Hi Ladies,
I've been away for a few days. Please excuse me if I have missed replying to a message or some helpful info. I have read everything now.
Thanks everyone for the support on the freeze-all we are doing next month (June 7). I'm not feeling sorry for myself anymore.
I started my injections yesterday (wed - Leupron) and already the dull headache and night hot flashes have started. However, finally stopping the bcp after 8 weeks has brought on a nice, heavy af that I can tell my body had been needing.
Ok, I've been holding back a small detail that I need to share now, because I want to explain why I may be posting less in the next 3 weeks. Sorry to sound so dramatic, it's not bad, it's just kinda odd. We have been planning a formal wedding ceremony (because we eloped back in December) to allow our family and friends to share. The ceremony is in our backyard garden and we have many guests flying in for it. It has become a big production. Anyway, we are down to the wire on details and such and every second is precious. I will check in as often as possible, but until it's over (wedding is June 18) my life is all about the IVF drugs (I'm worried we'll screw something up by the distractions) and the wedding.
I'm just praying I won't puff up too much from the drugs and not fit into that damned dress (yes, I'm 43 and wearing a freakin white poofy wedding gown as if I was some spring bride

). It's his first wedding, so I'm trying to do my best

And NO, we didn't originally plan these two things together (I'm a little slow, but not completely stupid). When we realized we had to move this IVF from late April to June because of the polyp surgery - it ruined our timing. The wedding was already set.
I'll be watching the JuJu test dates and I'll be rooting for all of you for BFPs!!!