Traci - sorry taken so long to get to your message - been away
Am sure its no consolation but I have SO been there - sounds like you are dealing with it just the right way though....exercise and shopping = EXCELLENT combination. HAve you tried a few glasses of wine too?
I so hope things (whatever they may end up being) work out for you - in the end I know they will. But I DO know how rollercoster-ish it is on the way - I really do
Chin up babe - we are here for you
Cazxx