July Testing...

[wendywoo]

Hi Jess
I'm not feeling very positive today, i'm very tearful and so tired. Think i felt more positive in the 1st week of the2ww. Probably because it's our first try at ivf i can't imagine us being lucky 1st time around. Suppose it's too early to get any symptoms yet isn't it. It would be great to be throwing up and have really sore boobs just now it would help a lot.
Sorry to vent hun, So sorry to all our bfn's and congrats to all our bfp's

Love wendy xx

[JESS FITZ2]

Wendy,
Hang in there! I wasnt feeling sick at all or throwing up but, i did have the sore boobs!! Feeling down isnt going to help be positive!!!
I know how hard and stressful it is on waiting to see. Have you taking any HPT's? Well I wish you a great BFP!!

Take care! JESS XXX

[patientIVFpatient]

I am getting anxious about Wednesday! The first week flew by, but now I am thinking about it more and getting nervous. I get nervous like when you make a speech, or first meet someone, I can feel it in my tummy!!

I gave in to the evil pee sticks, but it was negative. I surprisingly didn't get upset though, I was comforted telling myself, "IT'S JUST TOO EARLY!"---I just wanted to see though! I bought 5 so I could do one each day until I test. Holding off today though!

I don't feel anything. Sometimes I think my boobs are sore...but then I don't know if it's just in my head. They are already too big for me--I've always hated them being big---but I keep waiting to just wake up and have them seem sore and bigger. No other symptoms though--but that keeps my mind off the 2ww--sometimes I even forget!!!

Hope everyone is having a good weekend. We finally got some cooler weather here in the STL!!!

[Kabillion]

My wife Renee had COMPLETELTY convinced herself that she wasn't pregnant because she had no symptoms. She thought that she would somehow 'know' that the embros had taken and therefore when no morning sickness or sore boobs occured she became despondent - but to her surprise - she got a BFP!

Now all she does is complain about her symptoms! Hopefully you will too in a few weeks!!

[racquel]

Hello everyone - hope you're all doing well!

LM - hope your xfr went well yesterday! We were a day 3 too so don't let that worry you.
Rachel - great news on your 3 embies! Best wishes on your 2WW..
GailP - I too have had pains in my left side....wierd. I have a septum in my uterus and thought it was related to that, can't wait for sono to see how everything is coming along in there.
Wendy - hang in there! Don't beat yourself up for feeling blue from time to time, it's the hormones. This is a scary, emotional process!
Jen and Tonia (jordan) - darn I lost what I was going to say to you both, pls forgive me being a total airhead!

I've been so exhausted I fall into bed when get home from work ... so no time to check up on you all until now. Feel so lazy 'cause all I've done this weekend is sleep and eat, haven't even ventured outside once. DH came home from errands yesterday with a McD's drink and NOTHING for me, know I'm nuts but I wanted to kill him!! How dare he not bring a treat home for big-mama.....in his defense he said I would have just lectured him about eating more healthy and I have to admit he's right .... but dang all I could think about was fries! I'm trying to be nice but my emotions are out of control these days ... poor hubby. (feeling for you Kabillion!)

Not really complaining though - I'll take this any day over the alternative. Take care everyone, have a great week.

P.S. - I KNOW I shouldn't show twins on my ticker without having the sono to confirm, but it's more than wishful thinking on my part, it's my way of sending PMA PMA PMA to those babies, got to give them both a chance, you know? thanks for understanding and not telling me I'm crazy, even if you think it...hahaha.

[wendywoo]

Thanks everyone for your replies, had a really bad morning crying and getting really frustrated with dh. Poor man couldn't say anything right, i even threatened to move out today, i have turned into a right *****.

Jess - i haven't done any hpt yet although i do have two on hand just incase.

THanks again wendy xxx

[JESS FITZ2]

Wendy,
I was the same way with my dh but, now im back to "normal" again! lol He was threatening me that he was going to move out on me because he couldnt handle me so moody and a nasty ***** to him when i was on the 2ww.... but, now life is good again
Tell your dh to ignore you and yes you to death when you want something until this roller coaster is done! I know how your feeling and its just horrible when you cant control it!!
Hang in there!!! It is almost done.

JESS XXX

[PebblesUK]

Wendy I'm still the same with my DH so it is a good sign! I felt sick the second week of the 2WW but I think it was the meds as I am not sick now. I do have very sore boobs though but a lot of people don't get "pregnancy symptoms" until week 6 or even not until the end of the first trimester. Stay positive - not long to wait now!!

I've spent all weekend resting as much as possible. I am very anxious still after last week, Thursday can't come quick enough. The scan I had Friday said the sac only looked 5 weeks instead of 6 so it could have just stopped growing, it was too early or the embryo is small. I don't believe it has stopped growing, if anything my boobs are even more painful than they were last week and my beta is still rising so I'm trying to remain positive.

Good luck to everyone on their 2WW, EC and ET.

Jo
xx

[SASA]

Hi girls, hormones must be the culprit!
I am always mad with DH. He is always unable to meet my expectations. We bought a new multipurpose blender yestarday. He was very enthusiastic to make milk shake and try different kinds of seeds with it. I was just not in the mood and kept criticizing him this and that. He went to the clinic with me for the first scan early this morning. Again everything he did seem just wrong.

When I had time alone, I felt that in I was really too moody and might have been a bit unreasonable. Anyway he called and I told him that I was sorry and blamed that hormones.

I have my first scan this morning. Doc pointed to me the heart which was beating vigorously. It's amazing! I saw a sac and inside there is a small dot of 6mm in length.
I still have not got any pregnancy symptom. Doc said it was OK. I am a bit relieved.
Now start another waiting --- for the 9 week scan.

[wendywoo]

Hi Jess
Thanks for your reply, it's very reassuring to know that this is normal and i'm not going bonkers. We had a nice afternoon yesterday, went on the yellow duck in liverpool which was good as it managed to take our mind off the whole baby thing.

Hi Jo
Thanks again for replying, i know you replied to one of my questions about a week ago but i never got back to you, so sorry about that, my mind just runs off on a tanjent and i forget. Have been following your posts about your worries about the baby not growing. I was so relieved to find that your beta had gone up and now your boobs are still getting sore that's great positive news sweetheart, can't wait to hear your news on thursday, you must feel like your back on the 2ww. Keep resting and take care hun

love wendy xx

[PebblesUK]

That's lovely Sasa, not that you are being horrible to dh but the scan was good!

I can't wait till our proper one on Thursday!

[SASA]

Hi Jo, only 3 more sleeps to your scan!
Can't wait to hear your sharing.

[Kabillion]

Hey wait! Renee and I are going to our scan this Thursday too! What about our share of the love?!

[SASA]

Renee and Kabillion, sending you lots of love and blessings!
You will be seeing your baby (with the scan) in just 3 days. How wonderful!
Please post after the scan.

[Kabillion]

Has anybody had any bad dreams? renee had a very bad one that I wont go into detail about regarding the babies... anybody else?