Hi Tracey - sorry to hear you're having a crap time. I won't try and tell you that your specialist might be right cos I know how it is about not wanting to raise your hopes, but I am very much hoping that you are wrong!!<br><br>Lovely too to hear from Chris and Rachel. Rachel, when you say you're starting next month are you starting before Christmas or waiting until January? Chris, you must be beginning to get excited? Or does it carry on being one worry after another?! <br><br>Love to you all<br><br>Alison