time.... I hope everything is growing as it should! I'll probably start my ganirelix on Sunday too.
Have a nice weekend all!
THE LIST:
-swaters2815 (Stephanie) - starting mid-January
-kbillsy – IUI 12.4, Beta BFN - saving up money to do it again!
-jmbella (Jenn) - waiting to start late-Jan/early-Feb
-Sunshine1576 - PLAN: Lap surgery, 2 rounds of IUI and then IVF in June (if not already pregnant!)
-deftonesmo - cyst - ugh - u/s to see if it's gone 1.31
-Kynlee - AF started 1.18 - start Lupron Feb 6th - approx ER March 15
-anton - end of Feb
-Krisnjer - AF is here! on OCP, Suppression check on 1.19, ER/ET early Feb
-JustSoLost - on OCP - starting in Jan, approx ER/ET in early Feb, starting Lurpon 1.24, approx ER 2.14
-andsahsa - starting stims mid Feb, approx ET 3.3
-margi26 – started BCP 2.2 - approx ER 3.1
- andrea3821 - COME ON, AF!
-nwquiz - waiting for next AF for IUI
-NancyB - FET delayed to April
-Katie1231 - FET 2.15
-luv2bamom (Subha) - FET on 1.25
-CjofNC (Carol) – IUI - started AF 1.25
-Sunshine 12 - start stims 1.27
-Kerri_789 - started stims 1.26
-SDtrying#2 - started stims 1.27, approx ER/ET 2.7/2.11
-LYD10 -starting Lupron on 1.15 and stims on 1.29
-leorira11 (Leora, aka listmistress!) - started stims 2.1
-wannabeamum (Samantha) - started stimming 1.31
-jkulab – start Lupron 12.2, start stims 1.21, ER 1.30 - 7 embryos - ET on 2.5
-hotgreentea (Sherry) - start stims 1.23 - ER 2.3 - 21 eggs!
-TammyS – start stims on 1.22, ER 2.3 - 5 eggs! ET 2.6
- lou71 (Lou) - started stims 1.11, ER on 1.21, ET 1.24, beta 2.4
-lauren1171 - IUI 1.27, beta 2.9 (WTF on 2.2)
-Tiger04 - IUI on 1.25/26 beta - POAS starts 2.4!
-amanda1979 - ER on 1.27 - ET 1.30 - beta 2.11
-qita71 - 5dt on 1.27
-Trusting (Amanda) - started stims 1.10, ER 1/24 - beta 2.4
-HopeIsAllIHave (Ashley) - ER 1.28 - ET 2.3 - beta 2.11
-Kimber Baby - ER 1.28 , ET 2.3 - beta
-anacris (Nov) – FET 11.29, Beta 12.11 = 444, u/s on 12.28 - one happy, healthy baby!
-rypell1985 (Ryann) – start Lupron 10.11, lining check 11.29, FET 12.3, Beta 12.15 = 275, beta #2 = 824 - u/s = twins!
-annashope – natural IUI 12.2, Beta = 247, Beta#2 = 725 - one happy, healthy baby!
-kildean23 – FET 12.14, beta 12.27 = 565!, 2nd beta = 1315!, u/s on 1.6 - 2 sacs! next u/s 1.31
-taxcplforivf (Ginger) – start stims 12.4, ER 12.15, ET 12.20, beta 12.29 = 68!, beta #2 - 1466!, u/s 1.17
-BakersBaby (Kelly) – start stims 12/3, ER 1.13, ET 12.16, beta 12.30 = 365!, beta #2 1.7 = 3300, u/s one happy, healthy baby! OB visit on 2.2
- Karian - SURPRISE SPONTANEOUS BFP! beta = 101!, beta #2 - 566, u/s 1.18 - one happy, healthy baby!
-kariberri517 - 3dt on 12.10, beta on 12.27 = 392, 12.29 = 472, 12.30 = 576... waiting....
-krcaja (Kristin) - ER 1.11, ET 1.16, beta 1.28 = 364! next beta 1.31 = 1565! u/s 2.15

-Krys – started estrogen 11.11, FET 11.30, Beta 12.14- BFN
-Cshell717 (Mishell) – start stims 11.22, ER 12.3 w/ ET 12.6, beta 12.20 -BFN
-x0Heather0x – FET, b/w 12.3, u/s 12.10, FET 12.16, beta 12.28 - BFN
-Riya - beta on 1.7 BFN
-Jamiep03 - ET 12.27, beta 1.9 = 21.8, chemical

-Sweetpea614 (Kat) - ER 1.14, ET 1.16, beta 1.28 BFN
-lynniecat - started stims 1.4 - ER 1.16 - no eggs at ER

-Penny100 (Darlene) - ET 1.17, beta 1.31 BFN