Awaiting Treatment

[Jen1d]

Oh Nimble

I'm so sorry to hear your sad news, its just so unfair.

Please know we are here for you anytime you need some friends to chat to. Lots of hugs to you

Love Jen x

[Welshgirl38]

Oh Nimble Hun

I am so sorry, so very very sorry for you and ur DH, i cant even begin to imagine how u must feel right now - as Jen said - we are here for you whenever you need us - i wish i could make it better for you

Big hugs hun .....

Becky Xxxx

[shantala]

jackie...my dear friend jackie. i am absolutely gobsmacked at what i've read on here and cannot believe how unfair all this is. i'm crying with you (quite literally!) and we are both so very sorry to hear this. you know where i am if you need me. if you want space you can have space. if you wanna meet up we can meet up. if you wanna meet up and you dont wanna talk about all this thats fine (we'll have a couple of glasses of wine instead) and if you wanna meet up and talk about it then thats good too (and we'll still have a couple of glasses of wine). if i dont hear from you in a while then please know we're thinking of you both. i'm really really sorry hun.

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[JackieG]

Oh Jackie, Im so sorry!! You are both in my prayers.

Love,
JackieXX

[pequele]

Oh Jackie, sorry to hear your story. I am new here so haven't quite followed along for long, but it takes me no time to realize you need a big hug right now. Like I said I am new to this board, but I hope you are able to find the love and support you need in this time both here and with your family. Big hugs and well wishes.
Pequele

hey girls, big apologies for being such a crap cyber mate over the last few weeks but I do read often but not had time to post.

Anyway, thought I'd let you know it has all ended again for me this weekend. Over the last couple of weeks I have been having brown discharge and everyone like 'hey don't worry about it as long as its not red' also had cramps which I also got told 'just growning pains', so on Friday I started to get both and didn't think to much of it. Saturday we drove up to wales and it got worse and I spent the majority of my weekend at A&E with severe pain and bleeding.

Our fears were confirmed last night with a scan that showed a sac and feteus but no heartbeat, worse still the 2nd scan this morning measured the feteus at 8wks 2days so it was a shock to find out that the last couple of weeks there was nothing.

We have managed to come home today and going into local hospital tomorrow to see whether I have to have a D&C.

Really can't believe it has happened again and still in absolute shock just when we thought we were getting to the 12wk stage.

Sorry to put such a downer on your happy thread and I'm really pleased that so many of you are doing well.

Don't know yet what our next steps are, guess we will be back on the IVF rollercoaster again in a few months.

hugs Jackie xx

[lara312]

Oh jackie i'm so very sorry please know we are here if you need us this really breaks my heart it is so unfair huge hugs to you and dh
lots of love Rachel

[AuntyPebbles]

oh Jackie im so so sorry i cant believe it, I'm devestated for you, i cant even imagine how you must be feeling, please know im thinking of you....

Aunty

[CarolynB]

Oh Jackie

I am so gutted for you. I cannot imagine what you are going through right now. No words are adequate.

This is so dam cruel and unfair. My heart really does go out to you.

You know where we are should you need us. But if you need space too then we will so understand.

Be kind to yourself. I will think of you over the next few days.

Massive Hugs
Carolyn
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[Jen1d]

Hi

Well it seems this is the day for being down and feeling sorry for ourselves.
I hate work, social workers especially senior social workers, svq, my tubes, my ovaries, my eggs, my body arrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
P----D OFF WITH A CAPITAL P.

Jackie - Hope you are gettin glots of support and hugs, take time out with dh and cry for as long as you like. We're here for you hun.

Carolyn - Glad the scan went well, hugs to you for being a fab support to me.

Ok off to chill and feel sorry for myself tonight. Its pouring of rain again, which doesnt help, will just have to dream of my holidays in the Bahamas, wish i was there again

Love Jen x

[gill12]

Jackie I am so sorry to hear your news, its just so unfair. I am thinking of you both, take care of yourselves.

Sorry I cant do any more personals I am on a friends computer as ours is still away being fixed, but I have read all the messages so I am keeping an eye on you all!! Take care everyone I hope I will be able to catch up properly soon.

Lots of love
Gill xxx

[CarolynB]

Hi Ladies

This is a sad thread right now.

Jen1d - sorry that you are down. We really do all have those days when it all feels too much. Weather right now not helping either. Babe try to focus on you and your tmt and also Big B. Work and study and all the other stuff will not matter when you are pregnant. Let me know if there is anything that I can do to help you.

Jackie - been thinking of you all day since I read your news. So sorry hun

JS - So hope that you get a positive to lift all of our spirits

Hugs to everyone else.

Had 1st scan this morning. Early days but so far so good. Follies on both sides after just 3 days of stimmies. Still bleeding a bit after hysteroscopy but he told me that would stop as levels pick up. Bit wearing getting up early every day to go to clinic but there are girls there from Pakistan and Swednd so complaining about going from West Hampstead to Baker Street (20 minutes drive) seems a little pathetic. Just got to do it for 3 more days and then hoping to take next week off work. Drinking 3 litres of water every day and 1 litre of milk as directed by the clinc and seems to be keeping side effects at bay so far. Fingers crossed. Just bloods tomorrow, no scan. Not sure when next scan will be. Trying to go with the flow..............Went to acu this everning. Am throwing everything at this

This is a hard journey for each of us but we will get there and it will be so worth it.

Love and hugs to you all.
Carolyn
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[jen babes]

Hi everyone

Jackie sweetheart what a difficult time you must be going through...i am so sorry to read your sad news. sending you & DH many many loving hugs x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

sorry not posted since i was back on Sunday night but have been mega busy catching up with home and work stuff...

Being sucha stress head i crashed the car by reversing it into a fence today- ( Don't Ask me how???? ) and while going to pay for petrol realised i have lost my bank card ( hate that feeling>>>>>) i thought i was having a bad day until I read up quickly on the posts ...Megha hugs to everyone having a bad day...lots of love to you who arn't...


So sorry I have no time for catch up personals but loving hugs to ya all...Im off to phone the insurance people and find out whether to claim for my car or just pay for repairs myself. needs a new bumper and some scratch/dent repair on boot.

love to ya ll and hope to post soon

jen B
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[lara312]

Jen sorry to hear your feeling so p****d off but just think in a couple of wks you will be getting your BFP big hugs for you .Our new car is a laguna whcih we still have not got yet has its not ready

Carolyn hope that the trips to the hospital aren't getting you down just think it will all be worth it in a couple of wks when your posting your BFP

Jen b hope that your ok after your little accident did you find your bank card hope so it nothing worse that losing things

Shantala how are you doing hope your not having to many side effects

Aunty have you nearly finished your painting yet

Becky how you feeling has af arrived yet hope so but i still jigging for you i bet your looking forward to coming home it will do you good hope you and dh is ok now big hugs to you

Js any news yet

Jackie sending massive hugs to you

Will i still cant have my hols and now dh is being laid off for 1 wk after the hols it never rains but pours i feel so miserable i have a terrible headache and just feel so p****d off with everything it does seem to be all of us on this thread at the moment we need something to lift all our spirits
lots of love Rachel x x

[Welshgirl38]

Hi Ladies,

This thread is such sad one at the moment

Jackie: I hope ur taking care of yourself hun. Please know that i'm thinking about u everyday - im so sad for u. take all the time u need hun xxxxx

Rachel: Still no AF for me looks like i have to forget starting tmt this month - im so pissed off with it all. (Excuse the language lol) First off getting excited about tmt starting, then being let down by the clinic, then getting a new clinic, and having the same schedule, so got back on track. then the worry if im doing the 'right thing' and now no AF - it would be grand if i wasnt going on my hols, but there is nothing i can do now. If she arrives by Friday (till no signs tho - just on and off usuall AF aches) then hopefully i can ring the clinic and go to them first thing on Sat morning. We need to leave here at 10am - but the clinic is an hour or so drive away - in the wrong direction!!! So will need to get there by 8 - 8.30am at the latest - such a rush!! I hope she hurries up, i cant stand the worry and the stress no longer!
Sorry about ur hols, and ur DH being laid off, thats awful - no wonder ur pissed off - i do hope something comes up soon for him job wise - its horrible being out of work Sending u and DH hugs Xxxx

Carolyn: Your doinig so well hun I seem to be missing out on a lot of things that everyone is up to lately, i do read, but so much is happening that i cant seem to catch up. Sorry if ive been crap at the list too, will have to leave it while im away, but will have a week off work when i get back so will be able to sort it all out then. Hugs to u, ur doinig so well, and im pleased that all ur scans and everything are going so well - follies already Do u think that could be the cahnge of drugs (sniffinf instead of injecting maybe??) ooooo this is it hun, no stopping u now Hugs Xxxx

JS: Any news yet on ur BFP un? We are dying to know hun, hope u are ok Xxx

JenB: Sorry ur feeling so crap, must be summit going around! Sorry to hear also about ur bump in the car. It never rains but it pours (more like pi**ing down lately!!)

Hello and big hugs to everyone else xxxx

No other news ladies, just waiting on AF - i do hope she gets here so i can have my FSH before i go to Wales, otherwise as i said earlier, i wont be able to start tmt - She was due about 3 or 4 days ago so goodnes knows when she will be here - arghhhhh im so annoyed at her!!!! Not only tmt is put off - so is my few days alone with DH (Maybe i should wear my white trousers to work - that usually does the trick lol)

Anyhow, i will talk to u all before i go away and let u know if she arrived on time or not, my love to u all - also i do hope we can put the past few weeks behind us and get back on track - i do miss u all ....

Becky Xxxx

[Jen1d]

JUST WANTED TO PASS HUGS ON TO YOU ALL.

WERE HAVING A BIT OF A LOW TIME AT THE MOMENT BUT IT WILL CREEP BACK TO A SOON.

COME ON GIRLS, WE ARE FIGHTERS, HANG IN THERE AND KEEP SMILING, THINGS CAN ONLY GET BETTER---------------THAT SOUNDS LIKE A CUE FOR A SONG---------------------OK AFTER 3--------------1, 2,3 THINGS CAN ONLY GET BETTER-----------------

HUGS

JEN X