Jo Lorrain, Sharon, hi!

[caz]

HI gals<br>Been reading your posts from my mums but annoyingly couldnt post.<br>Jo......well....WHAT can I say, you were SO chilled about the whole thing and now LOOK what you've gone and done. AMAZING AMAZING. And all that feeling guilty rubbish - pah! SO pleased for you , you have given me some hope. Have you told anyone yet or are you gonna wait for 12 weeks? Exciting!!<br><br>Sharon and Lorraine - I feel your pain. Thursday was AWFUL for me, and I guess you had a similar day on Friday. As you all said tho, eaach day does seem to get a bit better. The only time I get a bit upset is when I'm doing somethign and in my mind I think, I thought I might have been pg by the time I did this! Really daft and totally pointless, but hey.<br>was so good to see dh. Altho by that stage (saturday am) I'd kind of cried all my tears. So to be honest I dont know if he'll ever know what it was really like for me on Thursday, i think he thinks I just had a normal period- which as you know isnt quite the case. But he has been very sweet tho - bless!! Thank GOD my parents were on hand on Thursday tho.<br><br>How are you two holding up? Have you made any decisions about what , if anything, you might do next? We I guess will go and see doc and see what he says. I 'm pretty sure he'll say, you should consider using a donor. Which we talked about over the weekend and I think we will if all else fails - but I just have this niggling doubt about whether dh would feel the same about a donor.Nightmare. I kind of feel that if it didnt work this time with two really good embies then why should it ever work??<br><br>IF you guys are gonna try again and IF the doc says its worth us trying again...I think we'll be giving it a shot in OCtoberish. Maybe we could all team up again - I cant imagine doing it without you.<br><br>Take care<br>Let me know how you are all going - you included please jo!!<br><br>Cazxx