So I just had my first major breakdown (this week
) for absolutely no reason. I'm off my 2 day bed rest and decided to head to the mall. DH is out for the day, so I decided to treat myself to a new pair of shoes or something. My mom-in-law called and asked me to figure out where we're all having dinner tonight, okay not usually a big deal, but already too stressful for me today. I was then leaving the mall and saw an elderly lady just wondering around the parking lot looking for her car and totally lost. I drove around the entire freaking mall looking for security and nothing! So I drove back to the store and found her, pulled over and asked if I could help. Pretty sure I scared the hell out of her, so she just told me she parked by the men's section at the store and kept walking. She was at the women's dillards, not the men's, so I tried to explain that to her. She wouldn't take my help. So I went back into the mall and asked someone there to help her. They were also worthless, so I went back out to find her and she was far away, so I JOGGED to her! I didn't even think anything about it, until afterwards. It wasn't far, but I know we're not supposed to do anything! She once again did not want my help (mind you, she's about 80-90yrs and totally spaced out lost), so I drove around again looking for security. Finally found someone and sent them her way, no idea if they found her. So I just got home, DH called, and I totally broke down crying on the phone, and that's after he asked me to figure out where we're having dinner tonight with his family...I honestly don't give a damn. He asked if I was upset about jogging, the old lady, or picking a restaurant and I said I have no idea...my goodness I feel like a freak!Okay, I'm so sorry for the extremely long post but I really needed to share with people I think understand where I'm coming from
Hope you're all having a great Saturday.
