Hello ladies,
Ems: How lucky are to have such understanding employers. I havent even told mine yet that i am going thru treatment - the last time i even mentioned that i might be thinking about it - there was a bad atmosphere (i work in the same office as my boss - a woman!) due to the fact that i hadnt mentioned that i wanted another baby in my interview!!!! She said to me 'Becky the only reason i employed u, was because u told me u wasnt having any more children'
So needless to say, i havent mentioned it - if and WHEN it happens - i will casually tell her 'oh by the way' lol
Your as bad as me with the tears Ems lol, i had mine yesterday morning because i had woken with - what i tht were AF cramps

- im dreading the 2ww, how are u managing with it?
If i had my last AF on 11th August - does this mean that i am due again this Friday (that seems so soon, but is 28 days yeah?)
I keep analyzing (spelling?) every symptom that i get!! If i feel sick, then its cos i must be pg!!! - if i go to the loo a lot (which i am doing, but i know thats cos im swollen and theres pressure on my bladder?) and its strong smelling! im thinking 'oh' this could be it, my breasts are sore (but they were b4 i had ET) If im warm - its must be my temp has gone up cos 'i must be pg'
So all symptoms of being pg were either there b4 because of the drugs - or are the same symptoms as an AF
ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY ...

(sorry for that outburst ladies lol) I know im being silly, its only been a few days like:
Vickie: How are u so calm hun? I dont know how u do it lol - send some of ur calmness to me lol
Souris: Pleaseeeeeeeeeee send some of that weather here, our summer is over (all 2 weeks of it) i want it back ......
Ang: GL with ur EC on Thursday - we are all 'egging' u on - go get em girl
Oh - Ive put some photos up on the website, one of my wedding with my DH and my daughters (who were our bridesmaids) and one of my wee man - Jack (my springer spaniel lol)
Theres some lovely pics on there, ive spent most of my afternoon noesyin about on it lol. (must get the tea on soon tho)
And on that note (thankfully i hear u all say lol) Im outta here ....
Talk later ladies, Keep smiling - (Im trying)
Becky Xxxxxx