hi all, congratulations to our 4 pregos! it is wonderful the energy and hope on this thread. i haven't posted much, as someone else said (? hard to remember who's who), i'm trying to be less obsessed this time around too. and jjake- don't worry- i have to make notes also
so i made a big decision today that effects my cycle start date. i postposed my hysteroscopy- cancelled aug 18 and will rebook for early sept. my RE needs a clear hysteroscopy before doing another IVF (making sure no damage from june m/c). so after finally getting AF (the first one since m/c) 12 days ago, i started to think - maybe my past pregnancy has changed things and i can get BFP on my own. i know the odds of this aren't great, but why not try?? i am available for any miracle. anyways, having the hysteroscopy wrecks any developing pregnancy, so decided i'm not comfortable with having it next week and will focus on BMS.
so, originally i was going to stim end aug/early sept, but now it will be late sept/early oct. i think we'll just try 1 month of BMS, and then do IVF. i'm hopeful, but realistic.
will anyone here be with me at this time?? coco, mztia, sue, steph, renee?
it's just too much $$ for us not to try natural. i'm very scared of running out of $ before this works. i'm a bit schizophrenic these days- going from optimistic/having faith/feeling patient- to- desperate, crazy, and i need it to happen NOW!
anyways, best to all. hugs karen
38 yrs. DOR, TTC since '04, recommended DE but didn't listen
3 IVF's & 1 FET: 1 cancellation, 1 m/c @ 12 wks, 1 chemical,
1 miracle boy & miracle 'natural' PG right now while waiting to cycle (WTF?)
feb 21 hb 154
