Hi Kerry. Sandra's point about trying to stay calm and positive is the best and only advice I can echo. It's clearly not completely negative but obviously not the best signal either. There is nothing you can do before getting tomorrow's blood test besides staying calm and quiet. This procedure is hopelessly draining on our emotions, the highs and the lows are both elational and cruel.
I'll be thinking of you getting your test tomorrow. Please let us know how you get on.
I love all you guys. Thanks so much. MY HCG came out 46 so that is it, I am stopping my progesterone shot tonight and needless to say am a complete mess. I am not as strong as people think and I just want another baby so bad. It is in a small way worse this time b/c I know what a joy it is to have my little Bryan. Although I should only think of my luck to have had my son, I have to grieve. I have been in tears all day, moreso now that he is napping. I always wanted a big family and I do not know what I have done wrong in life to deserve 60 year old eggs when I am only 30 years old. Thanks for listening. We are going to get through it, maybe even adopt someday,who knows. Thanks so much March/April friends, your support is one thing I needed the past week!
Kerry, I am so upset to hear this from you tonight. I am, however, glad that you've been put out of your misery. To be where you were last night just shouldn't be allowed.
You'll both need time to grieve, and it will take as long as it takes ... but one day it will begin to get easier, and you've got to hang on to that.
Take care
Sandra x
Me 41 yrs old - dh 49 yrs old. ttc 110 yrs.
1st cycle (ICSI)....Mar 04 -ve.
2nd cycle (ICSI)....Aug 04 -ve.
3rd cycle FET........May 05 -ve.
4th cycle (ICSI) ... Feb 06 -ve
5th cycle FET ..... Feb/Mar 11
Randa
Me 44, DH 40
ttc 0, went straight to IVF
1st EC = Feb 05, 5 frosties, no transfer attempt
2nd EC = June 05, cancelled
3rd EC = Sept 05, 4 frosties, no transfer attempt
4th EC/ET = Feb 06, 3 transf., BFN
5th EC/ET = May 06
Final stats for the month (as we've not heard from Emma) - 4/17 = 23.5%
01 Mar - Suze (Sukale) -
03 Mar - Danica -
03 Mar - Lesley -
03 Mar - Wendy -
07 Mar - Minnow -
07 Mar - Raji -
08 Mar - Suz -
10 Mar - Jude -
14 Mar - Kimbo -
14 Mar - Lumi -
16 Mar - Debbie -
19 Mar - Brandi -
20 Mar - Alette -
23 Mar - Sammy -
24 Mar - Julia -
25 Mar - Amers -
30 Mar - EmmaP -
31 Mar - Kerry -
I hope all you girls with -ves are coping ... for some of you it's still more raw than others. You will get through it, and hopefully your turn will come ... Lots of PMA to you all...
Sandra x
Me 41 yrs old - dh 49 yrs old. ttc 110 yrs.
1st cycle (ICSI)....Mar 04 -ve.
2nd cycle (ICSI)....Aug 04 -ve.
3rd cycle FET........May 05 -ve.
4th cycle (ICSI) ... Feb 06 -ve
5th cycle FET ..... Feb/Mar 11