July Thread

[lara312]

Hi rachel hope your feelin better today life is so bloody unfair i also have days when that green man is out and today is 1 of them [for a change lol ] i work in a factory and today i heard about 6 people havin babies just not fair we all just need to have pma easier said than done hey girls well thats enough whingeing from me .Paula hope evrything is ok with you , Em hope your 2ww flyes bye and you can start us all of with a BFP . Hope everyone else is ok hugs to you all Rachel x x

[jeck]

Hello All,

Rachel, Sorry you have been down. I understand how you feel... Infertility just sucks sucks sucks... Some days I feel Like I am being punished and I wish I knew why!! I am so afraid of another loss but I can't give up either, Its so hard.

Jemima -- Hello and good luck!

Em -- wishing you a speedy 2ww, I know how the time seems to just drag by...

Nicola -- Your appt. is not long now. I know you are ready for it!

Paula-- I hope you get everything sorted on your cycle. IVF completely rules our lives doesn't it. Some days I get so sick of figureing up dates and trying to plan ahead.

I have my suppression check on Tuesday and if all is suppressed I start Estrace on Thursday!! I have an appointment every week until ET and I am so glad because it gives me something to shoot for each week and gets me that much closer...

Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend!

[Dory]

Thanks for the kind words, it is also good to know i'm not alone, not that i wish this on anyone. I wish we could all have children without having to go through this...We all deserve it.

I'm feeling a bit better, but i'm a bit upset because tomorrow woud have been my son Kieran's 12th birthday. I can't believe 12 years have gone by already it still feels like yesterday.

As they say you never got over it you just learn to live with it.

Jeck - Good luck with your appointment Tuesday, i hope everything is as it should be and you can start your estrace on time.

Hope everyone has a good weekend

Hugs and PMA to all

Rachel OXO

[Moritsha]

Hi girls. How are you all doing.
Rachel I'm so sorry about your loss.
Well I haven't been on since Wed - not usual for me as I'm on everyday but I just wanted to forget all about IVF for a few days. It's so great that we can all come on here and poor our hearts out and know that everyone knows what we're going through. On Wed night I kept thinking over what the nurse said about thinking really carefully about going with this cycle coz if DH wasn't here or sperm sample to surving the defrosting that would be the end of our free treatment. I sat down and tried to work a new protocol. On Thursday I went up to the clinic without an appoinment (bad girl) and showed the nurse my protocol. Thankfully it was the same nurse from Wed. My next Af is due on the 8th (while I'm in cuba) and I'll start down-regging on day 21. I'll have to take the Buserlin for an extra week as DH home on the 1st of Sept. I've been pencilled in for ET on 4th Sept!!! Only thing is they can't guarantee that the clinic will still be treating then because of up-grade work. But they think it is likely that I'll get it done as I'm booked in and the head doctor was there and he said it should be fine. Aaaaaaaargh!!!!!!!!!!!
Welcome Jemimi. So I won't be in July anymore but i'd still like to stay on this thread if it's ok coz I know you all now and love you all. Have a good weekend. No sun out today. Feeling a wee bit tired - out last night and had loads of very chilled white wine. Mmmmmm!! Paula x

[Moritsha]

Hi again. Whoops got my terminology wrong - Pencilled in for ER on the 4th Sept.
Jeck- 22 June - start Estrace.
Jackie - 23 June - start stimming
Rileydee- 23 June -start Estradiol
Nicki - 27 June - AF arrives.
Rachel - 27 June - start Lupron
Maureen - PREGNANT!!
Em - 30 June - Test date
Jackie - 3 July - ER
Rachel - 4 July - Estrogen Jabs
Jackie - 7 July - ET
Jeck - 10 July - FET.
Jemima - 12 July - Starts cycle
Rachel - 13/14 - US
Lara312 - 17 July - Downregging.
Rachel - 20 July - FET
Vicki - 28 July - starts cycle
Paula - 29 July - Downregging
Rachel - 3 Aug - Test date

[Moritsha]

Rachel forgot to ask - did you get your ticker to work? I just changed my one and I copied the BBcode one and pasted it in my profile and it worked. Paula x

[JackieG]

Hi Ladies,

Just checking in. I start stimming on friday and the time is really going by slow.

Rachel, Im so sorry for your loss. You are right. I feel the same way. We are good people, so why do we have to go thru this? I dont understand but Im sure that GOD has plans for all of us.

Paula, Yes please stay with us even though you will do your cycle in September. We can help the time go by with you.


Em, Hope the 2ww is OK for you. I know it frags and drags!!

Jeck, Good luck with your appt. You are getting closer and closer.

Im just on the pill right now and it making my boobs so sore. Im not looking forward to the stimms, estrace and progesterone. I guess it will all be worth it in the end when we have the beautiful babbies in our arms!!

Talk soon,
Jackie

[jeck]

Hello All,

Jackie -- Isn't weird how the minutes just slowly tick by... I love to read so I am going to go get some books today to try to help keep my mind off everything. Reading is the only way I can truely escape! I am so glad I am done with the pill. They made really hormonal this time, like I needed help with that!! My last pill was wed. and AF still hasn't arrived, althought its still early, I was hoping she would show up and be gone before my appt. I hate being examined while she is around.

Paula-- Way to go on getting your plan together and not taking no for an answer!! Now enjoy your vacation!!! I know that is easier said then done. You have to stay with us, who else is going to entertain us with all the smilieys!!!

Rachel -- I will be thinking of you tomorrow. I know it will be hard, but remember our time on earth is short and we will have eternality with our lost babies. That helps me on bad days. Sending you hugs...

Em -- another day closer!!

We are going to take our nephews to the movies today, they are 8 and 10. My sister-in-law said that yesterday she was getting my dad a fathers day card and the 8 year old said "What about Michael?(my husband) We need to get him something too!" When she told Michael the story I could see it pulling at his heart. He is so good with kids and I so want my body to work and give him a child!

Thats enough for today!

[Moritsha]

Thanks Jeck and Jackie.
Jeck - I do get a wee bit carried away with the ace smilies. I think I've got a problem - I'm addicted to them!!!! Just for you Jeck
Paula x

[Moritsha]

Hopefully we'll all look like this soon. Paula x

[Moritsha]

Saw this one too - baby dust for us all. Paula x

[NickiMark]

Will I start tmt in July?

Hoping thats it's still possable, I am so mad there is no sperm left.....Arghh!!!

[JackieG]

Nicki,

I hope you can start in July.... Are you waiting for an appt or AF?

Im sorry about the situation with the sperm.

Let us know if you start in July. We are here for you!!

Jackie

[jordan22]

hi everyone.. can I join you???? I started Lupron yesterday and looking at ER the week of July 9th ISH....

This is my first IVF ( we did 3 IUI's between Jan & April 06) OH and we have been TTC #2 for 8 years... (I have an almost 10 YO DD)

I have mthfr and PCOS AND male factor.. and I have had 3 surgeries on my tubes with finally a clear HSG last April (05)

OH and my name is Tonia..

[jeck]

Paula!! You so made me laugh and smile!!! See we need you!!!

Tonia -- Welcome and good luck with your 1st IVF. i am currently on Lupron myself. I am on a FET cycle so I am taking more than I did on my fresh cycle. I have showed my butt a few times, but thats not anything new.

NickiMark -- I read your other thread, have you had any luck contacting any other sperm banks?? I hope you find some soon! Good Luck!!