December-January Cycle Buddy's Our New beginnings

[bigwhitehapydog@aol.com]

Good Luck to all testing today! BIG BFP'S

Auntie, glad you're feeling well and taking good care of those embies. Your BFP is soon to come.

[ssalgado]

hello jemma

How are u?? i am doing fine me and my beanies.. Yes eating a lot or snacking sm meals, try to stay on salads and fruits most of the time and not to eat fast food. Carmping pretty much this am soo far is better.. and i am getting very sleepy like one mn i'm ok and the next is like boom!! almost out. But loving it!!! need to know soon!!!!


Cinny- Yes i am getting a lot of cramping too, specially seating that is funny, and i i cough ugh or snezze , and like i told Jemma above eating and sleepy but other than that doing well.

I am soo sorry that you are not felling well again with your health may be your are catching something.. check with the Dr. to make sure..

ONLY 6 DAYS TO FIND OUT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lOVE
SUSETTE

[AuntyPebbles]

OOO Bit of a change...we found out Sam has to work on 20th so we have changed the test date to 22nd he really wants to be there, sweet

ooo SS i think now we will test the same day...very cool

it's ok i get two more days to hold on to a maybe...

love to all Aunty

[ag817]

Hi All .. I'm still waiting ... I'm sitting on pins & needles everytime my phone rings ... I wish they would hurry up! lol

How is everyone today? I'm at work so I have to keep it short ..

I'll be back when I get some news

[ssalgado]

HEY AUNTY- YES IT LOOKS LIKE YOU , CINNY AND ME GOING INTO THE SAME DATE FOR TESTING DO YOU IMAGINE HOW COOL ALL 3 BFP!!!!

YUPEEEE FOR US....

AG18- GOOD LUCK ... I KNOW THE WAIT IS A KILLER ..


SUSETTE

[AuntyPebbles]

OOO Cinny i didnt realise your testing then too im crashing your test dates...LOL hope you dont mind the company....

ok well Sam is doing the washing today.... now something i dont think i told you all is a couple of weeks ago i did a wash and somehow???!!!! my red undies got in with the whites...yeah ooppssss i almost wet myself laughing when i started to get the clothes out all of my things where still white but...everything of Sam's his undies all his t shirts where pink i cried so hard with laughter ...now im sure hes going to dye all my things blue...LOL

love to all Aunty

[ssalgado]

AUNTY YOU MADE ME LAUGH WITH YOUR LAUNDRY "ISSUE"

SUSETTE

[bigwhitehapydog@aol.com]

Aunty, Pink laundry. hee heee sounds like something my hubby would do. My son mixes everything together, so all his clothes look grey no matter what color they really are.

AG817. I know you're going crazy. Stay calm. I'm sure you'll hear very soon. My fingers have been crossed for you ALL DAY!

[CINNY1]

No Aunty, Luv the company. But I think I would have KIILED my DH if I had to wait 2 more days. As u can see, I'm not that great with patience. But it's super sweet that he wants to be there. It's always good to have the support. It's great that we're all getting our BFPs on the same day. I am like u Aunty, I wish there was a door I could peek in to see what was going on. I'm nervous as heck. ARGGGGHHHHH.

[shantala]

ange - just wanted to say the best of luck for tomorrow!! PGD testing AND ET!! thinking of you!!

aunty - i think you're wise to move the date but definitely something i couldnt do...so i take my hat off for you...will you be giving in to HPTs before then?? oh....and the pink laundry thing made me laugh!!

jem - lovely to hear from you again...i really hope they dont find any polyps...big prayers to you! dont get me started on money again! oh, and you can edit your posting by clicking the "edit" button at the top right hand corner of your original post...but you have to be logged in to do that, otherwise it doesnt show...

my2 - thats fantastic news that you can start again!! sorry to hear about your mum!!

xxx

[My2LnT]

GL ag817 hope you get your BFP

[PMApsy]

Hello ladies!

How are you guys doing? My, lots of chatting in the last couple of days! And Charlie, Nouna, Haylie... I've been looking for your name everywhere in here and still can't find news! Well, whenever you're ready, you know we're here!

As for me, I'm doing better but yesterday was very difficult. The cold was quite bad yesterday, plus I had a very intense headache that started in the afternoon and lasted all night... quite painful. Quite interestingly though, it went away with my first client of the day, lol! And hasn't come back, yay!

To be honest, this whole "I'll consider myself pregnant until the test and enjoy my pregnancy for two weeks at least" thing is not working anymore. Rationally, I know that if I'm not pregnant, my embryos are no longer alive inside me, so I don't really see the point... you know. It was easier when I knew that my babies were still alive for sure, so during the first week. I still consider myself a PUPO, mind you, in a way. But it's becoming increasingly difficult to "feel" my babies inside at this point. After all, there is no sign that I am pregnant, and no sign that I'm not. Every single symptom I have can mean both. I still have that yellow spotting, but it's the intra-vaginal meds.

And talking about this, I gave myself a whole 24 hours to debate whether or not I wanted to say this, but I've decided to share at least one part of my thoughts. I would really appreciate if you guys refrained from making comments that suggest I'm pregnant. I'm not pointing any finger; as we say here, if the hat fits you... put it on your head. But yesterday, I rather harshly realized that, at best, these comments would keep my hopes up before getting a BFP, and at worst... make me naively believe I'm pregnant, making the BFN blow so much harder. And the comments I'm talking about also include the "I just feel you'll get a BFP" and the "you so deserve this". Of course, we all hope that the ladies here get BFPs, we all "feel" it, and we also all deserve to become pregnant.

I'm really sorry if I sound harsh or grumpy, this is not my intention, and this is not my state of mind. I don't want anybody to feel bad, really, I know you said this because you truly care and are sympathetic, and for that I couldn't thank you enough! *hugs* But I also must protect my feelings, and I can't protect them if I don't open up about this. What I need right now is just your presence and support, and your help in hoping for the best and preparing for the worst. RIght now I just need to struggle to stay in the middle between naiveness and pessimism and it's becoming increasingly difficult.

Thank you so much for your understanding!

Ange: Sweetie, I'm so happy that you got those great numbers! Granted, the wait will be difficult, and I hope with all my heart that the tests will come back the way you want. Hey, you were their poster child, you'll remain their poster child till the end, yeah? Be sure that I'll turn my thoughts and heart to you at 12:30 tomorrow. Less than 24 hours now darling, hang in there! *hugs*

jemima: hello dear! Nice to hear from you again! Sorry to hear that you have to go through more tests.... I really hope it turns out the way you want darling! Keep us posted!

Aunty Ooooooh! The laundry revenge! Did you pack your pockets with old kleenexes at least? You're very brave to postpone your test... but I bet someone will succumb to the POAS drive before that! It will be SO hard to resist! But I'll be right there with you all along and beyond! How are you doing with the wait? I didn't hear much about that... You've been awfully quiet lately... is everything okay?

Shantala Hey little flower! I saw you started a sniffing thread; I'll go read it after I post here. How are you sweetheart? How is your husband? Will he have to stay home for a while or might he recover enough to go back to work eventually? (I mean, before his surgery) Thinking of you girl!

my2: yaaaaaaaaaaaaaay! That's amazing news! You must be over the moon! No matter what you go through, starting another trial is always like a breath of fresh air! I wish you the best with this cycle, from the bottom of my heart!

Okay ladies! Time to go fix dinner! Take care, lots of kisses, and I wish you all a wonderful weekend! I'll work tomorrow from 9 to 5, so that's great, actually! Will keep my mind off the slowness of the passing hours!

Sophie

[sassynlv]

aunty: hahahaha on the laundry! my dh still insists on throwing all his clothes in the same load if he does the laundry... so last yr he turned his own clothes pink (oooooo, how many times did i warn him of that??? ). so now he lets me do that laundry. thought i was cool and all until i allowed a red napkin to sneak into his whites a few months ago... and i turned them all pink AGAIN. heeheehee

Sophie: sorry to hear you are finding the 2ww to be a bit more taxing than before. Yes, i also found that finding the middle ground is very difficult (and you may remember how badly i do it ). My fingers are crossed and i am hoping the best for you. Feel free to pm me if you want a chat.

Now Haylie, ag, and nouna: can we talk???? The silence is deafening. you guys are killin' me. Hoping you all got bfps and you are just so busy celebrating that you forgot about us...

[PMApsy]

Hey Sassy,

Thanks for the support sweetie! And for the offer; I might jump on it tomorrow if I have time to write between my patients...

*mwah!*

Sophie

[sassynlv]

oops ... sorry girls... just looked up the testing threads...

ag: awww man. so sorry to hear of your bfn. That sucks. We are here for you whenever you need us. I'm hoping you take some time w/dh to grieve.

Nouna: woo hooo! congrats on your bfn! That is fab news.