Okay, here I am! Let's do personals!
But first of all, re-reading all your posts again... it's absolutely amazing! If I felt lonely yesterday for a moment there, you sure wiped that away! You're so amazing and I'm so lucky to have you guys! Come on, GROUP HUG! I'm extremely grateful for what you did. Gosh, here I am all teary-eyed! Pleawse forgibve teh typwos!
jen: awwwwwww I'm SO sorry I broke your heart sweetie! *hugs* But your words brought me great comfort and they're very true. And that thought about how close I am to having my family... yes, it's definitely an image that keeps us going, isn't it?

And THANKS for backing me up on the bedrest thing!
Pat: hehehee poor thing! But hey, two days behind you on the 2ww is better than none at all!

Just keep yourself busy, it's the best remedy. After spending a whole day at home yesterday, I sure saw the difference. It's just not a good idea at this point. Next time I have to stay home all day, after EC and ET, I'll sure keep that puter turned OFF (after I post in the morning of course) to prevent me from surfing here and there and be tempted by pregnancy websites that will just tell me how loooooong time is during the 2ww!

And I agree 100% with Tanya on this; if you're not already taking prenatal vitamins, then don't waste a second. If you're already taking them, it's enough. I'd advice to take zinc, though, for it's exactly what your immune system needs when it's fighting something. You'll find zinc lozanges very easily at your local drugstore.
Tanya: "It is so true what I said !It really is." Well sweetie, lol, give yourself a good pat in the back!

Hehehehe, don't worry, it's still in my pocket. I'm glad that you'll have people around you sharing the good news! The stimming, well... *sings off-key in a tired voice* half-shot of Lupron... I got a shalf-shot of Lupron... half shot of Luuuuuuuuu... *sigh*

Ah, well. What can I do, right? I want those follies to be as mature as possible, and I want a good fert rate. If it means two more days, then two more days it is! I am still tired and I have a mini-headache almost all the time. But hey, two of my patients cancelled this afternoon... and that means I can take the train early... and that means I'll be home before 5pm. AND THAT ROCKS!

BRING ON THAT LAZY WEEKEND!
gbnut: thanks for your wonderful post, darling! yes, I am definitely doing better today. Part of it is me talking to myself, part of it is your wonderful posts, part of it is spending quality time with my DH yesterday and part of it is being busy today!

You are SO right that even our DHs don't really know what it is like, even if they all do their best to be there for us in every way they can. It's just the little comments... the reactions, here and there, that tell you... nah! Just don't get it!

I can completely understand your need to take some pressure off; your situation is very tricky and I can very well see that not disappointing your family may put some extra pressure on you. And that's one of the major reasons why we're not telling. It was not a ramble my dear, and I'm glad you shared your situation with us. But you're in the last turn of this cycle and I really hope you'll have amazing news to tell them real soon!

HUG!
mandeeq: Hi there!

the big hugs arrived on time, thank you so much!

I am deeply sorry that you lost your mom so recently. You must miss her terribly now that you're going through another cycle... It must be very hard indeed, for you made it sound like she was truly a sensational person. I'm glad you did not call the whole thing off, because I'm absolutely convinced that she is watching over you still, and making you feel her presence. she must be very proud of you. AND I LOVE YOU TOO, SWEETIE! And thanks a bunch for telling me you agree with the info on bedrest; that, too, makes me feel less alone.
arizonakiwi: CONGRATULATIONS! You're pregnant sweetie! How does it feel, for you? I tell you, I felt like a million bucks! Poor sweetie, this sounds like you're having a hard time with the convalescence from EC overlapping with the beginning of your 2ww, plus that nasty cold.... I'm so sorry. I'm sure your DH is pampering you in every way he can, though. I,m completely reassured to see that you're okay nevertheless, and that you're taking care of yourself. I send you huge hugs and I,ll reply to your pm in a minute. Love ya sweetie! Give us news when you can, we missed you!
tpiper: WOOOOOHOOOOOO! Isn,t it great to see her when you've waited after her for what seemed like an eternity?

I know the feeling, the beoch came 10 days late on my first cycle! LOL! I'm so happy to see that you're on your way! Woowhee! I'll adjust the list. About the fibroids, I'm really sorry that your exam gave you worries. I really don't know much about the subject, though, but I suggest you make a new topic on the general forum and just ask the question. I'm sure people will have nice success stories for you...

Thank you so much for your hugs and kind words! What you described is very accurate and shows a nice sensibility. It's exactly like that at the beginning, you're right. But don't worry, even if they don't get it completely, they can still be there to give you support in tricky times. You just have to expect that some of them will never get it, and others will need you to make your expectations and needs real clear, super clear, extra clear. I had to do that last time, and it was a bit better after that. You might also want to have them watch this:
http://www.vocalicious.com/empty_arms/e ... _mod2.html
Sometimes it's borderline melodramatic, but it can still give them a better idea. And no, LOL, I never read those articles!
hrobinson: oh, poor sweetie, it sounds like you really had a bad experience with Lupron... are you sure you picked the right injection site? On the thigh, I've been told to put one hand at the top, one above the knee, then split that space in two vertically and inject in the area that's on the outside of the thigh (so left side for your left thigh and right side for your right thigh). That may be just it. But since you're just on Lupron for now, you should reeeeeally use your tummy for now if you can. You won't feel the injections practically. I've had no bruising whatsoever and no problem. I really wouldn't force it next time. Just take the needle out, and pick another spot that you disinfect beforehand. Tanya, any professional advice?
Guys, I have a question for you. You figured that I'm not planning to do any bedrest after ET, but... I sure will take the whole day off and take it easy, lying in a nice chair on my deck with my big girl (doggie) if the weather is nice. ET is planned for Friday so far... but I have 3 couples and 1 individual session planned for the following Saturday, from 9am-1pm. Do you think it would be paranoiac to cancel and give them other appointments? So I can have the whole weekend to take it easy in addition to the Friday? Anyway had I warned them all that that day was very iffy for me last time I saw them... I'm reeeeeally tempted to give myself a super relax weekend after ET... even if technically, sitting on a chair and listen to patients is absolutely not dangerous for my little embies!
Okay, time to do that list, grab some lunch and run back to the patients!
Take care beautiful ladies! And have an amazing weekend! I'll cut lots of lilac branches as soon as I'm home and the whole house will smell...
ooooooooooh and I'll bake a nice chocolate cake or brownie... I deserve it; we both do!
Sophie