JUNE test dates....

[AuntyPebbles]

oh jackie..... nonono....youve come so far i refuse to let this not be good...cant they scan you? just to ease your mind
it could just be a slowly starter ive seen posts when women thought the same and all of a sudden it kicked in couldnt it be that? did they give you any hope at all that it could be something else?..your not dumping on us at all we are here for you and i am praying extra hard the your little one is just having a glitch ... truly in my prayers...

mines not looking good either im getting all sorts of pains and twinges today like sharp kinda im thinking af belly swollen too i know thats not good ... i dont know what to do if these dont make it as everything seemed ideal if i cant do it this time maybe i should call it a day.... maybe just the drugs... my sense of smell is outragus and im very emotional ...keep praying

love you all wishing you happy big bellys...Debz

p.s yeah hubby went out again shhhhh

[langton]

Hi everyone. Im back, how is everyone doing, i needed a couple of days to let things sink in, which they haven't.still cant get my head around things.
Jackie hunny a just want to give you a big cuddle.everything will be ok. will they not scan you. how long before your scan? if i was you and worried. i would get myself down to A&E or ER, Tell them your pregnant, and you think something might be wrong. there wont be. but it will be a way to put your mind at ease. They will scan you straight away. My friend was about 5 weeks she was worried cause of spotting and pains in her stomach. they scaned her everything was normal. they told her they were both fine. which was also a suprise cause she found out it was twins.
we dont have a beta test at my hospital anymore, they say if your pregnant your pregnant. i no its hard hunny i worry at the slightest niggle. please dont worry babe. if its really sending you potty thinking about it go to ER

Aunty, how are you doing, resting i hope. i hope youve got dh well trained.
dont be worrying about the aches and pains, some of them make you double over i no. they are compleatly normal im still getting them now they do make your heart miss a beat. i just no it will work for you. i just no. your cells were brillient. i think if mine can survive at a 4 cell. your sailing through with 8 cells. cant wait for you to anounce your bfp.
keep resting

dolce vita. good luck for tomorrow. i'll be waiting for your post. i cant belive you havent cheated. well done. you will get the news you deserve tomorrow.

to everyone else love you all. congratulations to\all the new mummys to be

Hayleyxxx

[kristin]

o jackie
so sorry about the crapness of not knowing! As Hayley said, my unit also does not test because a scan will tell us what we need to know in a fortnight (so I suppose we can live in blissful ignorance for as long as possible). I really really hope you can get a scan soon!

And aunty, dont worry, sit tight, nothing can happen so soon except implantation...... it is just that there are so many there trying to implant!! And you have probably started on the progesterone which really does change your body all over again!

love to you all
kristin

[jackoa21]

Hello ladies
Thank you for all your kind thoughts.. The plan is now to scan me and do more blood work on Tuesday. This would simply be to rule out an etopic and see where we go from here. I am so thankful to have you ladies. I assume the blood work will be lower on Tuesday (to show the begining of the miscarrage) Apparently even this early the scan may not show anthing so that is why they wait.. I would love to belive that on Tuesday my #'s skyrocket but I have done a lot of reading and that simply is not the case (with the exceptions of 1%)

I did want to say that as difficult as this is one thing I can hang to is my friendship with all of you laides. I have to belive as stong as my fighter was if this was not meant to be than I have to have faith it will be my time..
love and hugs and I will keep you all in my prayers..
I will keep you posted..

[Chel]

jackoa,
I m soo sorry that you are feeling low abt the #, I know its not easy but keep up the pma, we have come a long way and i m sure u can do it. Glad that u hav planned what to do next. WILL PRAY HARD FOR U.......

Aunty,
I heard the pains and cramps a few days after ER should be due to implantation so be happy, think the little ones are trying to get cozy!

kristin,
Hope the AF feeling goes off soon for u, Take care love

kelly,
Thank you for the baby dust and wonderful advice, will keep that in mind. I m off to read your posts, ha ha........take care sweety!

kdc,
ya may be the hormone and excitement makes u emotional, but guess what? 28th will be here in no time and you will relax thru 9 months! take care hunny!

babysteps,
Thanks for putting all those terrible feeling in words! It makes me feel better i know? Oh abt the special food, for me Iave been eating warm food as adviced by the acupuncturist, i have been avoiding cold food, orange and lemon juices, ice-creams, soya products and preserved food. I have been drinking atleast 2 litres of water everyday, tho not really during the past two days! The nurse told me to eat small meals frequently and avoid soft drinks esp gassy drinks like coke, pepsi etc. Hope this helps!

Sorry if i hav missed out anyone...........GOOD LUCK AND PMA TO ALL!!

[Dory]

WTG Vita!!!!!
Another smiley face, this a great month.


THURSDAY 1ST.........DORY (Rachel)
MONDAY 5TH............KELLY
MONDAY 5TH............DAWNIE
WEDNESDAY 7TH.......SAM
FRIDAY 9TH...............JENI BABES
SATURDAY 10TH........BABY STEPS
SUNDAY 11TH............JACKAO
SUNDAY 11TH............KDC(Kareen)
MONDAY 12TH............KERRI
MONDAY 12TH............LBEBE
TUESDAY 13TH..........SONIX
THURSDAY 15TH.........KRISTIN
SATURDAY 17TH.........SHELLEY retest 21st
MONDAY 19TH............HAYLEY
MONDAY 19TH.............DOLCE VITA
WEDNESDAY 21ST.......ANGELBABY
MONDAY 26th ..............CHEL
TUESDAY 28th ............AUNTY PEBBLES
THURSDAY 29TH..........ANGIE65
SATURDAY 30TH..........EM

[jackoa21]

Hello
Well ladies this is offically over. They did a scan today and they did not see anything and the blood levels actually started to drop so I will probably miscarry on my own. I will proably need to take a break for a while. I know what people say "at least I know I can get pregnant" yet I dont belive that makes any difference..I dont know if it was actually better to have gotten this and lost it...
take care ladies and I will probably still lurke (and most likely still post) but for now its too raw...

Love Jackie

[langton]

jackoa im so so sorry. my stomach turned as i began to read your post.. im so so sorry . i really cant put into words how sorry i am for you. its hard to no what to say. jackie keep strong, we are all thinking of you and we are all here if you need a shoulder to cry on. im sure you will have so much support and love around you. you are a wonderful lady and everyone loves you.

so sorry jackoa im always here for you if you need suport. pm me any time.im only a keyboard away

sending you a great big long cuddle my friend
Hayleyxxx

[Cla]

Jackie,

Am so so sorry to hear your news. I can think of no words to make things better, but am sending hugs from afar.

Cla
xx

[DolceVita]

oh Jackie,


so sorry.....








Vita

[AuntyPebbles]

oh Jackie im gutted for you . you have been so wondeful and deserve so much more we do love you and will be here for you..... whenever if ever you need us


God bless and keep you safe ...

lots of love Debz

[Dory]

Jackie,

Hun, my heart goes out to you, after getting this far and then having it all taken away is so heart breaking, more than heart breaking it's devestating.
You are a very strong lady to have gotten this far, and i know in my heart that you are strong enough to get over this hurdle.

Every fall back makes you stronger and more determined to succeed.
I know i have lost so many myself and i don't wish this on anybody, especially you.

Take your time out, grieve for as long as you want, RANT, RAVE, SHOUT, SCREAM, HIT (but not me) and CRY as much as you want, we are all here for you and will do whatever we can to make you feel better.

I know now is now the time to even think about trying again, but i hope to see you on here in the not to distant future to tell me you have just had a beautiful baby.
Don't give up hope, it will happen for you.

All my love and support
Rachel OXO

[kdc2006]

jackie....

im sorry to read your news.....over the past few weeks ,your advice has kept me and others going....

i wish i could give you some encouraging advice but no matter what i say i know it wont change whats happened.....

please take care of yourself......thinking of you and your husband..

always........kareen...xxxx

[kristin]

dearest Jackie
I am so so sorry and sad! I cannot imagine how terrible this must feel.. please look after yourself and know that we are really thinking of you. I wish I could go to Lush and buy every item in the shop for you to indulge yourself in...
I can understand that you might want to stay quiet for a while but if you want to rant and rave and get angry then do come and do it here

with love and a big hug
Kristin

[babysteps]

Hi Jackie,

So very sorry to hear the news.

When you are ready....we are here for you sweetie.

My heart is heavy and sad for you...but we must believe...that our time will come...we will be blessed with our bundle of joy

As always...know that I am only a keyboard away

with hugs and prayers,
Bella