Gutted

[beckym]

have just logged in for the first time in ages to see your news. sh**!! why is life so unfair? I hope you find a donor soon so that you can get started again as I know how important it is to have some form of plan. all my love and hugs, sweetie. beckym xxxx

[Nick]

Traci,

It's me back again...I've been reading the posties and am beginning to think that it could be a blip.

Have your consultants suggested this? I mean, you were only around 12 a year (?) ago??? My FSH went up from 7 to 8 over 12 months..... so how on earth you jump so high.

Can it be like sperm count. My DH was wobbly a year or so ago, and now ok - yeh he has cut back on the vino - but he is no pub goer.

So really puzzled. You have been so supportive to all of us, I wish I could help more. What of the donor embie route, is it a possibility?

On another note, my neighbour buzzed me - wanting to know a code for a combi sauna, common to us all. She complained etc. about the housing management. I was really fed up, as I noticed that she was again....pregnant ....quick turn around job. Gawd,was I cheesed off! I should have told her to get a life - sauna??!! Ker??! Cold bath more like.

I felt like replying.. Try having IVF over three years - with all the crap it throws you, not to mention m/c on top of that. RANT RANT - and you want a bleedin' number!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!

Life is SO frustrating.

On that note, night night
Nickyx

[Helen S]

Hi Traci

I just wanted to say this is a complete bummer and I am so sorry.

Could it be a blip?

I so hope that it is and that is rights itself to a better level next month.

Thinking of you and sending you loads of hugs and kisses.

Helen.
xxx

[Traci]

Thanks for all your support , I have had most of my results back except the karyotype for both Cameron and I they all show that I am normal . I someway thought if they found something that it could be implantation , who knows , I will just have to wait for my next FSH test around 20th Feb and my consultation on the 26th . I am going to ask them about the Ovarian Reserve testing -Inhibin B test , I have heard people have had this done but my clinic dont do this test so I might have to go else where for it . I wander that cause I was on progenova on my last cycle (HRT) and it was only the start of my 2nd fresh cycle that I had my last fsh tested perhaps the drug might have been still in my body??? The doc says that my thyroid is very borderline . anyway I am struggling the last few days to keep my pecker up but Im sure it will pass