good morning everyone!
chili oh my heart is breaking for you! i am sooo sorry! please let us know what they say at your appointment next week! you and DH are in my thoughts right now!
kim you sneaky lil girl!!

i had no idea you were following me on here! you are sooo amazing! thank you so much for thinking of me. i think about you often, and miss you. how are you? i hope you are having a good summer. do you have a next plan of attack on the ivf front??
chris thank you hun! i think about you all the time too. let me know whats going on ok??

you are one of the strongest woman ive ever known!
claudia you know that your cheering makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside (or is that the follies??) thank you so much! hows lil flick doing? i cant believe you hit 20 weeks!!! awesome!!! i'm so excited for you always! are you getting excited for jones beach? let me tell you...the boys are on fire this summer!!! i bet mikes bass will get flick to start dancing!! haha but keep him safe from crazy noodle dancing hippies!!
katie oh boy what crazy projects you keep giving yourself! a new deck, and now all this inside renovations...you make me yawn just thinking about it all...and in this heat too!!! oy! your story of chris cracked me up!! i totally woulda been laughing too, but i'm sure that didnt help the situation! hahaha i keep picturing you both and it makes me laugh. how are you feeling? can you believe i made it to ER again?? this puts me ahead of the non ER cycles! yay!! of course you know i'm nervous as all heck at what they will get when i wake up...the fun never ends right? help!!!! i need some katie calming help!!
tiger, tammy, es, lou, teresa, karin, thank you all so much for being excited for me! when you get canceled alot its a big accomplishment just to make it to trigger and ER. so each time i actually make it to this point i get excited, and i can exhale for a day or two. dont worry though...the panic will set in again tomorrow morning. i just never know whats going to happen going into ER. i know we all dont really know, but when your a poor responder its even worse. so thank you all for your support and love. i can feel it coming through the screen at me, and it means more to me then you can ever know! (tear)
dlk holy eggs batman!!! wow! 20 is insane! your gonna have a get fet. report, and i cant wait to hear about it! good luck and get some rest!!
afm i'm enjoying my needle free day, and DH is a pro at the ol shots in the bum so the trigger went incident free! since we finally found out we can leave the house for our anniversary (4 years for those who asked...although last weekend marked 10 years from the day we met!) we decided we are going to go up to the maine coast and enjoy the ocean and the view, and then we found a great place right on the ocean to go to for dinner. (i'm already drooling thinking about that fresh caught maine lobster!! mmmmm)
i have to go out sometime today and find a gift for DH. we decided not to do anything big this year...we just went away, and are going away again in august so money is tight, but i have to get him something. anybody have any cute inexpensive gift ideas?? i'm also going to bake a keylime pie today for him because i wont be able to do it tomorrow. the keylime is special because we went to key west for our honeymoon, and i read that 4 year anniversaries are "flowers and fruit" gifts so the lime will be the fruit too!!
anyway i gotta get going. i hope you all have a great day. at this time tomorrow my ER will be going on...so please everyone cross your everythings for me...i need it all!!!
***much love always***