FEB / MARCH 2011 Cycle Buddies!! can't wait!

[BlissfulCS]

So sorry Becca. That happened to me in my first one. Hugs to you. Hang in there.

[WeHaveHope]

Bliss-how did everything go with your u/s?

[BlissfulCS]

One healthy baby with a perfect heartbeat. Haven't been able to update my siggy yet.

Keeping fingers crossed for you too.

[WeHaveHope]

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[NancyB]

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Oh no no no!!! I am so very sorry!!!!!

[becca5m]

Bliss, so happy for you


We, I'm so sorry. I know exactly how you are feeling right now.

[WeHaveHope]

Bliss-i am very happy for you. You deserve it. Sending you many blessings.

Becca-i am completely heart broken. I have spoken to my RE and we will try again right away. Physically, i am ready. Emotionally, is another story.

[NancyB]

One healthy baby with a perfect heartbeat. Haven't been able to update my siggy yet.

Keeping fingers crossed for you too.

Bliss,

How wonderful! Congrats to you!!!

[BlissfulCS]

Thanks everyone.

We- I am very sorry. After my last BFN I didn't think I could do it again. We waited one month in between and it was exactly what I needed to build up the PMA. I do strongly believe that being emotionally prepared is important. Prayers and Hugs to you and DH as you heal. Its so hard, but keep the faith.

[WeHaveHope]

Bliss-thank you. My DH continues to be my rock and for that I am eternally grateful. I just spoke with my RE. When he called I was at work and was unable to really speK with him. After receiving the news, I went home foe the day ti grieve. I still havnt broken down and cried. I know I need to and will surely do so when my DH comes home from work. I am sure we both will cry together. He had been talking to my belly for the past 10 days encouraging our little one to grow. It's heart breaking when I think about it. Right now I want to concentrate on moving forward. We really want this and it was so close I could feel it. My RE says that once I stop the patches and the progesterone today I should have AF in 3-5days. Once AF is here I need to call the office and go in for u/s and b/w. If everything is ok, then I will begin BCP again. He said the time frame for Transfer will be about 6 weeks from the time I start the BCP. Please God, let this next one be the one!
Congratulations on your perfect little one. The photo in beautiful.

[becca5m]

Bliss your pic is beautiful. I hope to have one of my own on here soon.

Wehavehope, I'm so glad that you are getting right back in.

Thank you everyone for the hugs and support. It's been a long day. I was literally shaking as I walked in to retrieve the test results. I'm trying to stay positive but also be realistic. I have to wait till Monday for sure to stop the meds and then DH and I will have a talk and decide what to do. I am ready to try again, but to be completey honest I don't know if I have very many more tries in me. I'm not getting any younger. And I just really have so many questions for my RE. This was my 2nd DE cycle (different donors) and I'm just really disappointed in the numbers we are getting. We didn't get any frosties either time and I was really surprised by that.

I'm also thinking about trying acupuncture.

[WeHaveHope]

Becca-this journey is truly a difficult one. I pray that in the end we both are blessed with the gift we both desire most. In order for me to continue, I have to move on. And, move on quickly. My DH and I are so very heart broken but determined. We were talking about it this afternoon that we have a mutual friend who recently miscarried at almost 5 months. They hospital sent her home with a card that her her baby's hand prints and foot prints. How absolutely deviststing that must have been for her. I am deciststed bit my pain can't possibly compare to hers. I try to always remember that I am truly blessed. In difficult times, I remind myselfthat I have the most loving, supportive, funny, and charming husband on the face of this earth. Truly, I am not exaggerating. Even in the most difficult of times, he always manages to put a smile on my face. In the end, it will be the two of us. Our love and thefaiththat we share gets us by during these hard times. And, makes the wonderful times even that much more beautiful. I've been blessed with two step children which God has given my the honor to raise and on beautiful son who I thank God for everyday. He is my miracle. I a's God for another miracle and pray that he blesses me with this request. It is up to him. We will move forward and try again. I pray that this is the one God intends for us to love, care for, and cherish always. Keep your head up high. Have faith. It's hard I know but ask for strength. He will give it to you a's he has given my dear friend the strength to move forward after the loss of her baby. Sending you lots of love, peace, and strength tonight. We will be here for each other a's we have all been.

[vivian]

this is the best thread I have ever read. happy to find the forum

[WeHaveHope]

Vivian-welcome. I have had a truly trying day but wanted to welcome you. You will find that we are all very supportive of each other. Joining this thread was one of the best decisions I have ever made. I could have never made it through a failed IUI, getting OHSS, having my cycle delayed, having to cryo my embabies instead of transferring during a fresh cycle, and now a failed IVF frozen cycle without the love and support of all of the ladies on this board. I am having trouble sleeping tonight. Still thinking and praying that this next cycle for be the one for us. Glad you found us.

[crissylove]

WE-just reading your last post truly touched me. The love u have with your hubby seems so strong and deep. To have that in and of itself is an amazing gift from God that many people never get to experience. I was really hoping this would be your moment. I'm sorry it wasn't, but from the sounds of things your faith has taught u everything happens in God's time. You and your man deserve that love child and I will continue to pray that u guys get it.

Becca-my thoughts go out to you. I hope you get get through this and gain the strength to continue so u can have your hearts desire soon.