Crazy how you somewhat feel connected when none of us have ever met. Well if you ever get down this way please look me up, but this is my first forum to ever join and I would be in crazytown without some of you. All I know is we have to find some humor along the way to get us through this journey as we patiently wait for a miracle to happen. I try to stay grounded but I also know without taking chances we'll never know what's possible. Julia- I will be praying for your ultrasound tomorrow, that has happened so many times to me with having a lead follicle. Alot of the time they will let folicles grow up to 22mm so the others can have a chance to catch up. So they should be closely monitoring you and see if they can get the others to catch up. Keep us posted and I'll say a prayer tonight for your follibabies.
Gina- Oh no I thought he was doing better and now it's his ear bothering him. I missed what's causing him to be going through this? Is it related to an ear infection or allergies? I will keep your son in my prayers seeing him in pain is the hardest thing any mom would ever have to endure. I hope he continues to rest well tonight and you can get him into the doctor office tomorrow. Let us know how everything goes.
LauraN- Thank you for providing the cost of meds I have my previous receipts saved from Ascend and MDR so I will pull them out this weekend and compare notes with you. I'm not sure if I'm going to go for the progsterone tablets again, my last ones crumbled before I even got them out of the wrapper. Not sure if it was a packing issue or from being in the refrigerator and going to room temperature but they were a mess and my clinic said it sounded like a quality issue so I should bring some the next time I come in for an appt so they can look into it w/ me.
Globetrotter- Also Thinking about progesterone shots MAYBE but not sure of the price difference in comparison to the tablets and from their experience they tell me you get the same amount of progesterone that you do with the shots. Some cycle buddies here (like WeHaveHope) think the shots gave them a better outcome, might ask her when she gets back from her cruise next week.
Ninde- Interesting how they make us think about frozen embryos as our "surviving children" and I found all her scenerios simply insane. lol I also learned yesterday that the trigger shot doesn't have to be neccessary given in the rear, lol that is the way dh always gave me every single passed hcg shot...so I learned something new. The class was very informational overall, much more knowledge compared to my first clinic (where we just went over contract and injections.) Here I got to meet everyone and don't feel so much in the dark with the overall process. How is your cycling coming along, not too much longer until ER.
AFM: Nothing exciting just talking with boss in figuring out what days to request off...Isn't It tough when you don't really know if it's going to be a 3 or 5 day transfer. Drama going on at work with one girl not seeming to catch on quickly enough. We were promoted at the same time which may be part of the problem. She's always comparing and it's like comparing apples to oranges since I've done this line of work for more then 15 years but comparing is not healthy to do. She's great at selling but that's all she focuses on. The other day our boss told her "she's not meeting her expections" and instead of trying to find out what she can do to change she's taken it very personal. Since then she has been telling several of us that she has had enough and ready to quit. I didn't want her to do anything rational, so I convinced her to sit down and talk with our boss. She's very good with the customers and fun loving with her coworkers and we are close as sisters, but she takes everything to heart. I just hope she snaps out of this as I know she holds grudges and today as I was explaining what my boss had just taught me, she clocks in and my boss tries to show her what we're going over and she had an issue over something my boss said so she and my boss had another 30 minute conversation in the backroom. I just don't want to lose her, so trying to figure out what I can do, but she has a mentality issue that she hasn't been given all the tools to learn what she needs to do. Others complain that she doesn't help with closing procedures, because she often gets side-tracked and doesn't finish the first thing she started. They even tell me she'll ask them to clock out per scheduled shift but continue straightening the store at night. I have decided not to say anything to my boss about that, but tell the girls NOT to let her do that anymore. Hopefully there is something we can do to help her improve but she has been told to step up to the plate. Maybe some people improve with criticism, while others focus too much on what others think that the feelings get into the way, but there must be something good underneath it all and I have to figure out how to help her.
Still went for BW even though I know bad news to come this afternoon... Already been crying all morning this is just so frustrating... I am hanging onto as much hope as possible but have to think logically right now so that I am prepared for the call this afternoon... Well I went to a Christian Concert last night to see Casting Crowns awesome concert, during the concert the lead singer mentioned how he just did adoption and that there would be someone from that agency there to talk to anyone that may be interested I felt maybe God was talking to me so I got the paperwork just to inquire not going to give up on my Dream I still have frosties but still want to check out all the avenues 
Then Today I woke up to my Best Friend (also Niece) found out she is pregnant I am so happy for her but at the same time reality hit me and I emotionally broke into pieces... I dont want her to see me this way cause any pregnancy is the happiest time for any women, but I guess a piece of me is jealous that she doesnt even try and she is pregnant this will be her 3rd child... Trust me I am so happy for her just wish I could get good news too... Hope everyone had a good day 
