September Hope's and Dream's

[nimble]

morning girls,

oh haylie not long now for you hun, am getting excited for you...fingers crossed!! So it was a good film eh....may go and see it, was it really gory though, not so good at those types of films.

Jeck- how wonderful, 8 little bruv/sisters to go with your BFP. You must be so pleased.

Jemima - so nice to read you, was worried about you as hadn't heard from you for so long. Don't give up, keep thinking the positive vibes. We were told on the saturday prior to ET that they didn't think our embies would make it to ET, well they did and then they survived to make a BFP! I didn't have any side effects either so keep that PMA up, you have a little fighters in there remember !! Take care of yourself. x

Lisa - good luck with the stims shots, mine stung sometimes but it depended on where in my tummy I did it. You must excited that you're on the way to a BFP!


Becky - good luck today, I am thinking of you and hope it goes well.

Aunty, I wish I had a beta count to add to your list, hopefully they will do one on my first scan. The only thing I going on at the moment is b@@b soreness by day!! Grade out them out of 10 ! Sad I know. DH thinks I've lost it !

love to all
nimble xx

[sadmommy]

Hello Ladies!

I h ope everyone had a good weekend. Well, since I stayed home from work today I went to my scan early. Big mistake. The baby measured 5w6d when I am suppose to be 6w5d, so I am about a week behind. The heartbeat was 78. Very, very low. The Dr. said it is still very early. He has been saying that for a while. What's amazing to me is have not cried nor can I. I am tired guys. I go back Friday so I will keep you guys posted. I feel so stupid for even thinking that things would be okay.

[jackoa21]

Sadmommy (happy mommy) you here all the time on here where they freak ladies out and the next scan is perfect.. I can imagaine how worried you are but please just try to see what the doc has said. He feels its a bit early and I really have read so many times where it is just fine.. We will be saying our prayers. When is your next scan?

Jeck
Congrats on your little ones all snuggled in.. And a huge congrats on all your frosty ones. You must be so pleased.. Just think you will get a brother or sister down the road.....How are you feeling? Your 2ww will fly and we are all praying for you...

Jemima
Honey I am so sorry you have not been feeling well. Cramping is normal and as lots of ladies had said to me it also means things are growing nice and strong in there. Stay strong honey and we have missed you..

Lisa
Congrats on starting.. They have changed your meds from last time so you get less eggies but higher quality right.. GO GROWING EMBIE GO

Love and hugs
Jackie

[sadmommy]

Thank you! My next scan is Friday. Now I understand why they do not check heartbeats unitl week 7. But I will be fine. This was our last hope. We froze 14 embies but I can't even think to go through this again.

[jackoa21]

Happymommy
Your scan is going to go very well. Trust me I can not tell you how many times laides have gone through this and its been all great.. Hugs and love to you
Jackie

[AuntyPebbles]

Hey Lady's...
Jemima we have missed you so much we knew you wernt able to get to the PC so i was sending prayers for your baby's (wow 3 of them) over to you...i hope your feeling well and im looking forward to posting your stork....

Haylie...ooo i will def go see it now then i liked the adds for it but you know sometimes they can be better than the movie..i did enjoy but i had beer we are getting some wine for this friday the Butterfly effect 2 isnt out until tomorrow so we couldnt watch them ...do i sound likan alcholic?...LOL

Nimble your not mad me and jackie where doing that way before our test last time (do you remeber jackie)...lol...after all those meds we are allowed to loose it..once they stop the baby hormones start...oh boy

Happymommy see next post....

Jackie i missed you...big hug

love to all...Aunty


something nuts...i got kinda sad i realised we are coming to the end...almost all gone now.... crazy bird i am...

[AuntyPebbles]

Happy mommy...i promise you we have seen this a lot and those ladys are ooo ithink 20 weeks along now...i dont want you to think we just say this its true like Jackie says i cant count the times weve read this and its been fine
dont forget at this age your littleone is just flexing right now its after 7 weeks the heart starts to run like it should ok a few women get to see a pumping heart right away but they arent the norm....and we really dont know when your littleone attatched ..
i bet its in there thinking give me a break im just getting the hang of this (hey do you think our babys are in there doing there growing thing and then the heart starts fluttering...the baby goes "what was that shh i know i heard something...hello whos there"...)
a baby's heart rate can go up and down at first too i think they do that to drive us nuts ive read a lot of women had that happen....another thing Dr's ALWAYS give you worst case senario before you leave i dont know why they do that (maybe too technical) but they do so if your Dr said its too early you can bet it is or they would have said so...

i will send extra prayers your way ...lots of love hugs Aunty

[jackoa21]

Nimble
Aunty is right.. My DH kept looking at me like I was nuts.. Every chace I got I felt my self up to see if my bbs were still sore... I looked like a complete perv.....

he he he I still get caught today making sure they are still sore.....

[sadmommy]

Of course now I am crying. I do not know what I would have done without you ladies. I did do some research on line and fromt he picture that we have the baby is 3.05 mm. I did some chacking and this size is normal for a 6w4d fetus. Not sure where the diconnect was in my dr's office. Almost 80% of the websites checked said this was normal. We will see. I dont go back on Friday, I go back on Saturday. Until otherwise said I am claiming the baby! If God wants it to be then it will be. Thank you all again.

Sorry for no personal right now. My stomach is still in a knot.

I will check in with you guys later today. In-laws are coming over now.

Happymommy

[nimble]

jackie/aunty, you both make laugh... but I'm so glad I'm not the only perv going around feeling me bbs! Problem is I forget sometimes where I am

Sadmommy, now I'm sad for you but listen to the wise women (Aunty/Jackie), i'm sure your little bean is just fine and was probably just having a little sleep at the time they looked at its little heartbeat.

This is for you......

love to all
Nimble xx

[Haylie]

Nimble - the film is not too gory, a couple of times I put my hand up to my mouth or jumped but I definitely recommedn going to see it.

Sad mommy - thinking of you and hope everything is okay, try and keep your chin up

Aunty- make the most of your alcohol consumption cos soon you won't be able to drink for a long 9 months!!

Ange - how are you doing?

xx

[sadmommy]

Thanks ladies. I just got a call from the Dr's office and I have to go back Thursday instead of Saturday. I will keep you guys posted.

[LauraLou]

Aunty,

I don't mean to crash your thread but I wanted to let you know that you were right! The fragmented ones do seem to be stickier. Despite transfering 2 grade D and 1 grade F blastocytes, I just got a BFP with a beta of 157!

Thank you for your encouraging words and I'm so glad you were right!

Laura

[LISA@BELLASALES]

Hi Ladies,
I am sorry I have not been on... Business is crazy, thank god as we have to pay for these little babies trying to grow. Stims are going good, I am on day 3 of stims today and go back on wednesday. I finally started to bleed 2 days ago after stopping BC pills which they say is normal. Everything looks great and to be honest I think I am just so numb to all of this now that I forget what it was like. I am taking Follistim, which burns alittle but as I am thinking back and talking to DH it burned when I was on Gonal F last time.
I am on half the dose as last time 150 of Follistim, so I am hoping that I will stim on this amount and not have to up it again, as I am petrified of OHSS.
I am so happy for all that have rec'ed BFP's, Sad for those who have not, and prayers for those who are on their way. Well DH is standing over me with the needle, I think he actually likes this in a sadistic way.
Love to you all,
Lisa (Bella)

[jemima]

Hi Girls... Good day...

sadmommy, your little one will be fine. We'll send you our prayer.

Haylie, is it very difficult to keep PMA, isn't it? Especially no symptoms. So glad we are here, we get so many support and prayer. My nurse said many the BFP ladies she met had no symptoms. Like us Not so long for you. Im praying for your dream come true

nimble, Congratulation Sorry its late. I just realized today. Im so happy your dream come true. Soon you will have somebody or .... (have you known how many inside?) calling you mommy. It's nice to know there is a no symptoms BFP lady here...

Auntie, I miss u so much. We both on Jackie's thread waiting list. I can see you name on top of mine. Im thinking to push yours very hard... so yours will be on list... Who knows? may be you will get a miracle like Jackie

As for me... Im really want to kill my friend. She knows I like Cheese cake a lot. Yesterday we went to Ikea. She bought cheese cake to go (I just looked them sadly) n left it in my room with a letter 'Enjoy it' Now, i really want to eat it. But i don't know whether it is safe or not. I remembered i read that cheese cake had egg inside n not bake. Only put in fridge. Is it true?

talk to you soon... Take care

luv Jemma