Well its a BFN, we don't do a blood test at the clinc just POAS and it glared not pregnant at me again this morning, so thats it for us. I am finally off this roller coaster and although I am upset I am not devastated like I was last year, when they said I had no hope of concieving using my own eggs, I guess I was seeing this amazing opportunity my sister gave me as an extra go and we may be lucky. Think I still feel a bit numb at the moment and no doubt in a week or so it will slap me in the face and I will have a meltdown for a few days but I am good at picking myself up dusting myself off and starting again!!
In a way I am relieved this journey is now over and we can start thinking about what we are going to do with our lives now it will not be consumed with trying to have a baby. I know my DH is really keen to adopt but I can't think about that right now maybe in a little while.............
Our girly goes home on saturday so we are going to have some time off, we are now not having the other child who was coming this week so I have said that we do not want any children until at least the end of April and I will contact them and see if we want to go back on the availability list or stay off it for a bit longer.
Thankyou all for your support over the last few days although I have not posted much I have been reading and yes I am having the same problems Mir it is really slow my end too???
We are going to go away for a weeks holiday as we realised a few weeks ago we have not been away together for over a year!! So will do that over the next month.
So Carolyn hope those hot flushes don't last too long,
Miracle hope you get that sleep problem sorted out its not nice not being able to sleep can literally drive you crazy!!! Loved the bling made me smile thanks hun!!!!
Sophie you are right I have lots in my life and I am so lucky to have such a good life, can't wait to hear about your friend. Hope you are enjoying 'working' from home.
Angel have you sorted out a spa visit yet??
Rachel not long to go and you can be at home again, sorry your work is being a pain in the a**!!
Angie you must be working way to hard hope you are ok,
Will catch you all later,
Lee xxxxxxxxxxxxxx