dont dog on yourself like that..
we all have made huge mistakes.
none of it is our faults..
its not as thou any of us have gone out and had a bunch of abortions..
not being able to get pregnant when that is what are bodys are suposed to do is awful.
and again it isnt your fault..
yesterday is gone alls you have is today so do what you can today and be thankful that you have it......
i think that it is ok to be sad about everything but we cant stay there.
give yourself a big hug and be glad you are you

we werent blessed with our babies to raise here but we our blessed with our grandaughter
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!