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wishfull27 · Post by **wishfull27** » Wed Oct 01, 2008 8:03 pm

Angel505 wrote:I can't seem to find the time to even just take a bit of a breather

Angel - got to think of yourself - like others said sometimes being too efficient and organised just means you have twice the qworkload of a colleague who gets paid the same .. thats a lesson I have learnt of late - look after number one - cos no other bugger will - well except DH

Becky - glad you and DH are having some

time - and that DD is enjoying life! just seen your ticker not long till them nice injections start - this is your time now hon xxx

Mir - where are you ???? - hope your ok ? xx

just got back from my relaxation and mediatation class so am feeling suitably chilled - early bed then working from home tom so will catch you all then ... well if you have time to play out!!!

carolyn xxx

Angel505 · Post by **Angel505** » Thu Oct 02, 2008 9:29 am

Hey Carolyn,

I'm working from home today too. Hope to see you around a bit more then

MIRACLE - WHERE ARE YOU????
I thought inventory was supposed to be over this week, so come out and play.

wishfull27 · Post by **wishfull27** » Thu Oct 02, 2008 11:44 am

Hi angel - just been sooo busy - just found out we are having another restructure at work and my job is safe

- at least for another year!!!

Just spoken to nurse in Prague at long last - she is going to spek to consultant re sorting appointment and call me tom - her english was quite good so feel more relaxed now!!!

Where are you with treatment plans - can;t be long now??

Carolyn xx

Angel505 · Post by **Angel505** » Thu Oct 02, 2008 2:51 pm

Woohooo.....on finally speaking to a real person in the Prague clinic.

No, not long to go now. If all goes well, I start stimming on 20 October.

OMG, in a major state on panic as work stress hasn't allowed me to think about the upcoming tmt at all!

Miracle08 · Post by **Miracle08** » Thu Oct 02, 2008 4:08 pm

Hi girlies!

Sorry I havent been around. My Grandmother passed away last Friday. I have been in New York. I just got back last night.

Becky and Angel. so happy you girls are starting your tmt again. I know you girls must have a million emotions going. After you girls get your bfp, then Wishfull, I will be all by my lonesome...

Carolyn! Thanks for thinking of me hun!! So glad prague finally got back to you. It is about time! now the ball is officially rolling for you.

Well i am doing ok. I am feeling kind of down. Not only about my Grandma but about my IF. I feel like Dh and I are never going to be able to start tmt. We just do not have the money. We were waiting to re finance our home to take out money for tmt but out home has dropped in value over $75,000 so doesnt look like we will be able to do that anytime soon. i am so tired of waiting. I think i need to accept that we were just not meant to be mommy and daddy. Sorry to bring any of you down. I really hate to be a downer...

babydust to youall!!

Angel505 · Post by **Angel505** » Thu Oct 02, 2008 4:28 pm

Miracle,

Never ever ever ever complain about being a downer, you get it? Thats what we are all here for, to support each other through tough times.

First of all,

I hope your grandma rests in peace. And I hope you find the strength to cope with her loss. Hugs to you hun.

Angel505 · Post by **Angel505** » Thu Oct 02, 2008 4:29 pm

Miracle08 wrote: Becky and Angel. so happy you girls are starting your tmt again. I know you girls must have a million emotions going. After you girls get your bfp, then Wishfull, I will be all by my lonesome...

What???????????????? And leave you two alone to cause trouble?????

Never!!!

Remember the INTERNET POLICE????? How can I leave you and bugger off???

Angel505 · Post by **Angel505** » Thu Oct 02, 2008 4:40 pm

Miracle08 wrote: I feel like Dh and I are never going to be able to start tmt. We just do not have the money. We were waiting to re finance our home to take out money for tmt but out home has dropped in value over $75,000 so doesnt look like we will be able to do that anytime soon. i am so tired of waiting. I think i need to accept that we were just not meant to be mommy and daddy.

That resignation that you were never meant to be parents is NOT ACCEPTABLE!!!!! You take back that comment. Accepted that you're going through a tough time in that you don't know when you'll start tmt. But its only a delay sweetie. It will happen a bit later than you hoped, but that doesn't mean it will never happen. You can't give up that easy. Its difficult times, and it sucks that tmt costs so much when all we want is to have our own kids to love.

I've said this before but don't know what your thoughts were. Please look into studies that will take you. Some women have come out with their BFPs from studies, and you have that choice in the US. Also how about egg share? I accept that its still a fair bit of money, but maybe that cost will seem more achieveable?

Another thought was - have you looked into going abroad for tmt? I've read posts where some women say that the cost of tmt, plus flying plus accomodation is still cheaper than having it done in the US.

I wish I could win the lottery and be able to give you each some money to be able to go for tmt.

Its ok to feel down. IF is tough to deal with at the best of times.

wishfull27 · Post by **wishfull27** » Fri Oct 03, 2008 7:50 am

Hello Mir

Mir - sorry to hear about the loss of your grandma - she is now at peace and you have all those happy memories to comfort you - sending you big hugs hoeny ((()))

Don't ever say you are not meant to be parents - it just not may be in the timescale you were hoping for - remeber you and DH are still very young - I have nearly 12 years on you - and s9o does Becky - and we are still trying - maybe it is just that the time is not right for you - like Angel said maybe look into the egg share - I know in Uk alot of clinics do free IVF if you egg share - get emailing them - at least then you are being proactive and trying to do something about it .. and we will never ever desert you - I can't really imagine this board never being part of my life - alot of people get there BFP and disappear off the face of the earth - We will all be here to support you through your journey like you have supported us

Please feel free to vent your emotions to us at anytime - thats why we can support each other - and your emotions are already heightened at present due to your loss.

Sending you lots of hugs and love

carolyn xxx

wishfull27 · Post by **wishfull27** » Fri Oct 03, 2008 7:53 am

Angel505 wrote:No, not long to go now. If all goes well, I start stimming on 20 October. OMG, in a major state on panic as work stress hasn't allowed me to think about the upcoming tmt at all!

Yehhhh at least a date to work to - I think you are Becky will be cycling very close together - and it will all happen whilst I am on holidays - so you will just have to feel my supportive vibes through the air

Hopefully work will calm down and you can focus on you - you deserve some pampering - get something booked for yourself and do something nice with DH this weekend xx

thinking of you hon xx

wishfull27 · Post by **wishfull27** » Fri Oct 03, 2008 7:55 am

Just sent Dh off to clinic to do his sample - you can imaine how thrilled he was of the prospect of that - we then have appointment with consultant to discuss ED - aslready on waiting list for here - think about another 7 months to go - still going down the Prague route though - hopefully they too will call today

will let you know how get on with appointment!

Becky - where are you??

Icsi/Chris/sophie - sending you hugs((()))

carolyn xx

Angel505 · Post by **Angel505** » Fri Oct 03, 2008 9:36 am

Hey Carolyn,

When do you go off on holiday? Its Maldives you're going to right? I'm so very jealous of you.

Welshgirl38 · Post by **Welshgirl38** » Fri Oct 03, 2008 10:34 am

Good Morning

Angel: What!!! If ur stimming on Oct 20th - does that mean ur nearly done 2/3 weeks of d/regging??? U kept that very quiet missey!!!! Did u sniff or inject??? Hows it going??? xxx

Mir: Aw huney ... dont u ever worry about comming here and feeling down, we all know exactly what ur going thru, we have all been there at some stage in this mess .... this is what we are here for. So sorry bout ur grandma too hun xxx Im sure she will be having a word with him upstairs for u, i know i would be xxxx

Carolyn: So when are u jetting off again?? Der theres a life on u aye - always away, either camping or weekending it - wish i could jet off into the sun, this dam weather is really p***ing me off

Have a lovely time hun, relax an enjoy, then come back in the fighting spirit

xxx

How is everyone else getting along? Ive my planning appt on 13th, pick up drugs and start pricking myself each morning from the 17th onwards .. oh god! Here we go again ....

xxxxx

Angel505 · Post by **Angel505** » Fri Oct 03, 2008 11:48 am

Welshgirl38 wrote:
Angel: What!!! If ur stimming on Oct 20th - does that mean ur nearly done 2/3 weeks of d/regging??? U kept that very quiet missey!!!! Did u sniff or inject??? Hows it going??? xxx

Hey Becky,

I'm on the flare protocol. I don't have to take any drugs until day 1 of my AF. Its much shorter that you have to be on drugs and I prefer it that way. Can't imagine having to inject myself for 1 full month

So isn't it exciting that your appointment is coming soon? Are you counting days yet? We must be mad to be eagerly waiting for AF

wishfull27 · Post by **wishfull27** » Fri Oct 03, 2008 1:10 pm

Angel505 wrote:Hey Carolyn,

When do you go off on holiday? Its Maldives you're going to right? I'm so very jealous of you.

23 days - not that I am counting!!!!

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