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Post by NickiMark »

Right, must let u know I am doubting BFP again, AF pains are getting stronger, haven't actually told dh yet, trying to remain positive. as long as AF isnt here, im still in with a chance huh? Just been reading your post's Amfy's, and I am just 2 days behind. I am feeling what u have written, I really think I am following you amfy...... Sorry for this negativity. but just you see.......

Love to you all, you are all so great. xx really need you, this is a life line xx
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Post by bella-s »

Stay positive Nicki - there are a bunch of people crossing their fingers for you!

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Post by LittleP »

Nicki

Sweetie, try and remain positive. I know it is so difficult at times, but do remember that those AF signs could so easily be pregnancy signs as well.

I'm keeping everything crossed for you and sending loads and loads of Baby Dust your way.

Hang in there.

Love

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Yes, i am trying to remain positive i know Af pains could mean pregnancy too!!!

Thanks xx :D
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Post by chanteq »

Oh Nicki dearie,
I hope you'll be strong, alright. It's not over yet.
You're in my thoughts....


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Post by Smita »

Nicki,
Couple of days only.. Hang in there sweetie!

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Post by NickiMark »

Only one day smita, but just woken been to the loo, brownish smudge there!! I am fearing the worst.....Slight Af pains too.....
Last time I had 3 days of brownish smudging and was told that it was positive as it could implantation bleeding, been here before it feels so familiar......But hey it's not over yet, so I am still hanging on, a very fine thread can Iadd!!
"24 hrs to go!!"
I only ever get brown smuding when ive had iui, normally my period just comes!!!
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Post by AMck »

Nicki, hang in there. Thinking of you.

Thank you for your message on Nov thread. You are right this site is a lifeline to lots of us. :)

A shower of baby dust to you
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It ain't over yet!!

Take care, sending you extra strong PMA for the next 24 hours

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Thanks, 22 hrs now!!! Hehehe!!! Af pains still there, no show of blood, still hanging on!!!! :lol:
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Post by camilla »

Dear Nicki

I know it's torture but you have to believe in a happy ending. At the beginning of this week I was convinced that it hadn't worked but low and behold I got a +. I was thinking along the same lines as you, ie that my normal pre AF signs had appeared. But my buddies reminded me that it doesn't work like that when you do IUI/IVF and from one cycle to the next.

You are in my thoughts today. Is there something that you could do to take your mind of it? Like go out for a spot of shopping?

Lots of love.

Camilla xxx
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May 2005 cycle IUI unsuccessful
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Feeling sicky now, so hoping thats a good sign!!!

Yes, I am packing today, ready for when we move after Xmas!!!
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Post by amfy »

Nicki!

How many times on this board have no two people been the same.

Keep hanging in there. Every time we think we've been able to predict an outcome for someone, whether good or bad, we seem to be proved wrong! Theres no rhyme or reason to it, just a throw of the dice from the IVF gods - we're in their hands!

Just take it easy and stay calm. I'm really holding on for you. You have to get a BFP because if you don't I'm going to feel responsible!
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Post by HOLLY SANDERSON »

Hang on in there nicki
sending you loads of pos vibes
dont over do it with the packing
big hugs
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Post by gailp »

Hi Nicki,

You are so nearly there. Sending hugs and PMA to you.
Enjoy the packing, it always takes me so much longer than I think it will.

xx
me 38 DH 43 TTC 7.5 yrs. 1st IVF June 05 ended in severe OHSS never made it to ET. FET Nov 05 -ive. FET April 06 -ive FET June 06 OMG BFP
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Well, now amfy dont feel responable, like you say it'll be those ivf gods throwing the dice not you, please dont blame yourself if i get BFN. or else I will feel bad too!!!

Gail, thanks for u wishes and Holly too!!!

Dh has had a cold, now i feel like i have sore throat. yikes, i dont want that!!!!!

please let it be positive in the morning! xx
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