So sorry about your bfn...We are all thinking of you, you are such a great support for all of us here...
Hope you get a BFP very soon! Sending you loads of PMA
Take care
souris
xxx
Me 27, DH 55
04/ 05 ICSI -tive 02/06 ICSI. No fertilisation
09/ 06 ICSI. BFP!!! M/C at 12 weeks.04/07 ? ICSI -tive
04/08 ICSI BFP!!! M/C at 12 weeks
Feb 09 6th ICSI has started! neg
June 09 7th ICSI. Please make it happen!!
i had a good night last night we had a family meal where i downed a full bottle of white. It was the first drink i had had in 12 wks....as i was keeping my body pure for my little embies.
i have had a quiet day today slept a lot and read. surprisingly i didn't have a hangover i was just exausted. I had the emotional support of family last night but it was still a very tearful night. Hopefully it will have cried a lot of it out of my system.
any way i hope you all like my new ticker...counting down to Christmas....
and loads of nice giving pressies...
Jen sometimes, wine brings out emotions!! at least u were with ppl u love and care xx
are u still having blood tests done tomorrow? xx
TTC 6yrs......Have jumped off the rollercoaster for now, too many BFN's and too much heartache, to keep going....Moving on to fulfil other dreams!!!
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Nicki
No i don't want to test AT all at clinic...but i must it's part of their closure on treatment...It's the NHS and they have a strict protocol.
it's only then that we can get an appointment with the consultant (probably about 3-6wks time ) to go over this cycle and see if they will fund another...
a least it's 21 days to Christmas...it gives me something to focus on this month. I also start back at work on Tuesday...so i will be busy this week.
Oh well, better go anyway, if they are strict xx Try to smile xx
TTC 6yrs......Have jumped off the rollercoaster for now, too many BFN's and too much heartache, to keep going....Moving on to fulfil other dreams!!!
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Jen,
So sorry to hear your news. I know how you feel, but all I can say is that it does get easier - time does heal. Old cliche' I know but it is true!
Just spend lots of time on yourself and DH and when you're ready to try again then just go for it. 2006 is THE year to have a baby!!
How did the retail therapy go? Get any thing exciting? xx
TTC 6yrs......Have jumped off the rollercoaster for now, too many BFN's and too much heartache, to keep going....Moving on to fulfil other dreams!!!
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Jen, bet you are still shopping! x x Cant wait to hear what goodies you bought to make you smile xx
TTC 6yrs......Have jumped off the rollercoaster for now, too many BFN's and too much heartache, to keep going....Moving on to fulfil other dreams!!!
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Nicki how are you doing? have you thought any more about IVF v's IUI??
Smita- are you managing to rest okay...or are you bored still watching all that tv?
The clinic were good!!!!, told me i might be preggers even though i had bled...assured them i definately wasn't...( TMI here- but i have had mega ammounts of chunky lining coming out so know i am not preggers!!!!)..the test confirmed this. I await the team discussion on Friday then we will get an appointment around about the end of JAN to review next step.
retail therapy....NOTHING fitted me....my tits are still huge (normally i am a size 10or 12 on top now i am a 14-16 and 12 on bottom???? but weigh only 3 pounds heavier????)
anyway we ended up at a new shopping centre and it was great until we walked round a corner and saw the biggest MAMAs and PAPAs Shop i have ever seen. Outside it was a woman with 6month old triplets( 2 boys and a girl)...that was me in tears...Poor Adam was so upset too. We have been through it all before after losing embies at 10wks and 7.5wks..so we will get there. But i have cried for Britain today.
At least it is better out than in...I go back to work tomorrow and since last lost preg i have been part time...I am so GLAD about that....I will be okay..
Thanks Ladies for all your Fantastic support
love jen
xxxx
jen
just wanted to let you know that i have posted to you on other thread, but i wanted to say again that im really sorry for your loss,
love jackie xxx