anyaf: i was doing the same thing, analyzing every little twinge. Whether or not I felt i was pregnant fluctuated depending on my mood (which is cycling every few hours

. Now that i am only 4 (ok, i know i wasn't counting, but i had to peek today!) days away, the end is in sight and it is easier. Hang in there!
KF'06: I can relate!! I have been thinking of doing it...so far have held off.
Mia: had bw today. last few times in FCLV, keep looking in waiting room to see if anyone looks like a "Mia". Thanks for keeping the list up!
I peeked while getting bw today (day 7) and realized they drew an HCG. Told by someone else each time she was preg, they were very happy when they called with labs on d 7. Each time they called me with labs in past, always say"Your bw looks fine" or "great" or whatever. Today was different. She just said the doctor wants to change my meds, etc. No mention of bw. chickened out of asking them my HCG level. So, aware i am probably reading too much into it (as is my nl practice), but although hoping for BFP, now preparing for another BFN. I am calling it "hopeful pragmatism"

I am tempted to call the IVF nurse, tell her i know HCG done and get level....but taught in residency not to ask ? when don't know what you would do with info....so i am refraining as either way still have to wait to 11/17 for final.
Wishing everyone the best!