Sorry I have been quiet - very very busy.
Kelly - as the others have said, it was still early to pee on a stick. So hoping that it is wrong. Will keep everything crossed for you babe. It is so hard towards the end of the second week
JB - you must be stalking me

Hope that you are feeling better and taking good care. I always feel a bit of a dip at the start of the second week. May be it is all the hormones. Or in the 1st week may be you are just flooded with relief that you got to ET and that it is only at this point that it all hits? Anyway just under a week to go.
Rhall - that is absolutely amazing.

30 collected and that fert rate is awesome. Given the numbers are you going to blast? Good luck for transfer - hope that they are safely snuggling in soon. Take it easy
Jen1d - so glad that you have lots lined up for the weekend. Xmas shopping - have done some but have loads more yet to do. May be that is a job to keep me busy next weekend. Sounds like fun with the party/drinking this evening - let your hair down. Plus the op moved up too Tuesday and an adoption meeting too. It is about time that you had some good luck hun
Vicki - glad appointment with my friend the Trewster went well. Sounds like all the tests so far have gone well for you. Sorry that you have to wait but hopefully you'll be able to enjoy Xmas. Hope that your freind is recovering and that you are doing ok with her little boys
Rebecca - it is truely amazing that you got to your second term. Are you starting to realx now? Hope that sickness has let up a bit for you babe
Gill - you are a superstar. After all you have been through to put yourself forward to give bone marrow is awesome.

I had to have it taken - not to donate but when they were diagnosing my auto immune disorder. They gave me a mild sedative and took it from my back - above my bum. Not sure if it would be the same for you. Was a bit of a weird feeling but beats injecting yourself!!!
Chriss - it is good that you are finding time for you & to get ready for the next round. It takes so much out of us each time. Take good care. Tmt will be here before you know it
Kim - hope that you are looking after yourself. Cannot believe that you and JB test the same day. Let's keep everything crossed that it is a double celebration ahead of next weekend! How are you doing?
Sonia - any news yet on your next steps? Hope that you are having a nice chill out time ahead of tmt
Lucy - Which hotel did you book in the end? Are you all sorted. Hope that you have managed to get all the tests arranged and sent over. Shout if you need more help
Anna - thanks for popping in and cheering us on. You are a very busy lady with Matthew
Big J - would be interested in any info about the TESA if you do drop by. Are you starting soon?
So barmitzvah was ok. Some stupid comments at the party that I really could have done without. People just think that you decide not to have a family - they appear to have no idea that it may be because we cannot rather than we do not want. Anyway. It is a week ago now so has passed. Just takes the shine off such events for me. Would rather go out with people who know so they are at least sensitive.
Anyway was on double pills til Tuesday. Finished all the antibiotics on Thursday. Period is very strange - not like normal - but guess that is the pills/drugs?? Anyway acu on Thursday & more of a bleed yesterday so think that it has started?! Mailed IM and told them I would put the patches on last night which I did. Scan booked for Friday. They mailed me and said that all was organised and just to enjoy the weekend

Then an hour later they sent me a note of the costs of the TESA and DE cycle. OMG.

Collected balance of cash from bank yesterday as they would only give me Euro 6,000 in one go!!!! Both times they asked me if we were off on a major holiday

I just said best not to even ask

So we now have Euro 11,000 in our safe. Wanted it arranged in good time so that if they tell me at short notice then it is one less thing to worry about.
We have a busy weekend lined up. SURPRISE. Have been to work already. Had to open the offices as the air con is messed up. Dh is playing golf. Then we are off early afternoon to stay with freinds who I used to work with down near Brighton. We will stay over. It is a great bunch so really looking forward to it and they all know what we are going through and are cool. We will have brunch with them all tomorrow and then come back. Then dh is off to the American football at Wembley tomorrow afternoon/evening. Not going with him as not a fan. So he is going with his best friend and I can do massive catch up on X Factor and Dancing from these evening.
Busy week at work too so will not be here much. So hope that it will bring good news for Kelly, Kim and JB. Will also update you after my scan on Friday - hope the patches do there job!!!
Lots of Love
Carolyn
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Me 42, DH 52 IVF #1, #2, #3 ICSI #4 - 10.05.2006, 12.12.2006, 10.03.2007, 27.07.2007 ICSI/DE/TESA #5, #6 PGD/IVIG #7 - 24.11.2007, 27.02.2008, 23.05.2008 - 7 BFNs
Surrogacy/FET #8 - 15.10.2008 - BFP
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