October-December 2012 Cyclers!

[leorira11]

officially BFN.

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Stupid fucking pregnancy tests. I've never had this happen before!

[Tawny]

leoria- I'm so sorry for your BFN that really sucks. Your such a strong person though.

Lauren- I'm feeling alright nothing really going on besides bloating every once in a while. No more beta's just waiting for the u/s on the 28th. Anxiously awaiting that.

Poor DH is so scared of how many they are going to find in there lol. He keeps asking me all kinds of questions that I don't know the answer to so I guess it's time to read about whats going to happen next rather than how to get to this point. I never really thought I'd get to this point. I'm still frightened of the POAS even though I have a high beta something about that stick scares me lol. I really want to start taking prego pics like sitting on the bed with the stick and then I'll take it with the u/s sound pic. But it's so sureal right now It's not really sunk in.

[Sunshine1576]

Leora- I am so sorry, I just got home from my family's christmas and saw your post. I think another RE for a second opinion would be an idea but the vacation of a lifetime right now is calling your name, so pack those bags and get away from all this craziness for a bit. It will do so much good for you girl. X

[Lauren]

leoria Im so sorry and especially sorry about that bad batch of sticks this journey is never an easy one and i know your such a strong women and will pull thru this bfn....enjoy that vacation for you and DH. 2013 will bring good things xo

afm-lower back pain and lower abd cramps and aches while standing..idk maybe bc ivebeen so lazy these days lol...im trying to keep my mind busy:) Beta is in ...................5 days!!!! (day early bc of holiday/weekend)

[Sunshine1576]

I'm officiallly back from my crazy family Christmas. It was so funny though oldest brother who lives in Birmingham and mom from Atlanta were going back and forth about who was going to take me back to catch my flight. My mom won and half way there she said Christy I cannot remember which exit to get off on, I said look for the signs mom. Yet my mom is driving like 80 mph my heart is pounding so I quickly called my brother, he told me we were going the wrong way! lol we're confused I whipped out my gps and got us to the airport with only 23 minutes to spare and those of you who know the Atlanta International Airport know it's no picnic getting around that place it is HUGE! So when I got my boarding pass I saved time by asking where the security gate was and I looked over there were at least 40 people in line going through security. I was so nervous with only 12 minutes left and I knew they board the plane for take off in the next few minutes. I panicked and thought if I miss this plane I'll have to rent a car and drive 7 hours back to Panama City but I had to be at work at 2pm!! So when I finally got up to the front and had all my bags scanned and stuff.... I grabbed my suede gray boots in my arms and ran like a crazy mad woman in christmas socks down 5 gates to C5! Yes I was the very last person to board that plane but I smiled and said thank god I made this flight! I made it back home with 2 hrs to spare. lol but that's me the adreneline rush girl. Loved seeing my family for Christmas this year even though it was a 24hr trip home, it was so worth it!

How is everyone doing?

Lauren- I'm still counting down the days with you, I hope this brings you the best gift!

Tawny- I bet it's surreal, I think we are so consumed with the meds and appts that we often forget this can actually work.
I cannot wait to hear an update from you doctor and find out the number of embies, it's so exciting but be sure to tell dh to breathe as well.

AFM: Day1 of AF, I wish we didn't have to be reminded. ugh and I have 8 weeks until starting treatment. Dh had a good interview yesterday in Virginia. I think if he gets an offer on Friday I will push to start next month. Oh but I cannot even think about moving yet.

[Lauren]

Ok so I caved and its 8dp3dt and i just saw my first ever faint BFP!!!!!!Can it be? Is it too soon? I didnt test trigger..now im scared LOL

[Tawny]

Awsome Lauren!!! Hopefully this stickes and it's a true BFP!!!

[Lauren]

Tawny-THANKS! Im nervous more now I think bc Ive never had a bfp HPT...what a great xmas present that wpould be how are you and DH holding up! Holidays keep you busy until your u/s. I cant wait to hear the good news:)

Christy-WELCOME BACK! sounds like you had a nice family visit and the DH had a good interview:) Where exactly would you be moving? We usually drive to florida once a year to visit family and all the states look so beautiful:) Of course I like the beach and sun!

AFM-Still cant believe my eyes saw that faint line on the First Response...Think im nervous more now than I was waiting for beta. Saturday is the big day! Praying this one embabie is our Christmas Miracle

[rypell1985]

Congrats Lauren!!!!!

[Lauren]

RYPELL-THANKS Can you believe it? Its still not "official" but im excited/scared for my beta! How are the twins? Still cant believe your preggers again! What a miracle baby:) Thanks for checking in and cheering me on..means a lot! Couldnt do it without you girls! Have you seen Anton or moorebaby on here?

AFM-9dp3dt-STILL PINK line!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG Praying its a true BFP!

[Pocos]

Congrats Lauren!! Soo happy for you!!

[Tawny]

Lauren-- I'm so scared of HPT lol your beta is Sat right? So your close I can't wait to hear your numbers. I hope they are nice and big. It will be awsome for both of us to get the perfect Christmas presents that we wanted this year. I went to the pregnancy after treatment forum but I'm still so nervous I need next fri to hurry up and get here. I don't think I have the 2ww as bad as everyone else. But work has deffinently been keeping me busy and my mind off things.
DH is doing better lol he walked me through the house to tell me his ideas for the bedrooms and nursery so it was pretty cute he's getting ancy especially to see how many are in there. He keeps calling me the mom of his babies I just want to cry.

You guys will get a kick of this. My boss' daughter works with us doing pittly crap that we can't get to and she was freaking out when she found out that there may be more then one in there. Then she asked if you have more then one if it's considered a litter. It was so funny our CEO was busting up laughing. I'm deffinently not having a litter of babies.

[rypell1985]

Hey Lauren-I still can't believe we are being blessed with another! I know Anton still lurks but I mostly see her on FB lately. I haven't seen moorebaby since she had her twins! So glad your line is still pink-that's amazing! Is Saturday your big day? Ill have to check for your beta!

[Tawny]

Good luck tomorrow Lauren I'm rooting for you!!!

[Lauren]

Ryann-I am so happy for you! Yes please stalk me tomorrow:) Sat is beta day!

Tawny-Thats hilarious abt that girl and the litter...people say some crazy stuff huh? Counting down the days? Getting close and its good that you have been busy and can keep your mind off it..only think about it 23 hours a day?? LOL

Pocos-THANKS:) First BFp EVER...so Im scared!

AFM-Ok so OFFICIALLY I am nutty!! Said I wasnt gonna POAS anymore. Than I was reading about the digitals and I wanted to do a digital soooo bad. So I caved again..20 more dollars later I got a digital one and the theres a clock in the windown and then once the urine is on the stick it starts blinking for 3 MINS...OMG longest 3 mins of my life!!! Then it came up "YES+"!!!!!!!!!! I took a pic and sent it to DH..he was laughing at me bc Im POAS crazy now! So tomorrow is the big day! Im super nervous....I hope its true BFP!! Pray for me girls and I will update ou ASAP! xo