Lauren- GOOD LUCK!!! with ET today my friend!!!
My prayers are with you!!! 3dt or 5dt it doesn’t matter! You are baby/ies are coming with you no matter what! Your BFP is on its way!!! 
Kbanks- HUGE Congratulations on your surprise twins mama!!!
...if you don’t mind me asking, how come you where that surprise about having twins? Multiple pregnancies with IVF are very common, especially when transferring more than 1 embie...I am so happy for you and your family!!! 
Wehavehope- I am sorry for the blood but I bet is implantation blood! And if not implantation then for sure is nothing to worry about! Your little baby/ies are doing great in there! From the feedback I’ve got all these months joining boards, is that seeing blood during a pregnancy is very common, especially in IVF. I am not saying I wouldn’t be scared too but just try and see the positive in the negative here.
Having blood during pregnancy is something that can happen to anyone and is a very common thing to happen especially during the 1st trimester. I assume by now you have spoken with your RE and asked for advice. Maybe he can write you down some PIO shots ...I’ve heard they help to “keep” the baby...in plain words...but please ask so that you can feel better! My prayers are with you girl!!Mcast- I am so sorry for getting that negative...it’s devastating, I know! We all have been there. And i know that my saying that doesn’t make you feel better either...its ok...I wish you got that BFP (Big Fat Positive) from your first IVF but mind that, the 1st IVF is more like a feedback cycle to your RE. Seeing how you respond to stims, protocol etc. Not that there are no cases that the get their positive from the 1st attempt. Don’t lose your hope dear, have faith, be strong and it will happen for you! hopefully next time!! Take example from all the women in this board, our will to have a baby makes us pick up the pcs from our failed cycles and move on to the next! You can take as much time as you need to grieve. What you are feeling is completely normal! Your BFP is waiting for you next time! I am sure! I sent you tons of baby dust for your journey and I wish you to be a short one!!!
Tryn4#2- GOOD LUCK!!
tomorrow is your beta day girl! your are getting your BFP!!! Can’t wait to congratulate you!!! Brandyb- are you having your beta tomorrow too? Good luck to you girl! you are getting that BFP!!!
Amanda- Congratulations on great egg retrieval! I am happy for you!!! and can’t wait to cheer you on your BFP in October!!!!! ...its ok to give the clinic staff some hard time! After all, they get to see our “9 1/2 weeks” every time we open our legs to them...they need to start paying for that entertainment!
Sunshine- since you insist...here’s my AF dance for you!!!
Easley- I am SO happy that your little “blueberry” is doing great!! Keep up the good work girl!!..yes it was a 5dt...I don’t know about POAS! Me no speak stick language! Me too scared to POAS!...so far...
Moorebaby- Hang in there chica!!! The waiting is always frustrating but it will be all worth it at the end of this cycle of yours!! How was house hunting yesterday?
I am glad you are filling your hrs and having fun with your friends! I totally understand you about being on a tight budget but I try to make the best of it...I don’t even want to buy anything for myself; I am just looking forward to start buying baby stuff!!!! and I hope I get to buy them soon!!! ...so you go save your money cause that baby of yours..or two...is going to need a lot of stuff in 10 months!!Prayersnpies- how are you? any news?
Sorry if I left anyone out...this board is moving fast!!!!
AFM: Today I am 4dp-5dt.. Implantation process continues and morula buries deeper in the lining!! ...and this is exactly what I am praying is happening today to my baby!!!
I am still feeling great but dreading for that beta day to come! 
Can you blame me? After 6 failed IVF’s there are moments that all this waiting has become a routine that will end with a negative. I really WISH and PRAY that I get my positive this time! I want to believe that this is our (mine and DH) time to be baby happy for a change! Enough grieving over negatives! 
I am taking control now and say to my body everyday that this baby is here to stay this time! And that’s my PMA for today!! 
..didn’t go out last night with DH, my cousin came with her DH unexpectedly yesterday afternoon and so we order and stay in together until late. We actually had a great time! She is my fav cousin and her husband is like my best friend. So, tonight my DH has arrange to go to a wine bar with a colleague of his (he is also a good friend) to cheer him up...he is in the middle of a divorce and needed a shoulder to cry...so I told my BF Maggie, my fav cousin and my SIL to come over my place and chill out. I am planning on making mojitos for them and a cheese /fruit platter. We are going to sit at the back veranda on the couches with candle lights (I LOVE candles!!) looking at the stars and the pool and wishing we were at the beach instead or somewhere exotic ....some other time we do that...I am busy trying to get preggo now! ...I also have some other solar power hanging balls that make superb ambience! (the best, cheapest purchase ever from IKEA! 
) If you girls ever want to decorate your veranda or garden let me know! I can give you advices! ....I am not an expert at all! I am just passionate with decorating and creating the best atmosphere for me and my friends! ...God! I got carried away!!! Back to reality..Last night I saw the WORSE nightmare EVER! I woke up at 5:30am crying like a baby about it!...I never do that btw 
...among other things i saw in that nightmare there were 5-6 black cats sitting in my kitchen door, someone gave me a baby and i was asking everyone there whose baby is that and no one answered. Then I thought, ok, maybe this is my baby, So i kept playing with that baby and suddenly the baby’s nose started bleeding! I was terrified! I placed the baby down on a carpet (my brother was there too helping me! ??? 
) and I started shouting that I should make CPR to it or what...and then I turned and the baby was just a doll! It wasn’t even real and it was becoming purple .. I even saw a monkey in my bed and we played together! Wired stuff I am telling you!!! OH!! And me and DH we were running in the street and suddenly thousands and thousands of fake US dollars started falling from the sky! I picked one up and there was a name written that I have never heard of and some letters numbers that i don’t remember them now! I am telling you girls! I was going to shit in my pants this morning!! 
...my DH woke up, I started crying, it felt SO real and told him my dream and that I thing maybe this was a sign that our baby won’t make it and this time 
...he told me that it was just a bad dream and blah blah blah.... I feel better now and I want to believe that yes it’s just a bad dream. He left for work and I got up took a shower and went to church! (I don’t usually do that..) I prayed and prayed to be pregnant and now I feel much better 
. But that was pretty frightening stuff I saw in my sleep! And those I’ve described are just the highlights of my nightmare! There were more...anyway, I prayed many times during the day and I am just looking forward to see my friends tonight and forget about lasts night's terror....btw, what do you girls think about what the dream might mean? Honestly!!... Baby dust to us all!! And lots and lots of sticky vibes!!!!
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did anyone of u ladies experienced something similar before ???
