Well ive just finished watching the X-Factor - WOW! How brill was that - Ben got my vote as i always said he would. There is A LOT of talent on this time (not that there wasnt last time) but its gonna be hard voting every week. I liked Eaton Road, and i liked the all the ladies singing - but im afraid my vote is going to be with Ben every week - he's got summit different - i just rang 2 vote for him and said to DH - OOooo its him on the line, he spoke to me haha! Shame its a recording in it lol....
Im really hungry tonight guys
Becky Xxxx
m/c @ 8 wks 
4 IVF=BFN
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Follow up appointment
Thinking of you
appointment today
im so sorry for your loss i know nothing i can say will make it better but im here if you need me...you had so much sense to make the appointment, i hope that IUI is your answer maybe with less drugs and a more natural experience for your body is all you need to make the break and you will have all of us to support you through the next few months many prayers and hugs for you and DH...
Tummy not my best attribute by a long way. Drugs made me blow up quite badly and add lbs. But it was the tubal surgery that I had was that really killed it. He had to go through all the layers in my tummy and he said that it would really weaken the muscles. That was on the basis that there were any muscles there in the first place. Op was now 2 months ago. He told me to walk lots and climb lots of steps. It has done some good but not much. Have been on the booze for almost 5 months. Thought that would help but guess that I get bored of eating healthily and then start creeping into old habits - especially chocolate 
now i know that AF is deff on her way, cos i always end up eating the house dry when she's due. But i have been extra carefull today, so hopefully it wont show too badley on the scales on Tuesday. I really need to lose this weight ...