hi girls, i'm backWe had a great weekend, the hotel was brilliant, the staff were great and the food was better, i look 4 months pregnant already!!
Anyway the only crap thing was i couldn't go in the massive bath and relax plus the pool or spa, which i usually love. However i decided to have a massage instead, no wasn't allowed this either. Then decided to have the special massage for expectant mothers (wishing) but nope, wasn't allowed that either. Basically once i explained that little Pebbles and Bambam were inside, nobody would touch me, not even a foot or hand massage? I opted for a haircut and felt great after so that was a bonus.
We are now back to reality and my house seems tiny compared to our luxury room, i defo need to find a house.
So far so good on my lovely wait from hell. I have been feeling fine except bloated and have had quite a few shooting pains but they are not sore. Had a bit of a fright on Friday night when i was about to go to bed. Went to the loo and there was a tiny amount of pink but it was not blood, i know this can happen if they are implanting so went off to bed and had a terrible night (of checking my undies) but nothing else happened.
I am terrified about this week as my AF is due on Tue/Wed and it appeared last time and destroyed our dreams os we're praying we get to Sat without it turning up.
I hate having to wait 16 days, most girls on this site are between 10-14 so i have been considering the evil pee stick if we get to Fri without any AF. I know, stop shouting at the computer girls.
Little R - My test date is on the 16th, Easter Sunday. I'm hoping since you said that i will get lots of eggs in my basket they now turn into lovely bunnies.
Brilliant news about starting to downreg. I felt mixed up like you though. I was keen to get on with it but felt like my life is on hold while going through this. I also can't talk or begin to imagine life if this ivf doesn't work. I just keep telling myself it will work but will just take some time. Keep your chin up lovely bud, we will all be here to help you along the way.
Walshy - Thanks for sharing your rays. We had rain on Sat but they have been here ever since. Don't want to be greedy but can you sent a bit of the heat that goes with the rays as its about 5 degrees here.
Brilliant news about everything moving along again for you. The end of the month will be so exciting, bfp all the way, its going to be a good one.
Lola - How the mad one doing? How spooky is this - my firend in Surrey rang me last week and said she had found a site on the internet that i would maybe like, you guessed it, it was this one. She then went on to say that she had been reading some stories and there was a girl called Lola who had just got some bad news. I nearly fell off my chair and claimed you as MY friend. What a small world it is, she sends her love and felt so sad for you, as we all do. Hope our hugs have been helping you.
Anyway, i know it's only 5.30pm but get to your bed, i like the sound of these dreams.
Steph - How you feeling Octo cool chick? Hope you had a fab time at Gran's party, it sounds like you've been having a busy time. Sit down, relax and enjoy you Grey's tonight, you can tell us all about it tomorrow.
Well am off to put my feet up and relax too, all the luxury over the weekend has left me exhausted haha.
Am so glad to be back with my favourite girls for company.
Hugs and pma. Only 7 sleeps to go until some good news??????????????
Love Jen x
well today i feel a bit down.
Think its going to be all over for me.