September Hope's and Dream's

[jemima]

Welcome Saxony, Zirly and Eileen... So glad you join us. These boards have been amazing. You will get full support here, the girls here are very nice and helpfull.

I wish you the best for everything you do. I hope everybody gets BFP. God Bless U

So Far in this lovely september hope's and dream's
Jackie .......Start date tbp
Macca.. .Start date tbp
Souris .......Start date tbp
Niffie .........Start date tbp
Aunty ........Start date tbp
LauraLou....Start date tbp
Jemma........Start date tbp
Bella...........Start date tbp
Bobbi..........Start date tbp
Saxony..........Start date tbp
Zirly..........Start date tbp
Eileen..........Start date tbp

PS; Debz, where are you? i couldn't make the list nice with colour like you

Luv
Jemma

[jemima]

Hello my lovely friends ,

Finally i decided to do the test next morning. I was in yoga class, a pregnant woman joined in middle of class. My guru started telling her what to do or not to do. I lost my concentrate suddenly, i was afraid that i also did something wrong. I left before the class finished. I knew that i had to do the test. 99% of me believed that it would BFN, but another 1% i hope for BFP. This 1% has been very annoying, i couldn't do my regular activities. I was worry all the time. So, i don't want to worry anymore tomorrow. I want my normal life back. This is so difficult since i knew my DH sperm was 0. But may be there is a miracle. Wish me luck girls n pray for me... I will tell you later the result

Luv,
Jemma

[jackoa21]

Welcome Saxony,Zirly and Elieen..
I am glad you are here.. Like Jemma said you will find loads of support and friends here. We are normally more talkative but I think we all have been a little busy...Sorry for me no personals today since my mom is here and we have been doing a lot of running and shopping.......but I had to Post

JEMMA OMG when are you testing.. I know that you must be so scared but I truly belive in my heart miracles happen.. I will cross everything for you.. You know that whatever the outcome (natural or IVF) this will work and you have to just remember that we all have these path's to follow.. We are here for you and if you get a natural BFP you still have to be with us as a september friend...

love and hugs to all
off to shop
Jackie

[jemima]

Hi my lovely ladies...
I did the test. It was ---- ive. I am okay. Now i can relax. I guess my AF needs a short vacation before it goes to long '9 months' vacation

Jackie, thanks a lot dear. I can't wait to do IVF together with all of you. We will enjoy each day, so it won't be so hard. I am so jealous with you. Shopping with mommy, love it. My mom is in East Java. About 1,5 hours plane from here. Enjoy your day...

Happy weekend everybody... God Bless
Luv, Jemma

[AuntyPebbles]

Yeah!!!! Hey Lady's im back...ish im so sorry ive been away for so long i have missed you all im still not fully moved yet but got my pc set up last night sorry no personals just wanted to give you all a great big hug and a big hi to the new ladys


update...please change this if i got it wrong...did i miss anyone?
Jackie .......Start date tbp
Macca.. .Start date tbp
Souris .......Start date tbp
Niffie .........Start date tbp
Aunty ........Start date tbp
LauraLou....Start date tbp
Jemma........Start date tbp
Bella...........Start date tbp
Bobbi..........Start date tbp
Saxony..........Start date tbp
Zirly..........Start date tbp
Eileen..........Start date tbp

Lots of Love and hugs to you all Debz

[jackoa21]

Aunty we have missed you.. I am so glad you are back

Jemma I am sorry about the negative but you are right your AF just needs the little vacation before the long 9 month vacation it will be having soon....

To all the new ladies I am so glad you are here.. We all have so many differences and challenges but it is amazing to be supported by one another..

I have to be quick because I just got back to work and I have to now play catch up on emails etc.....

I am a little down today.. My mom left (3 hours by plane) we are so very close so this really just made me so sad to have her leave but on the plus side she is planning on being back in September for the IVF.. So she will help with the pma.. In the meanwhile I was on a PCOS board (which is the ovulation condition I have) and a lady did IVF right before me and got preggers but lost it and she did another IVF (really soon within 2 months) and its negative so now I am feeling down thinking her second IVF did not work and she has the same condition as me so now I feel really scared..
Ok I will try to go back to being positive again..

Love and hugs
Jackie

[AuntyPebbles]

Jackie im so sorry your down... heres a big hug hope it makes you feel a little better.... and hey stop all that negative thinking.. the truth is there is so much they can do now for PCOS i have just been reading about it i was going to post a site but i bet you have seen it already but it was all positive this is going to be your cycle it is going to work for you and that other lady is going to draw her much needed PMA from your story and postings of how it worked for you despite having PCOS....

Jemma... im so sorry it was --ive but thats just because your body wants to wait and cycle with all of us...

lots of love and hugs Lady's...Debz

[jackoa21]

Thanks Aunty.. I am doing better just had to have a little pity party for myself but its over now so I am back to being positive..
I do appreciate the big hug though because I truly needed one today

All of the other September ladies how are you all doing? It is really hot here.. I read a Zita west book and got loads of information.. One amazing thing for us that are trying it she really really promotes accupuncture.. so that made me happy..

Love and hugs to all
Jackie

[saxony]

Hi Jack,

Do be worried or scared. Try to be positive and do not think much about the past I got positive BPP and had D&C on 6th week. I am still thinking the moment I came to know that "I am pregnant". This gives more positive vibes for me. We girls could get pregnant for sure. So just keep that in mind and everything will go fine for us.

Best,
Saxony.

[jackoa21]

Saxony thank you I really needed that pick me up today.. With your good thoughts and Auntys hugs I am sure I will start feeling much better.... So your next go is a FET right?

You ladies are so wonderfull
I always know that if I loose my PMA that I have you guys...

So I know that Souris is only going to be able to check in every once in a while but I wanted to say HI and hope you are having a lovely time back at home

Bella and Macca how are our LISA's doing

Love and hugs
Jackie

[LISA@BELLASALES]

Hello Ladies,
I have been off the boards for a few days as DH & I took a mini vacation just 3 days. It was very relaxing. Well the clinic called and I can start anytime I want. I have to call them today and schedule it. I am still going to wait until after the summer. They increased my metformin, so I would like to have my numbers down to about 7 by the time I start, & alittle less weight cant hurt either. Been feeling anxious now that I know I am cleared. I hope I can get quality eggs instead of quantity this time. We shall see. I am going to order the same amount of meds just in case they have to increase, as my insurance plan is excellent, If I have left over I can always donate it.
Hope you are all doing well and I will have a date set soon so we can add it to the boards. I am still shooting for September though.
Have a great day ladies....
My stupid ticker wont show up.....
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[jackoa21]

Bella
That is so exciting that you get to go soon What Metformin are you on? I am on 1500mg per day.. Forgive me if you already mentioned this but are you doing accupuncture? I have heard great things about accupuncture and ivf and pcos..

I want to go home and take a nap.. I am so sleepy today.. I think its hard when you are off work and than you come back. I was only off for 3 days but its an adjustment

love and hugs
Jackie

[LISA@BELLASALES]

Hi,
Yes I did acupuncture, I loved it, I did get a BFN but my insulin was not good so who knows. I am on 1500MG of metformin and if you go back and read my post my insulin has gone from 17 to 13 and now 10 so it is working.
Good luck to you...
Lisa

[jemima]

How's everybody doing? I hope you are okay Jackie. I really need you to stay PMA for me Don't worry. This time it will work for you.

I got my AF yesterday. So i will start around 17th. DR said i will start Phase O on my 5th day of AF for 21 days. He will give me some medicine (I have no idea what they are )
I am so exciting to prepare anything. I hope i will find promo ticket, hotel etc. I wish there is promo price for IVF?

I have to go. Sticky baby dust to all of you. God Bless

Luv Jemma

[jackoa21]

Bella that is great about your levels and the metformin obviously did the trick.... That is so exciting to see improvements.So with all you are doing this will be your BFP

Jemma
I promise to stay positive.. I am doing much better today.. I am so excited that you are ready to start.. You must be jumping up and down.. Just please remember that most of us have been through this and no questions are silly.. If your doc tells you something and you are confused ask us.. We don't have all the answers but that is what we are here for..

I love coming here because I can laugh or cry or whatever I need and I just feel so lucky to have you all in my life.. Ok sorry emotional moment I know my DH tries so hard but coming here and talking to you all really is so supportive...

Love and hugs
Jackie