Hi ladies,
So really far behind i wont be able to do many personals.
Its great to be back!!! Got home from hosp. sat a day earlier as both Kayla and I were doing so well. Ah what an emotional day that was esp. when we got home, jason showed her our home and nursery we were both just stunned that she was finally home safe and sound. I am feeling good still have lots of pain but as long as i stay on top of the painkillers its ok, Yes Katie i too let it go too far once and was in tears with the pain never again!!!! So Kayla had her 1st checkup by health nurse who visited us this morning and she now weighs 9lbs 10 ozs we were all surprised as i was expecting a little weight loss or just stay same from birth but she does love her food!!! Touch wood she is a really content baby who likes minimal fussing, feeds every 3 hrs usually poos during her feed then likes a quick cuddle and back to bed it only takes about 30 - 45 mins. How weird is it that i am enjoying night time feeds

I am normally a very light sleeper so i dont mind getting up though jason is great, i just love those moments at night when the house is quiet and its just me and her in the nursery she just stares up at me during her feeds and it melts my heart. Jasons brother did a picture video its just her and jason (will add me in it next wk when feeling a bit better and less bloated lookiing!!) everytime i see the pics i just tear up.....hmmm dont you just love those hormones!!!
I am gonna say it again though ye will think i am mad but truly i cant believe we did it and our precious little girl is here to stay never in my wildest dreams when i went thro. my 2nd heartbreaking miscarriage did I think that a year later we would have our miracle in our arms......dreams really do come true.
Katie how nice of you to remember my mams birthday!!! So little Ryan is keeping you busy at least his night feeds are starting to get longer soon hopefully he will start to sleep thro. Is he sleeping in his crib lately??
Steph how sweet of Alex to let you sleep for a few hrs the other day, its great to know you can fully trust her.
Claudia Big Congrats on baby Madelyn at least one of us made it to due date and not over!!!!! Sorry to hear you caught a fever and she went to Nicu i hope ye are both recovering well. Sounds like birth wasnt too easy, take care.
Karen Yeah great 2nd beta, i have been thinking of you over last few days best of luck with u/s all my fingers and toes are crossed.
Franca oh girl you were not the only one with the constant worry hell i dont think i Ever relaxed but when you go thro. what we did its too be expected. Yep i too had lots of niggles and period type pains, i used to say to myself right get to 28wks, then 32 wks then 36wks and after 36wks i completley changed and every niggle i got excited and was thinking is this it!!!! For so long i tormented myself over pains then suddenly was wishing for them! You will never truly relax till she is safely here, sure i was so terrifed on Wed going for the fetal trace even though she was kicking away.
Angela oh honey i am so happy to hear that everything seems to be ok with Gabriella though i was very surprised over your OB's lack of concern given your history. You had me in tears thinking of what you must have went thro. with Ashley having your milk supply come and no baby to feed, i just cant wait for the day you post that baby Gabriella has finally arrived safely into the world and your family is complete. Believe me its a tremendous relief lifted from your shoulders to know that everything worked out ok.
Natasha so your girl likes to show off her bits, Kayla did that once and jason said that was the only time she was allowed to pose nude!!
Jenice Ah thanks thanks for the message, i cant believe you are 26 wks it doesnt seem that long ago when we both were going thro. the 2ww little did we know how things would turn out. Best of luck now you are heading into the 3rd trimester.
PA what are you and your hubby like!! your message cracked me up oh i could just imagine me and jason doing that its great to hear ye are so close. Your baby is getting big! We were told average baby too around 7.5lbs hmmmm got that wrong!!!
Sorry if i have missed anyone but hugs to you all and thanks for all your support it means so much.
gi xxx