Well ladies.... I am baack with my results. And of course, it was a BFN

. I am just so tore up even though I was expecting it. I didnt take it as hard as last time, but now I must plan for my future. I also found out, as for the 2 remaining embies only 1 made it to freeze, which also sucks. Cuz now, I am tempted to do an FET with that 1, or should I just leave it alone and wait for my next cycle which I dont plan on starting anytime soon. My DH took it hard as well, but he told me to take a break. I feel like just giving up cuz the heartbreak is just too hard. Well, I am going to take care of some issues now before I even start a new cycle... (ie... take out this impacted wisdom tooth which may be circulating bacteria inside my body, also find out about this intestine that is pushing my right ovary up, cuz I figure if my intestine is pushing my right ovary up then that maybe the reason I never got pg cuz if the tube can't catch the egg that my right ovary throws out then what good does it do and finally, I want to lose wome weight to see if that will help for next time.) So, I figure i will try again in the Fall. Meanwhile i want to enjoy my summer in the pool and dancing withought haveing to worry about injections. I have to make an appointmnet to talk to my RE to see what went wrong. I also want opinions.. there is another RE at the same clinic with more experience... do u think it will be wise to maybe change REs and try the other RE, and maybe he would catch something or have better results than this one? I dont know... I don't know how or why this is happening to me. Oh well... I guess all I can do is except the results and move forward. This sucks lemons!!!! TY ladies for all of your support and for rooting for me. I just hope next time, I can come back with a BFP. I also have my new CBFM, so in the meantime I am going to give that a try to see if I can catch ovulation since I never knew when I ovulated. Well, Good Luck to everyone that is awaiting there BFPs, I really hope that everyone gets their BFPs, cuz this IVF crap is torture.
wondercat... TY, Good Luck at your US next week. Hope u get to see your little bean. Just relax and enjoy your PG, cuz everything will be just fine.
asapotoftea.... TY, Good Luck on your Beta on Monday. please dont POAS, its madness. I think HPTs are my worst enemies right now. Just wait until after you get your BFP on Beta and then go home and do an HPT for keepsakes. Good Luck hun.
Mandeekins... TY hun. So how are you doing with your PG?
Chris... my dear chris. TY so much for all your support. U stuck with me since the beginning and now it is your time to shine and I know u will get your well awaited and deserved BFP. So u trigger tonight, I am so happy for you. It's about time that it is finally happening for you. I hope u get lots of great eggs to work with.
dys... TY. Already going to stims, how exciting. SO r u doing IVF this time or trying another naturual cycle? Whatever it is I hope u also get your BFP. Good Luck hun.
Molly... TY. So how did your US go? How are your little ones? Any symptoms yet hun?
espinoza... Good Luck with your FET. As for the POI, I dont beleive it matters unless they tell u a specific time. Just try to take them at the same time everynight.
Sue... TY. So how was your Beta today? Cant wait till u see your little bean in 2 weeks. Good Luck hun.
well ladies, I am off to go and cry my butt off again. I will check back later. TTYLL.