Okay.... WOW, WOW, WOW....
First things first...wanted to say that it really warmed my heart to see that my name came up in your posts and that you were thinking about me too and ordering me back from my holidays
Very sweet of you and I would have liked to have returned sooner to my friends.
I really miss not reading about your lives and not being able to "share" my thoughts on a regular basis
To cut a long story short, I wish "holidays" was the words.... I guess the fact that it rained NON-stop for 6 straight days probably helped dampen my spirits. At the end of my stay, I hadn't seen that much rain in the past 2 years. Anyway... in a nutshell, we have a house in Swizerland that we have been renting out. The former tenants from hell stopped paying rent and after much battle, time and energy we finally managed to evict them. We returned to Switzerland to check on the house as some renovations were necessary....well it turns out that this seemingly well-to-do family literally trashed the place
I love our house and seeing it in such a dismal state was awful. I cried when I saw all the damage...
So basically, we spent our holidays going over the damage, trying to repair some of it ourselves (painting etc) and finding painters, builders etc to help us with the next steps....
Our "holidays" were emotionally charged.... to say the least and financially it has been difficult...
Well enough about me.... now for your girls
Amazing news Steph.... you SO deserve your own little one and this is like unbelievable news... your doctor has become my hero... can he be exported out here

? I wish my doctor would be as generous.
I can't believe your news...it's brilliant....
I am SO SO SO happy for you Steph, my partner-in-crime...
You hang in there... I really can relate to your feelings concerning your infertility. I have unfortunately broken off contact with some close friends because I couldn't handle their pregnancy news or their constant sharing of how wonderful their life is... I know it sounds terrible and self-centered, but I see it as protecting myself. We have to go through so much already when in treatment that I can't face having to be strong when it is not necessary. I am a firm believer in the idea that if you haven't experienced IVF you cannot possibly understand what a person in treatment is going through. You can try but at the end of the day you can only sympathise.
I think your reactions are normal and you shouldn't feel guilty about them. I wish I had the solution but it's so hard to consistently pretend that it doesn't hurt you....
Honestly, I think given what you have been through these past months... you are doing brilliantly.... When I get my AF and I hide under the shower with the water blasting in my face, sobbing so DH can't hear.
Lola, Lola, Lola - sweetie, I am really confused

. Clearly as I know nothing about FET. I thought that your big day was 21st. Multo apologies if I was sending you heaps of PMA from Switzerland on the wrong day. SO happy that you get to see Switzerland after all. You deserve some fun and games after your studies and the FET.... you going to Verbier?? You're not skiing though are you? I would consider that an extreme sport

I must say that I did enjoy some very yummy raclette and some "filets de perche" from Lac Léman after a long day of painting the garage doors
You sound very perky and upbeat...how did you presentation go? I am sure that you aced it and are very calm and collected.... I HATE presentations... feel sick beforehand!
Jen, girl..... hope you are okay with those needles... I bet you are taking it all in your stride... so what are your dates?
How are you feeling? You sound pretty upbeat too.... Good luck with the acupuncture. Tell me whether you feel a difference.
Walshy - how are you doing downunder? No more visitors so you can bask in the lovely sun?
Must dash....need to cook dinner....yes, very boring I know.....
Much love to all of you and will talk to you tomorrow
Little R