Has anybody experienced the same kind of feelings?

[ambywilliam]

Hi everyone. I want to express my feelings here. I know many of you will laugh at me. However, I am actually feeling that way. I am TTC for 8 months. I was unable to get pregnant. I consulted a doctor. I found out that the quality of my eggs is not good. This is the reason I am unable to conceive. I was told by the doctor to go for donor eggs. I thought my husband would not agree but when I talked to him about this, he was totally fine with it. At first, I had no issues with donor eggs. However, later I was not okay with it. I started thinking that the child will not belong to me. He or she will be the child of my husband and some other woman whom eggs I will be using. I feel like I will not be able to accept the child. Has anybody experienced the same kind of feelings? Please let me know what should I do to overcome these feelings.