cycle buddies - Jo, Caz and Sharon

Jo Locker · Post by **Jo Locker** » Thu Jul 10, 2003 11:48 am

Lorraine dont worry - I've heard about these kind of positives too - isnt it where you get a +++ pg test result but the blood test doesnt back it up. PG tests are very accurate though so let's not worry about this - deal?? Going to go home for lunch and cuddle my parrot - I tell him everything and he always talks back and is very sympathetic. Last night he had my ear in his beak and was laughing really loud - he DOES make me laugh - dont know what i'd do without him!!! Speak to you after lunch no doubt - we can get there, we can get there. How you doing sharon????? Jo Mercer Jones & Co.Ltd.

caz · Post by **caz** » Thu Jul 10, 2003 11:58 am

GUys - am just off - but before I go just wanted to let you know that I have taken EVRYTHING that doesnt move to the dry cleaners and eaten a whole packet of wine gums and now feel considerably better! Not say I wont lapse again - but there is a very small part of me that just feels relieved, like a finished an exam or something. And I'm just so tired of it all. Its not such a bad thing to have some time off from it all. So I'm clinging to to that feeling. Sure I'll blub again when I see my mum tho!! And DEF when I see DH. Spoke to him - and hes been brilliant - very strong, much stronger than me. He said he kind of never held out much hope (our chances were always low), so its just as he expected and we'll just carry on and try again......cant really think about that just yet! Think I might get quite spoilt this weekend tho! Take care girlies - you have all gotten SO far -I have a very good feeling about you all. This is your time!! Cazx ps......its me that got the wedding (nice). Am wearing cross over Black Armani dress, that shows alot of tit. And VERY high tarts shoes. Screw decorum. xx

sharoninsomerset · Post by **sharoninsomerset** » Thu Jul 10, 2003 12:27 pm

Hi girls, Sorry, still here and still keeping it together, just busy, which is good, trying to get everything done, just incase I'm off work tomorrow then I won't feel so guilty, so this will be my last post until something drastic happens!! Lorraine, like the nurse said if it's positive it's positive. Don't worry about this yet and when it happens you'll enjoy the moment even more. Jo - it's shit being a work isn't it, I'm torn in two trying to get everything done and keep in touch with you girls. I'm pretty calm now, just dredding bed time as AF appeared at 10.30 on day 12 - I guess I've made it a bit further this time, but I'm like you Lorraine, a realist and we only had 10% chance with my condition so we don't hold out much hope. Anyway girls, I'll keep reading, but I'll post again we it's all over. Bye for Now Sxx

Lorraine · Post by **Lorraine** » Thu Jul 10, 2003 1:01 pm

Sharon - It goes without saying that we will be thinking of you every minute until we hear from you again. Good Luck to you. I really hope you come back with a big beaming smile. Caz - you won't get this message for a while but just wanted to say - WOW that's some wedding outfit! I like the sound of the "killer" heels - they say more than screw decorum! Keep your head up and enjoy a nice slow dance with DH tomorrow - it may be painful having to paint a smile on for a party so soon - but there is nothing like a wedding for reminding you of the blessings you have in life. Jo - That parrot of yours sounds like good therapy - give him a cuddle from me! Will come back later this afternoon to see how you are holding up. Love to all Lorraine xxxxxx

Jo Locker · Post by **Jo Locker** » Thu Jul 10, 2003 1:05 pm

Caz you made me laugh - you just strut your stuff in those heels girl !! If I get a negative I'm going to buy something totally extravagant - retail therapy. Know what you mean about the relief, thats how i felt last time. You and DH can start to feel a bit "normal" now. Have a good weekend, you deserve to let your hair down. Lots of Love to you both - be so happy for you to have your husband home. Take Care - Jo. XXX Sharon - Hi!! glad you're OK. I just keep thinking only 3 more hours of work to go b4 I can skip off home. Then I've planned to make a nice dinner and stay up late to watch TV to while away a bit of the time. Can't wait just to wake up in the morning and get on with the bloomin thing!! Speak to you tomorrow. Lorraine - not long now hun ... still in those PJ's? I want you to have a calm evening (breath in through the nose, out through the mouth!) I hope you can call your clinic tomorrow and tell that nurse you have a ++++++ - see if she gets excited about that!! Better go and at least look as if i'm doing something - it's hard but we'll get there!!! Lots of love to you all - Jo. XXXX

Jo Locker · Post by **Jo Locker** » Thu Jul 10, 2003 1:06 pm

Caz you made me laugh - you just strut your stuff in those heels girl !! If I get a negative I'm going to buy something totally extravagant - retail therapy. Know what you mean about the relief, thats how i felt last time. You and DH can start to feel a bit "normal" now. Have a good weekend, you deserve to let your hair down. Lots of Love to you both - be so happy for you to have your husband home. Take Care - Jo. XXX Sharon - Hi!! glad you're OK. I just keep thinking only 3 more hours of work to go b4 I can skip off home. Then I've planned to make a nice dinner and stay up late to watch TV to while away a bit of the time. Can't wait just to wake up in the morning and get on with the bloomin thing!! Speak to you tomorrow. Lorraine - not long now hun ... still in those PJ's? I want you to have a calm evening (breath in through the nose, out through the mouth!) I hope you can call your clinic tomorrow and tell that nurse you have a ++++++ - see if she gets excited about that!! Better go and at least look as if i'm doing something - it's hard but we'll get there!!! Lots of love to you all - Jo. XXXX

Lorraine · Post by **Lorraine** » Thu Jul 10, 2003 3:26 pm

Well - yes I am still in the PJ's and feeling very guilty about it too.....just thinking I really should get dressed just befor DH arrives home!!! Bless he's just emailed - bringing home dinner, video's, chocolate and 2 pregnancy tests (!) - God I love that man! Ok so I am trying the breathing thing Jo - but don't think I am suppossed to end up blue in the face am I???!!! This TENSION is ridiculous!!! How long can ONE day be!!! I bet you two will be soooooooo glad to leave work tonight. It must have seemed like an eternity today - my DH never emails home - but he must have sent me about a dozen today - I'm not sure what he's more nervous about - the result or having to spend an evening with me pacing!!!! It's so hard on them isn't it. Well almost there girls - can't you nip off just a bit early? Oh roll on tomorrow now. Incase I don't get to hear from you again once you leave work - Good luck again girls - Keep calm, lets hope we all see lots of ++++++++++ves tomorrow. Sending you baby wishes. Caz it will be a different prayer for you tonight but I will say it all the same. Looking forward to talking to you tomorrow - no matter what I know we will need each other. Lot's of Love Lorraine xxxxxxx

Anonymous · Post by **Anonymous** » Thu Jul 10, 2003 3:42 pm

Dear Girls I can't wait till tomorrow either... have been reading your thread daily and I just want to say that I will also be saying a prayer for you all. Good Luck.. Caz, you are an example to all of us.. You will probably read this when you get back from your wedding weekend, by that time things will be better, it takes time but somehow one pulls through..all my love to you!!! Whilst writing this (at work!!!) I can feel my eyes filling up... I am really emotional for all of you... Good luck and I can't wait to get in to work tomorrow and open this thread. God bless you all. Lots of Love Ursula xxx

gem · Post by **gem** » Thu Jul 10, 2003 4:19 pm

Hi Jo,Sharon,Lorra,and Caz Ho my god just been catching up on all the treads and I'm sat here gobsmacked. Just can't believe it I'm so gutted for you Caz,I know you'll get this when you get back from your weekend away,I just want to send you a BIG HUG and lots of love to you and your hubby. Jo,Sharon and Lorraine wishing you all the best for tomorrow. Loads and loads of hugs to all of you Love Gem xx

TJ · Post by TJ » Thu Jul 10, 2003 5:47 pm

Jo Sharon and Lorraine will be thinking of you tomorrow... sorry to hear your sad news Caz, please dont give up and keep in touch, you have kept us all going.. Best of Luck - FINGERS CROSSED !! Love TJ x

sharoninsomerset · Post by **sharoninsomerset** » Thu Jul 10, 2003 7:59 pm

Well girls, said I wouldn't post again unless something drastic happens....it has. Sorry, started spotting at 6.00ish (at least it waited until I was at home!). Still took the pessary as normal at 7.00 but it's all over with now. I'll still test tomorrow to put the final lid on it, but I'm gutted!! DH doen't know yet, he should be home any minute. That's when I'll fall apart. I'm just numb at the moment. Anyway, Lorraine and Jo, Caz and I are banking on you for some good news. Really need to see a +++ive here. Please, please. I'll look to all the positives in between all the sorrow, at least I'll be able to guzzle Champagne at my wedding - and get into my dress - and make love etc. I'll be organising an appointment with the specialist first thing Monday so that I get this hyrosalphinx sorted out and hope to be back on the rollacoaster by October. Love to you all Missy eyed Sharon XXX

july ann · Post by **july ann** » Thu Jul 10, 2003 8:34 pm

dear caz and sharon so sorry to hear your news, nothing i can say will make you feel better except we are all hear if you want to talk.. hope you have a good weekend if you can from july ann

Lorraine · Post by **Lorraine** » Thu Jul 10, 2003 9:04 pm

NO! Oh Sharon I am so so sorry - I know you will be feeling all over the place - but you know you can't give up until you do your test tomorrow. This is terrible we are dropping like flies! I feel crushed for you. Im sending you a cyber hug. Hope you and DH are cuddled up together on the sofa. Nothing I can say will make you feel better tonight - but we are all here for you, and will try to help each other as best we can over the next few days. Thinking of you both. Lorraine xxxxxxx

sharoninsomerset · Post by **sharoninsomerset** » Fri Jul 11, 2003 6:36 am

Hi Girls, Well it's definately a NEGATIVE! I'm not too bad, tears last night but numb now. I'm in work and I'll try and keep myself busy as I would only wollow in it if I stayed at home. Really nervous for 9.00 to hear your news. Speak to you later Sxx

Lorraine · Post by **Lorraine** » Fri Jul 11, 2003 7:37 am

Well it's all over for me too. Another big fat negative. I can't really feel anything - have cried with DH and mum - but just feel empty. I hate this. Sharon - I can't tell you how sorry I am - but you know that I understand how you feel today - I am walking this thing with you buddy. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other, concentrate on nothing more - and soon today will be over. Jo I am waiting with baited breath for your post - It MUST be a positive surely...... We NEED your success as much as you do! Love from Lorraine xxxxxx

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