Testing 3/15. SCARED!

[kandice]

praying... praying for you today- let us know! everything's crossed! lets get our BFPs together!

[Melissa112]

Lots of prayers are headed your way!!! (and some baby dust too, cuz that can't hurt!)

XXOO!

Mel

[Prayingforamiracle]

Well ladies,

It's BFN for me. I am numb. I don't even think we can afford to do this again (emotionally or financially). I guess I will never get the opportunity to be pregnant and give birth. I cheated and looked up my lab results online, so I know what the nurse will say when she calls. Thanks for the prayers and support though.

[Prayingforamiracle]

Well ladies,

It's BFN for me. I am numb. I don't even think we can afford to do this again (emotionally or financially). I guess I will never get the opportunity to be pregnant and give birth. I cheated and looked up my lab results online, so I know what the nurse will say when she calls. Thanks for the prayers and support though.

[kandice]

ohhh praying - I'm so sorry for your loss!


(how did you look up your results online?)

[Jovigal]

So Sorry for your BFN. That's tuff news to get and handle. Take some time to get away from all of this madness and clear your mind and body. Miracle do happen.

[wannababyIVF]

Prayingforamiracle--I'm so sorry sweety. Never say never. I pray that things will work out and that you will be able to give it another go. Good Luck to you.

you and DH will be in my prayers.

[Prayingforamiracle]

I just feel so frustrated and hopeless. We have 6 frozen blasts that the RE says are excellent quality. Of course, he also said the two we had transferred were excellent quality but we got a BFN. I mean what's the point in trying anymore? I feel like this will never work for us. I know I'm sounding negative, but I just don't know what to do. I also feel frustrated because I really wanted three transferred but the RE and my DH felt that two would be best since the qaulity was so good. The RE felt that we had a good chance of not only getting pregnant but also of having twins. He didn't want us to take the risk of having triplets by transferring three and my DH agreed. I am not angry with either of them, but I wish I had pushed more for three to be transferred. I wish I had gone with my gut. It may not have made a difference, but what if??????

[tony]

hi ...look,we all know how difficolt is to digest that big BFN word.....
but you should never give up hope....never......so just take time off for now and then i would deffenetly go back and try with the frozen ones,you can't just leave them.....at least you have something to look foward to
all 6 of them....

[Prayingforamiracle]

Tony,

You are probably right. I just feel so angry with God right now. I won't stop praying or believing, but I am ANGRY! I see that you got a bfp on your 5th ivf. How did you keep yourself going to keep trying? How did you go into each ivf with a positive attitude? I want to try again b/c I still want to get pregnant, but the possibility of dealing with another bfn is incredibly scary.

I don't mean to ask you questions that are too personal, and if you'd rather not answer I'll understand. I just feel like I need to know how people get brave enough to keep trying. This was our third try and I feel like my heart has been ripped out. I truly do admire the fact that you did keep trying and finally got what you were dreaming of.

[nimble]

Prayingforamiracle - so so so sorry about yr news - I can only imagine how you are feeling at the moment and don't blame you for feeling so angry. Take some time out from this all and you will find the strength and courage to face this again, if thats what you decide to do.

Please don't ever give up hope. Try and not look back and think what if... you will only torment yourself even more, look to the future and the 6 little ones that you still have.

Take care
love Jackie x