mess 4 kathryn

[Nicky Dean]

Hi Kathryn<br><br>Just want to know that you are OK, well i'm sure your not but please contact us so that we can be there for you and blast off 2.<br>I'm in work for the next cpl of nights, would love to hear from you.<br>Take care<br>Love Nicky xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[kathryn]

hi nicky,<br><br>sorry for the long time in replying. thanks for thinking of me. I dont know what Id have done without my buddies here. It hit me really hard this time.have had some major freaking out sessions, but i have a bit of a loony history!<br><br>how are you, has af arrived yet? you must be due to start down regging soon. do you know if it will be sniffing or injecting?<br>Im going to keep plodding on. (as long as grandmas inheritance permits!) Our consultant is going to send us off for more tests (didnt know there could be any more!!!) would like the natural killer cell test though, as I ve never been tested for that.<br><br>well nicky, those boots are yelling at me 'buy me', 'buy me'!!!!<br>in need of some serious retail therapy.....any excuse hey!<br> <br>let me know how things are with you nicky, dont think Im deserting you! any questions, just ask. Im becoming a bit of a pro with this ivf lark!<br><br>take care and speak soon,<br>and thanks for the message,<br><br>lots of love<br>kathryn<br>x<br><br><br><br>

[Nicky Dean]

Hi Kathryn<br><br>I'm glad that your feeling better, but buy those boots, i'm still dreaming, but i did buy a coat today, bit expensive well i cant afford it really but i dont care, DH helped me out a bit....<br>Anyway nothing has appeared yet but the way my periods are christmas will probably come 1st.<br>I'm just havin the injections, very low dose aswell, so I dont know how i'll be and if it will be enough, but i'm sure i'll find out.<br>I'm feeling very anxious could even talk myself out of going any further, but i know if i take us off the list i will regret it. I think i know deep down the out come will be slim, with the transplant and all the medication i already take i have a lot of added pressure, But most important the transplant is'nt put under too much strain.<br>Thanks for being there if i need you i do appreciate it kathryn and i know it cant be easy for you going through what you already have been, but i know it'll make you all the more stronger for you next attempt.<br>Keep being the wonderful person you are and as for being there that goes both ways. This is my last night, so I will speak to you on monday night when i'm back in.<br>Take care<br>Lots of love<br>NICKY XXX