Fall 2010 Cycle Group

[klinger13]

annashope - YAY on beautiful BFPs...all 7 of them!!!! WOO-HOO!! Can't wait for your beta results!!

[annashope]

Thanks Ryan so here is the pic from yesterday 11dpo

[mellow4]

Those look great Anna!! Congratulations again.

[rypell1985]

looks great anna!!!!!!!!!!

[Krys]

Well it's a negative for me..
But I'm not surprised, I didn't feel pregnant
at all this time. At least I don't have to live
in beta hell like the last two cycles.
I've only got two frosties left that I'm afraid
to use. Not sure what our plans are next.
I'm do frustrated that we still have no answers
as to what's not happening the way it's supposed
to. How am I supposed to move on with no closure.
I just wish I knew.... Can I get pregnant and stay
pregnant or is it always going to end like this. Wish
I had answers so I could just move on!!
Sorry for the venting I just really feel at my wits end
this time. I don't think I have any hope left..

[rypell1985]

Krys...I am so, so very sorry. I wish there was something I could say to take the pain away. Vent and be pissed and we will be here when you are ready to go again. Sending you tons of hugs.

[annashope]

Oh Krys I am so sorry but please don't despair. The most frustrating part of infertility for me is that there are no answers. The doctors never know what went wrong when you get a bfn or even a m/c. I agree with you it is the most frustrating part. Please don't give up I think we all feel like we just can't go on sometimes but you will be pregnant and have a baby. I don't know why this road has been so difficult for you... or any of us for that matter. If you don't mind me asking has the RE done genetic testing for you or the test for "antibodies to the baby"? or a clotting factor problem? Most of those issues are easily fixable with meds and they cause early loss. After my loss I believe I was so desperate for answers that I made my RE run the tests. Please look at the signatures of the women on the pregnant side and for most girls it takes unfortunately many tries and many disappointments but in the end when they hold their baby in their arms they all say it was worth the battle. Please stay optimistic even through this difficult time and ask RE lots of questions. As always you are always welcome to vent to us or pm me if you'd like I am here if you wanna talk and again I am so sorry I think BFN's are so painful my last one I was a wreck for 2 weeks- hopefully you are stronger than me

(((((Big big hug)))

[riogirl71]

Leora - I am so sorry, I can't even begin to tel you how sorry I am for you getting a BFN. I really pray you get your baby soon!

Bakers - great number of eggs! Let us know the fert report, do you know how many were mature? Hope your mom feels better soon.

CShell - BFP dust for you!

Tammy - beta doubling vibes!!!!!!!!! Keep the PMA!

Annas - I am sending you a pm! Congratulations!

Krys - I am so sorry. I would go get my two frosties and bring them home to momma!

[margi26]

Krys: I am so sorry. Anna said it very well--this is a very difficult and often painful journey, but at the end---it will be worth it. Right now the pain is raw--take time to grieve this loss, let yourself feel angry, sad, whatever it is that you are feeling and then take time to regroup. We are all here for you and most of us can honestly say, "we feel your pain." Please feel our empathy and (((((HUGS))))))

[klinger13]

Krys - I'm so sorry about your BFN. You cry, scream, & vent as much as you need to - we're here for you. I hope your RE can give you some insight and hopefully you'll be trying again soon either with your last frosties or with a fresh cycle. For now though, take care of yourself and I'll be hoping you get your hope back. ((HUGS))

[margi26]

Anna: I am with DH--I am "over the moon" excited for you and cannot hardly wait to hear your beta. It will be good and strong for certain since you were able to detect it so early. So, so happy---and loved seeing the picture. You really are a POAS maniac, too, aren't you? And I love you how spent the 2ww. I am going to try some of that positive visualization and mind set.



Tammy: REST. Stay away from the germs. Let DH wait on you hand and foot. You are in my thoughts and prayers for your beta to double tomorrow. I will be stalking.

Ryann: One more sleep until your beta!!! Can't wait to hear!! You and Tammy both will keep me unproductive tomorrow at work. LOL. I gotta find you a unique congratulations blinkie...

AFM: I have begun to post on the Winter thread so we can let this one peter out. But, I am PUPO and armed to the hilt with HPTs. I really did wake up this morning (before my IUI) and reach for the pee cup. Oh, yes. I am really ready to POAS. I plan to see my own BFP in 2010

Oh, and I am currently:

[riogirl71]

Margi - BFP for you in 2010!!!!!

[BakersBaby]

Sneaking on at work again....

Anna - CONGRATS on your BFP!! Way too exciting!

Leorira & Krys - So sorry about your BFN's. Take some time to yourself and cry it out.

Thank you girls for the kind words about my mom. I just came from the hospital and she was doing a little better. I was able to talk to her and her understand me. She is still having troubles with her memory, but I'm sure that will go away as she heals.

AFM - We got our Fert Report! I am still so excited. We had 9 eggs at ER. 1 was immature. Left 8 to do ICSI on. and......drumroll please....we have 5 little Embies! I am so excited! So the plan is now that I go in Thursday @ 9am. We have a 2.5 hour drive. They will call us by 7am if we have at least 4 that are 6-10 cell and we can wait til Saturday! I am soooooo freaking excited! And still feeling great from the ER yesterday!

Love and Hugs to you all!

[margi26]

Kelly: That is fabulous news!! 5 embies!! Congratulations...you will be PUPO very soon--some point this week for certain! How many are you planning to put back? Also--so glad that your mom is feeling better. I am hoping that she has a swift recovery.

[annpage]

Annashope: I'm Sooooooooooooooo happy for you!!! All the best!! I haven't been on here for a while now!! Can't wait to hear your betas