Very sad news
i just wanted you to know that i was thinnking of you
sending you a hug (((((((((((((((((((((((((hug)))))))))))))))))))))))))
love becky
sending you a hug (((((((((((((((((((((((((hug)))))))))))))))))))))))))
love becky
we werent blessed with our babies to raise here but we our blessed with our grandaughter
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!
Julie, I was so sorry to read your post, haven't been here for a while but thought I'd check in to see how you were doing... I know nothing I say will make you feel any better, just want to echo what everyone else has said, take care of yourself & DH, you are in my thoughts
lots of love
Kat xx
lots of love
Kat xx
Me & DH both 41
ICSI #1 - abandoned
#2 - cancelled - DH accident
#3 - 1 transferred, bfn
#4 - 2 transferred, bfn
#5 - abandoned
#6 - no eggs at EC
#7 - DE in Barcelona - bfp but lost Dec'05
#8 - DE UK - bfn
#9 - FET Sept/Oct '07....
ICSI #1 - abandoned
#2 - cancelled - DH accident
#3 - 1 transferred, bfn
#4 - 2 transferred, bfn
#5 - abandoned
#6 - no eggs at EC
#7 - DE in Barcelona - bfp but lost Dec'05
#8 - DE UK - bfn
#9 - FET Sept/Oct '07....
Our dear dear BigJ,
I just logged on for the first time in over a week and I'm crushed at your news. This is just aweful! You poor thing and your dh too. There are no words fitting. I wish I could come across the ocean and give you a huge hug.
You've been a tower of strength for the rest of us and I only hope you saved some of it for yourself.
You and I may be going again in September together (very likely).
I'm here for you.
God Bless you and give you strength in these days of coping with something that is just WRONG!
Love,
Randa
I just logged on for the first time in over a week and I'm crushed at your news. This is just aweful! You poor thing and your dh too. There are no words fitting. I wish I could come across the ocean and give you a huge hug.
You've been a tower of strength for the rest of us and I only hope you saved some of it for yourself.
You and I may be going again in September together (very likely).
I'm here for you.
God Bless you and give you strength in these days of coping with something that is just WRONG!
Love,
Randa
Randa
Me 44, DH 40
ttc 0, went straight to IVF
1st EC = Feb 05, 5 frosties, no transfer attempt
2nd EC = June 05, cancelled
3rd EC = Sept 05, 4 frosties, no transfer attempt
4th EC/ET = Feb 06, 3 transf., BFN
5th EC/ET = May 06
Me 44, DH 40
ttc 0, went straight to IVF
1st EC = Feb 05, 5 frosties, no transfer attempt
2nd EC = June 05, cancelled
3rd EC = Sept 05, 4 frosties, no transfer attempt
4th EC/ET = Feb 06, 3 transf., BFN
5th EC/ET = May 06
bij j just wanted youto know that i am here if there is anything at all that i can do,..
i kow that sometimes you feel all alone and at times it needs to be that way.. at least for me it did and at times still does.
but please know that we are all here on the side lines for you.
my hubbys uncle and aunt are here and it is haard.. they gave me alot of stress just before my mc..
anyway i hope you know that i care alot about you and i hope your counsleing helped ..
i kow that sometimes you feel all alone and at times it needs to be that way.. at least for me it did and at times still does.
but please know that we are all here on the side lines for you.
my hubbys uncle and aunt are here and it is haard.. they gave me alot of stress just before my mc..
anyway i hope you know that i care alot about you and i hope your counsleing helped ..
we werent blessed with our babies to raise here but we our blessed with our grandaughter
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!
Big J
I just wanted to let you know how sorry I was to see you very sad news - take care of yourself
Lots of Love and a HUGE hug
Julie
I just wanted to let you know how sorry I was to see you very sad news - take care of yourself
Lots of Love and a HUGE hug
Julie
Me 32 DH 37 ttc 2years
Male Factor
First ICSI October 04 - cycle abandoned high risk of OHSS
ICSI April/May 05 -ve
ICSI Sep/Oct 05 +ve result 12th October
DD born June 2006
ICSI Oct/Nov08 -ve
Male Factor
First ICSI October 04 - cycle abandoned high risk of OHSS
ICSI April/May 05 -ve
ICSI Sep/Oct 05 +ve result 12th October
DD born June 2006
ICSI Oct/Nov08 -ve
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taylorjools
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You ladies are amazing thank you, and thank you again for those PM's that have also meant the world to us.
Today was really hard as it was exactly last week that the bleeding and cramps started, Monday's have a particular routine here because of dh's job, so this morning felt like a re-run of last week. We walked the dogs early and Spot - greyhound- went for another dog in the forest, he must have picked up my vibes. Then the pipe on the hoover broke so I couldn't even get obsessive about housework Luckily a very good (new) girlfreind called me and had her day off (she works in retail) and made me go to the beach with her so we had a good girlie day. She is wonderful, married to a Brazilian musician so a really interesting lady. She is 36 and her dh 47 so I spent the afternoon lecturing her on not waiting to start a family 
she was with me at the hospital when the m/c happened and dh wasn't there yet. At the moment it just feels like I made it through another day. just waiting now for dh to come home.
The counselling was very good, we ended up talking more about the pressure issues I (we) have regarding age/blaming myself for not persuading dh to do it earlier, and guilt because my mother is paying and fear of having good things taken away/fear of trust (need to control) which is a big issue of mine from the breakdown. Dh was wonderful and it helped him too. I am going to carry on my weekly sessions and we are going to do another one as a couple and then dh one on his own. Thank God we have that.
Love and kisses to you all, thank you for being there for me
Love bigJ
Today was really hard as it was exactly last week that the bleeding and cramps started, Monday's have a particular routine here because of dh's job, so this morning felt like a re-run of last week. We walked the dogs early and Spot - greyhound- went for another dog in the forest, he must have picked up my vibes. Then the pipe on the hoover broke so I couldn't even get obsessive about housework
Luckily a very good (new) girlfreind called me and had her day off (she works in retail) and made me go to the beach with her so we had a good girlie day. She is wonderful, married to a Brazilian musician so a really interesting lady. She is 36 and her dh 47 so I spent the afternoon lecturing her on not waiting to start a family she was with me at the hospital when the m/c happened and dh wasn't there yet. At the moment it just feels like I made it through another day. just waiting now for dh to come home.The counselling was very good, we ended up talking more about the pressure issues I (we) have regarding age/blaming myself for not persuading dh to do it earlier, and guilt because my mother is paying and fear of having good things taken away/fear of trust (need to control) which is a big issue of mine from the breakdown. Dh was wonderful and it helped him too. I am going to carry on my weekly sessions and we are going to do another one as a couple and then dh one on his own. Thank God we have that.
Love and kisses to you all, thank you for being there for me
Love bigJ
POF+autoimmune+dh antibodies,5.05 DIVF IM M/c 7.5 wks, DIVF+TESE at ISIDA - son 08/06
FET ISIDA: 12.07.07 m/c 8 wks b.ovum, 17 Dec 2007- BFP triplets OMG!!!
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FET ISIDA: 12.07.07 m/c 8 wks b.ovum, 17 Dec 2007- BFP triplets OMG!!!
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big j you are going to get threw this..
there is no blame on anyone..
just try and hold on to eachother ..
what is is.. and we just have to find a way to get threw it and keep going..
i think it is great that you are looking into other clinics and that you are trying to get some test done..
i hope you can find some answers..
lovebecky
there is no blame on anyone..
just try and hold on to eachother ..
what is is.. and we just have to find a way to get threw it and keep going..
i think it is great that you are looking into other clinics and that you are trying to get some test done..
i hope you can find some answers..
lovebecky
we werent blessed with our babies to raise here but we our blessed with our grandaughter
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!
Big J,
Just wanted to pop in here so see how u were, not been on here much just trying to keep away actually. I find that sometimes I get down and keep focusing on this stuff does my head in. So been trying to focus energy on other things in life. Does that make sence?
Doesn't mean I dont think of you, I do. Just the way life is. I am sending you extra hugs and praying that u will get there in the end dear. You have been through a rough time I know and I just hope that soon u can smile again.
Love and Hugs Nicola x x
Just wanted to pop in here so see how u were, not been on here much just trying to keep away actually. I find that sometimes I get down and keep focusing on this stuff does my head in. So been trying to focus energy on other things in life. Does that make sence?
Doesn't mean I dont think of you, I do. Just the way life is. I am sending you extra hugs and praying that u will get there in the end dear. You have been through a rough time I know and I just hope that soon u can smile again.
Love and Hugs Nicola x x
TTC 6yrs......Have jumped off the rollercoaster for now, too many BFN's and too much heartache, to keep going....Moving on to fulfil other dreams!!!
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nick it makes alot on sence..
it is all so very hard.. i have been on and off and sometimes i just pop in to see how everyone is doing..
sometimes it seems like i am just writing the same thing but that isnt the case..
i mean it each time i write it..
you go and have a great day..
love becky and big j we are always around..
sending you big hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it is all so very hard.. i have been on and off and sometimes i just pop in to see how everyone is doing..
sometimes it seems like i am just writing the same thing but that isnt the case..
i mean it each time i write it..
you go and have a great day..
love becky and big j we are always around..
sending you big hugs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we werent blessed with our babies to raise here but we our blessed with our grandaughter
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!
and all of our many adopted and foster children that touch our lives
and i am glad to add that our 6th grandchild will be born this spring!!!!